myOtaku.com: Lady MidnightMoon

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Gender
• Female
Location
• Within my own fantasy where I am eternally happy. Physically? North Carolina.
Member Since
• 2005-05-14
Occupation
• I am a writer, singer, artist and a massage therapist.
Real Name
• Elise Midnight

Personal

Achievements
• I am finishing my trilogy I've been working on for a good while now.
Anime Fan Since
• Many years... I forget how long exactly.
Favorite Anime
• I cannot choose one over another, but I am quite fond of Vampire Hunter D, Wolf's Rain, Blood the Last Vampire, and many more.
Goals
• To be with the man I love and live my life in peace.
Hobbies
• Music, Art, writing, and helping those I care for to relax. I enjoy writing music, playing music, singing, anything art related, and all things writing and reading.
Talents
• Same as my Hobbies and Occupation.

myOtaku.com: Lady MidnightMoon

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

A monologue I wrote for one of my theater classes long ago...
"Deep inside this being beats the heart of a true artistic individual."
"Inside this being?" What do they know? Inside this vessel is a heart, a soul cast to the outer fathoms of hell. There is a soul undergoing absolute torment and pain, wishing to be cast from it. The soul is cast to momentary joys only to be brought back to its eternal suffering. All it longs for is to be free, yet in some hellish way it remains in the bindings somehow longing for the very suffering it so hates and despises; somehow it longs for its eternal pain, desires it with a passion. It is consumed by this desire, torn by its counterpart. The soul longs to be free, longs to continue its suffering until it destroys itself... until it throws itself into the blackness of the void, the abyss.... Inside this being? Inside this vessel, there beats a heart. The beating of this heart is a deep cry, the sweetest of lamenting chords of its suffering. Inside this vessel is a soul slowly devouring itself until the day it refuses to remain here any longer. Inside this being? What do they know? What could they understand of what they know nothing of? Inside this being... this morbid soul of despare and true pain is a wish. There is a cry no one will hear for the joys of love that it needs and craves and has forever been denied. That is what is inside of this being.

~Midnight~

~So, how are you all doing? I am... decent. I searched a long time trying to find the monologue. I thought it might be a bit of a needed change from some of my poetry. I am a bit sad.... Since it has been a while, I am no longer with the man I loved and was going to be with.... So, naturally (even if it is a bit late for this news) it hurts... but it will all work out in the end. So, what's your favorite fantasy of romance and why?
Je'noma.
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