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myOtaku.com: Lady of Fire
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
So RANDOM!!!!!!!!!!!! What am I feeling?
Hay guys! Gues what? Not only have I reaced 100 GB signatures, I also had my first featured submission. My e-card was featured yesterday, and still is. As of now it has been sent 11 times. I'm so glad it was featured. Click here to see it in a new window, and tell me what you think! ^_^ I was really happy. I'm assuming you can guess why I made it. If you can't, then read yesterday's post... I have his hoodie on my bed right now. I've cried into it every night since he left for New Orleans. I don't think there hasn't been a single day I haven't cried this year. I'm fighting so hard to keep my wall from going up...
Well, I'm trying to write a song, and I have the first part of the music, but before I can go any farther, I kind of need words. I wish Kiyoshi hadn't thrown the one he wrote away. I miss him terribly right now...
I just feel so empty...
I was wondering if I should try to stop loving him. He promised he'd come back, but then again he promised he wouldn't leave. The only reason I remember that is because I told him that I couldn't promise him back... All I can do is hope and pray. I guess he'll be taking her to prom now then. I was saving up for a dress, too, but I guess I won't ever get to buy a dress, now, because my parents won't exactly let me go if I don't have an escort... I to be honest, I really wouldn't want to go without anyone... It's not like I could go this year anyway. I'm still not a jr. It would be to degrading and painful to go by myself anyway... I might find out if Erika is going, but if she's not, there's no point in even buying a dress. Who know's, I might buy one anyway. I've always wanted one, but what's the point if you have no where to wear it? Sorry. I don't mean to have a pity-party. Just writing my feelings...
I almost had a breakdown in church today while we were singing, but I managed to hold the tears back. I cried this morning when I woke up. We had a really good service, too...
I must impose my requests for prayers upon you once again, so please don't forget to send a prayer up for me now. I would also like to thank you for your concern over a rather stupid action of mine... If you don't know what I'm talking about, it's in yesterday's post. I'd rather not risking saying it again. But once again, thank you for your support.
Element of the Day:
~^~^~^Water^~^~^~
Farewell, my friends, and God bless, and as always, continue your prayers for me.
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