Tuesday, April 10, 2007

   Not much here...

Howdy! Just to let you know, we got our modem fixed! Yay! It took Papa two hours, but it was worth it! I didn't watch The Bachelor last night. Oh! The girl Payton, is from my neighboring city of Kingsport! We thought that was pretty cool. ^_^ Well, not much to report on today. Not much happened today. I did fall asleep for about two hours after my BF and I got off the phone. He had to go to work. *sigh* Speaking of my BF, he got his new car!!! It's a Chevy Malibu, by the way. The title came in today, and they're getting it tagged tomorrow. I like this one much better than is old Cavalier. For those of you who don't know, he was in a car crash, where a lady had her signal on, so he pulled out, but she dicided she didn't want to turn, so he slammed into her. Thankfully, no one was hurt. It did total his car, though. I'm just glad he's okay. ^_^ Anyhow, I'll have some new artwork Samedi. (Saturday, for those of you non-french speaking people. ^_^) I'd like to thank everyone for supporting and commenting on my artwork! ^_^ Thanks! Oh yeah! Our percussion instructor, Otis, ripped his Achilles' tendon. For those of you who don't know what that is, it is the little tendon above your heel that enables you to walk. He's having surgery Thursday, so please keep him in your prayers! Thanks! Element of the Day: ^*^*^*Fire*^*^*^ God Bless!

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Monday, April 9, 2007

Hey, everyone! I'm in english right now and I just finished a test. I got 29/30 right! Yay! Anyway, I wanted to let you know that our modem crashed at home, so I won't be able to get on at home or add anything unless I go to the library. i think we might be coming back in here tomorrow, so I might get another short post... Anyhow, quik news. I hit my elbow really hard on a door frame Saturday, and it still hurts a little. I hop I haven't done anything to it. Well, I think the bell's about to ring, so I have to go! Check my artwork if you haven't already! Bye!

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Saturday, April 7, 2007

   Wow! Is this what my site looks like? I couldn't remember...

Hey, all! For those of you who weren't on really late last night, I'm back! I was really lazy, which is why I haven't been on... I beat Kingdom Hearts, though! I was soo excited! It's just amazing! I bought the second one, but I don't think I'm going to like it as much as the first one... I save the final assessment until I beat it, though. Hmmmm... Let's see: Not much has changed since I was on last night, so if you want the full scoop on things, just scroll down and read yesterday's post. I re-read Rurouni Kenshin volume 4 this morning. I found out my BF bought me volume 5! Yay! Only 23 (?) more to go! I've read up through 22, I think... For those of you who have got that far, who do you like better: Tomoe or Kaoru? Just wondering. I can't seem to decide. Oh yeah! I got my prom dress! Yay!!!! I'm borrowing it from my cousin, so all we have to do is get it dry-cleaned when I'm done with it! It's a really pretty mint green, with tiny glass beads in the pattern of leaves and flowers on the bodice. It's a tad bit too long, so I'll have to learn to walk in heels. O_o *falls down stairs* Maybe... Hmm... I did get 10 bucks in the easter egg hunt our church had. Some eggs have candy, and others have change, and fifty of them have one dollar bills. The money comes from our youth, so it's really a good deal. My BF and I hunted as a team, as did one other couple. We were two eggs behind them for the most eggs, and Branton through two at us. ^_^ Call it unfair, but he called a false "go" at the hunt, and Kiyoshi and I found two eggs, but then when he called us back, we were the only ones who put what we found back. So it all worked out. The prize was a jiant hollow chocolate bunny, so Matt and I cut its head off and gave it to them, who enjoyed the morbid sense of humor behind it... ^_^ Anyway, they got a chocolate cross, too, so it was pretty fair. As for church, the small group who seems to run everything canceled the Sunrise service on Easter because they said, "It would be to cold." *sigh* I was looking forward to it. I guess it's good for my BF, because he would have had to come off closin at 4:30 get home at five, take a shower, and then come straight to sunrise service. I am glad he gets some rest, because right after regular service he has to go straight to work. Poor guy... He worked about 30 hours is 3 or 4 days... Well, that's it for now! Happy Easter, y'all, and don't forget that the holiday is because Jesus rose from the dead so we could, too! Happy Easter once again, and if you hunt eggs, happy hunting! Be sure and check out my artwork, using the link at the top of the page! Thanks! You Kenshin fans should like it! Element of the Day: ^*^*^*Fire*^*^*^ God bless! Last night's post: Good evening... I have returned from my journey throught worlds unknown to most humans. Actually, I've just been lazy... Sorry I haven't updated in ages. I hope y'all haven't deleted me from your friends list. Anyhow, gues what? I BEAT KINGDOM HEARTS!!!!!!!!! Yay!!! I bought KH2 this past weeked, and I'm starting Beast's castle. I'm not sure which one I like better. So far, I like the first one better, but I'll leave the final assessment untill I beat the second one. Please bear with me as I change my site. I'll be going to bed soon, and I probably won't have everything smoothed over. I'm looking for the MIDI for Heart of Sword for my BG sound, but so far, no luck. If anyone knows where I can get it, please enlighted me. Thanks! By the way, the picture in this little blog thing-a-ma-gig is my own artwork! Speaking of artwork, I haven't drawn anything in quite some time, so I was very pleased when my drawings of Kenshin turned out quite well! ^_^ You'll have to go check them out. One of them has Kaoru in it. That's the first time I've ever drawn her, so don't be too hard on it! Anyway, pleeease check them out and tell me how I might make improvements upon my art! Thanks again!!! Hmm... Not much to tell... I was scratched by a cat (long story), and I ate the best sandwich in the world, and I.... *drools* Sorry there... Yup... That's about how boring my life has been here of late. I barely scraped an A in Honors English... Stupid grammar... That's what happens when you live south of the Mason-Dixon line: Your grammar goes to pot. *sighs* One day I'll get it... Anyway, I'm back onto my quest for that elusive MIDI! I'll see y'all later! Element of the Day: ~*~*~*Wind*~*~*~ God Bless! oh, and Happy Easter! Oh yeah! My BF got a job at Taco Bell! ^_^ He hates it, though... ^_^

