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Tuesday, January 9, 2007


   Yes!
I'm soooo happy! Kiyoshi said he'd give me untill Friday! Yay! I have been praying hard all day, that God would help Matt and I through this. Tonight he finally really vented by being angry, and he told me exactly why it bothered him. I'm glad he did that! Now I know what not to do! I'm so.... there is no word to describe how happy I am! I know that with God, all things are possible! Matt asked me why I didn't trust him like I said I would now. I was just so selfish because I didn't want to get hurt, and he was right. I shouldn't have been so selfish, and I should have given him that from the start. I was too concerned with my own feelings to worry as much about his, even thought I love him. I feel bad about that, but I have to fix things! I just want to be able to feel him when he's not around. I just wasn't worried he'd leave, because he told me he'd stay with me forever, and I didn't think about the consequences of my actions. I know it was wrong, but I know, that with the Lord's help, we can make it through anything! I believe in Matt, I believe in myself, but most importantly, I believe in God to get us through this! I'm just glad I have this last chance. PLEASE pray for us! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, I CAN'T LOSE HIM!!!! PLEASE PRAY!!!

Element of the Day:
~*~*~*Wind*~*~*~

God bless! and don't forget to pray!

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