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myOtaku.com: Lady of Fire
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Monday, July 10, 2006
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You know, I normally don't talk about this kind of stuff, but I really need to vent. I really don't feel like writiing at the moment, so I'll type instead. Not having money is terrible. I'm not talking like my mom's a teacher and my dad works at Eastman, which is the type of people who live around here that complain about money. I'm talking my mom and dad both have minimum wage, I'm too young to even get a job. My brother really doesn't understand. We're struggling right now to even make ends meet. It stinks. I can't even go out with friends because I can't pay for it. I'm not going to ask them to pay for it either. I just can't do that, because then they talk about how they'll pay for it, and it's no problem. I can't handle it when people do that. It's just the way I am. I won't go places just because I know my family can't afford it. Sometimes I don't even ask. It stinks not having money. We're almost on the negative numbers. I will not riase a family like this. I feel really bad, too. I know my parents try, but it's really hard for them to try to put my brother and me through school, especially with all the fees. My band fee is over three hundred dollars. The only reason that they pay it is because I could get a band scholarship, if something goes wrong and I don't get an academic one. That's another thing that bothers me. Kids go on and on about how they hate school, yet they're too simple-minded to realize that their school life will determine everything about their future. If they screw up with their school life, about all they can do is inherrit or marry into money. They can't live off their parents forever... Nobody gets it!!!! GRRR!!! Well, I'm going to have to take this off tomorrow, because if my brother finds it, then he'll tell our parents, and then I'll get fussed at for "Discussing financial matters". If you read it, you do, and if you don't oh well...
~Lady of Fire
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