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Sunday, January 21, 2007

   hehe

Please go here! Especially if you like vampires! ^_^ If you don't like vampires, clik here. Thanks, that's all I have time for! ^_^ I get to go to Kiyoshi's house today! Yay! Element of the Day: ^*^*^*Fire*^*^*^

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

   YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!

YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!!YAY!!! HE CAME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOT! I knew he would! Yay! I'm so happy! Words doth not dare explain the joy overflowing from the depths of my soul!!! YAY!!!! You scored as Hera. You are Hera - goddess of marriage; consort of Zeus Hera 90% Artemis 80% Aphrodite 60% Athena 50% What Greek goddess are you? (Females Only) (PICS) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Form V: Shien. Form V is a powerful style developed by Form III practitioners that preferred a more offensive angle. The defensive nature of Form III dangerously prolonged combat. The maxim "peace through superior firepower," encompasses the philosophy of Form V, also called the "Way of the Krayt Dragon." Anakin and Luke Skywalker are both practitioners of Form V. Form V focuses a bit on having defensive skills, but channelling defence into offence. The example is commonly used that while Form III combatants effortlessly deflect laser bolts, Form V practitioners excel at redirecting the laser bolt toward the opponent. Form V: Shien 92% Form II: Makashi 83% Form IV: Ataru 75% Form VI: Niman 69% Form III: Soresu 45% Form VII: Juyo/ Vaapaad 33% Which Lightsaber form would you use? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Elf. You are an elf. very calm yet energetic. You enjoy the finer things in life. You hate to be alone and preffer a small crowd of your closer friends. The ideal girl. Sometimes you can be very, very shy. Open up, life is to be lived, not wasted. Elf 75% Wolf 67% Dragon 67% Sorceress 67% Drow 67% Vampyre 58% Faerie 50% Goddess 50% Shadow Spirit 50% Zombie 17% What ancient breed are you? created with QuizFarm.com Element of the Day: ~*~*~*Wind*~*~*~ God bless! Continue praying for me, though, that we can make this work!!!! Thank you!!!

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Monday, January 15, 2007

Just quizzes today. I wish I still had my dearest love as my own right now... *tear* You scored as An eyes woman. You can see the magic in a persons eyes, you can see their soul, you know what they're really thinking, and know if they mean no even if they say yes all from their eyes. Yet they still hold some mystique, and for that means you can look into someone's eyes for a long time. An eyes woman 100% personality 85% A mouth gall 65% A chest chick 60% Abs woman 50% A butt gall 15% A crotch person 5% What are you attracted to in a guy created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Halter. You should have a halter! You have a wonderful, cheerful personality and your to-be husband loves your smile. Please rate and comment! Halter 100% Strapless 60% Long sleeves 60% Sleeveless 50% Short sleeves. 40% Miniskirt 20% What should your wedding dress look like??(Beautiful dresses) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Smart girl. Guys are sometimes intimidated by your massive smart skills. But thats okay. They think its cool that you care about your future and they like it that your not into the whole "popularity" thing. Smart girl 100% Girl whos a friend 63% One they want but can't have 50% The hot chick 25% Preppy 13% What do guys think of you? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Oh you're pretty!. Oh you are pretty. But it isn't the makeup, clothes, or accessories that make YOU pretty. you are a natural beauty and that is special! boys stare at you so much you get annoyed with it...but remember most girls would want to be in your shoes Oh you're pretty! 20% Fake Pretty 5% You are ugly 5% Are you pretty or are you wrongfully conceited? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as You are a possible future gf. Possible future gf. you are a mate but you're not in the 'friend zone'. Always got possibilites You are a possible future gf 50% Stick with some guys as just friends 42% Guys think you are total gf material 17% They think of you as just a friend!!! 0% you're not even mates!!! 0% x What do guys secretly think of you? x ( rate plz!) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as You listen to your Heart. You listen to your Heart above all else. You are either madly in love with the person of your dreams or you are searching earnestly for that special someone. You follow where your heart leads you, be proud of it! Though a word of caution, use some. Don't let yourself be hurt because of not thinking things through. You listen to your Heart 92% You think with a Perfect Balance 75% You listen to your Mind 67% You listen to your Body 42% Do you listen to your heart or what?(PICS) created with QuizFarm.com Element of the Day: ~*~*~*Wind*~*~*~ God bless, and as always, please pray for me and my dear Kiyoshi!

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

   So RANDOM!!!!!!!!!!!! What am I feeling?

Hay guys! Gues what? Not only have I reaced 100 GB signatures, I also had my first featured submission. My e-card was featured yesterday, and still is. As of now it has been sent 11 times. I'm so glad it was featured. Click here to see it in a new window, and tell me what you think! ^_^ I was really happy. I'm assuming you can guess why I made it. If you can't, then read yesterday's post... I have his hoodie on my bed right now. I've cried into it every night since he left for New Orleans. I don't think there hasn't been a single day I haven't cried this year. I'm fighting so hard to keep my wall from going up... Well, I'm trying to write a song, and I have the first part of the music, but before I can go any farther, I kind of need words. I wish Kiyoshi hadn't thrown the one he wrote away. I miss him terribly right now... I just feel so empty... I was wondering if I should try to stop loving him. He promised he'd come back, but then again he promised he wouldn't leave. The only reason I remember that is because I told him that I couldn't promise him back... All I can do is hope and pray. I guess he'll be taking her to prom now then. I was saving up for a dress, too, but I guess I won't ever get to buy a dress, now, because my parents won't exactly let me go if I don't have an escort... I to be honest, I really wouldn't want to go without anyone... It's not like I could go this year anyway. I'm still not a jr. It would be to degrading and painful to go by myself anyway... I might find out if Erika is going, but if she's not, there's no point in even buying a dress. Who know's, I might buy one anyway. I've always wanted one, but what's the point if you have no where to wear it? Sorry. I don't mean to have a pity-party. Just writing my feelings... I almost had a breakdown in church today while we were singing, but I managed to hold the tears back. I cried this morning when I woke up. We had a really good service, too... I must impose my requests for prayers upon you once again, so please don't forget to send a prayer up for me now. I would also like to thank you for your concern over a rather stupid action of mine... If you don't know what I'm talking about, it's in yesterday's post. I'd rather not risking saying it again. But once again, thank you for your support. Element of the Day: ~^~^~^Water^~^~^~ Farewell, my friends, and God bless, and as always, continue your prayers for me.

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Saturday, January 13, 2007

   WOOT!!!!! Yay!!!!

Yay! Yay! Yay! Guess what! No, my BF hasn't come back to me... yet. That would constitute ten "yay!"s. I finally reaced one hundred GB signatures!!!! Yay! The honor of that signature goes to mirokusloversango! In a new window of course... ^_^ hehe. I'm kinda hyper today.... I've only broken down about four times today... And only three yesterday. I'm handeling this better than I thought I would... I know a lot of people are praying for me, or I wouldn't be able to handle this. I can finally roll my sleves up again... The cut on my arm is just a scratch now. The cut is there to remind me to try harder not to hurt others, otherwise I end up getting hurt. It is a reminder is all... My brother's first basketball game of the season is today at three, so I'm going to go and watch while walking around the walking track above the court. Walking helps take my mind off things, and lets me think clearly, especially if I just concentrate on "left, right, left, right, and so on." It's good exercise too! ^_^ My emotinal wall will start going up soon because now I have no one to protect me, and I must guard my most personal thoughts and feelings, so no one can turn against me. If I begin to seem stand-off-ish, that is why. I have to protect myself since there is no one to do that now... I wish I didn't do that, but it is instinct that guides me. I don't put it up conciously, either... I tried to draw a picture for my manga, but I just can't get two people to kiss when I'm depressed... Well, I'm off to take another quiz. Check the last pages for the realy good quizes in my quiz results pages! ^_^ Continue sending a small prayer up for me each day, okay? Thanks! Well, bye! You scored as fire. you are a fire fairy. you like to see things burn. you probably have a problem with authority. you tell it like it is fire 80% love 75% earth 75% air 70% dark 65% Light 60% water 25% What kind of fairy r u created with QuizFarm.com Element of the Day: ^*^*^*Fire*^*^*^ Bye! God bless! Please don't forget to pray for me!

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Friday, January 12, 2007

Hello everybody. It's official... My dearest Kiyoshi broke up with me today at 9:45 am. I gave him his chain with my "heart" on it back, and he was wearing it under his hoodie after second. I regret he had to do this at all, and no one understands how someone can call something their "idiot mistake", and promise to come back and still leave. I really don't get it either... But as long as he's happy, then I'll try to be happy for him. I know we're supposed to be together, because I've been praying really hard, and I feel okay. Our time apart is still painful, but we both still love each other, and even thought he won't be able to tell me he loves me, when he smiles, we'll both know that's what he means! ^_^ I hate to be selfish, but I hope his and Kerrie's relationship doesn't last long... Oh well. It's in God's hands now, so please pray for me! ^_^ Thanks. Okay, it's been a long time since I gave a Kingdom Hearts update. As of now I'm in the Hollow Bastion... I have to find Riku. I haven't played in a while. I've just been busy with the above subject... I hope my brother doesn't read this... Oh well, he'll probably be to busy playing Runescape... I hope so. Yay!!!! Animation Elimination on lordsesshomaru's site was finished today! My most favorite character won!!!! Yay!!!!!!!! Read it in the new window to see who won. If you don't want to read, you can just look at the pic. I don't want to spoil it for you! ^_^ You know, I was going through the grocery store. You know those little side stands that they put items not really related to the isle you're on? Well, I was going down the isle with children's drinks, and they had one for Depends. I just don't think protective underwear should be on the same isle as Juice drinks. It makes no sense.... I have to finish checking a commerce list, so bye! Element of the Day: ^*^*^*Fire*^*^*^ God Bless and Please Pray for me and my dear Kiyoshi! Thanks

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Thursday, January 11, 2007

   *sigh*

You know, it's kind of funny how things work out. Well, we talked. We're still together so far, and I wish I didn't have to let him go, but if that's what he thinks will make him happy... I want sooooo bad to not have to do this, but I know he'll come back. He knows he'll come back, too... Umm... It's kind of strange though. He's still going to call me almost every night, and he'll still wait with me after school, and he's still going to walk me to my classes and get me something for Valentine's Day. Weird, but okay I guess... I know it's selfish, but I really hope they don't stay together, if he still chooses to go. He told me he'll always love me. I wonder if she can handle that? In a way, I don't want to be selfish, but I really hope she can't. I'm sorry to say that, but I want him to come back to me as soon as he can. Every time he smiles at me, I'll know that he loves me. I'll have to tell him that. ^_^ Anyway, I'm wearing his necklace, but I put a heart on the chain. It's kinda symbolic, I guess. I wrote a poem last night. Here it is: The Doorstep of My Soul Standing on the doorstep, Someone there is knocking, Asking for my angel. Indecision takes him. Then he decides to go. I cannot hold him here. I'll let him go for now, Because I have his love, Forever and for always. In my heart I hold a promise. I'll come running when I hear His resounding footfalls On the doorstep of my soul. I'm not sure if that's exactly how it went, because that's just from memory. Hopefully I'll be able to put the actual vesion up tomorrow. Those of you who haven't already, check out flashflashrevolution.com. It's a really cool site. The best song in my opinion is Beetoven virus. It's so awesome. Well, I'd better be going... You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel. Angel 84% Mermaid 50% Dragon 50% Faerie 50% WereWolf 33% Demon 0% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person! Mysterious 75% Passion 67% Diamond Eyes 50% Eyes full of Pain 50% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Hell Yea. U are totally in love, u would do anything to be with this person and u would die for them. Hell Yea 75% Sounds More Like Lust 42% Hell No 8% Are u in love??????? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as White. White represents purity, calmness and innocense, and you fit all this. You are angelic to the core and would never dream of hurting anyone on purpose. The events of this world tend to shock you and you cannot wait to escape to a better place. You believe in the good of people. Your kind and loving nature makes you very hard to resist. White 72% Blue 61% Black 61% Orange 61% Pink 61% Red 61% Purple 56% Green 50% Yellow 44% Which Colour Represents You??? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as You have the Gift of Discernment. You have the Gift of Discernment. It is a well sought after gift my friend. It is a true blessing and curse to know when others lie to you, and to read their eyes. It can cause much pain and hurt if abused. Be very cautious. You have the Gift of Empathy 69% You have the Gift of Discernment 69% You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision 63% You have the Gift of Wisdom 56% You have the Gift of a Seer 50% You sadly do not recognize your gift yet 25% What is your gift?(PICS) created with QuizFarm.com . You scored as Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really good! Here some tips: 1. Be ready 2. no smoking 3. start slow 4. up the intensity 5. develop rhythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands 8. experiment 9. respond 10. repeat Romantic Kisser 100% Yippy Ki Yay! 56% Your more of a class act than youre giving yourself credit for 44% How good do you kiss? created with QuizFarm.com *blush* You scored as Love. You are Love. You Love someone and are always thinking of them. You want them and need them. Your love and kindness is what will win their heart. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :) Love 100% Hope 100% Faith 92% Grace 83% Wisdom 83% Courage 75% Joy 58% Peace 50% What feeling are you?? (cool pics) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as You are an Angel of Pain. You are the Angel of Sadness. You have been hurt many times in your lifetime, if you could call it that. You are in an almost constant state of depression because of the hurt. You fell in love and they were either taken from you or chose another instead! You are an Angel of Pain 88% Angel of Light 75% You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel! 75% You are an Angel of Beauty 63% You are an innocent Angel 56% What kind of Angel are you??(PICS) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Air. Your carefree, loveable, and childish. You just want to have fun! You have a deep understanding of life, so you feel that life is to short to be moody. You might as well live it to the fullest right! You will probably make a wonderful parent, because you know what its like to be a kid! Your either very smart, or very ditzy. You care a lot of others, and will do anything to help a friend in need. Sometimes you just like to stay by yourself, but other times you like to go partying. Depending on your mood. Sometimes you can be naive, but isn't that for the best? Let's have fun! Please Tell me what you think! Negative feedback VERY welcome! Tell me how to fix it! :) Darkness 75% Air 75% Light 69% Fire 63% Ice 56% Earth 50% Water 38% What Element Are You? (BOY+GIRL ANIME PICS & DETAILED ANSWERS) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as The emo. Let him love you, and he will... Let him abuse you, and he will. You motivate eachother and therefore confide in eachother. Trust is the keyword here, and you always get through rough times, even if they occour often. Just hold eachother, and live one day at a time. The emo 90% The fun guy 85% The sweet guy 85% The funny guy 65% The hott tease 45% The jock 45% What type of boy wants you? created with QuizFarm.com He's not really emo, but the description is right. You scored as Yes!!!!!!!!!. He loves you and if u 2 r goin out you need to ask him if he does. if yall rn't goin out... MAKE A MOVE!!!!!! (plz rate and e-mail!) Yes!!!!!!!!! 90% Possibly 80% no 30% does he love me? (quiz 4 girls) created with QuizFarm.com Element of the Day: ~^~^~^Water^~^~^~ God bless! Please don't forget to pray for me!

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