Friday, July 21, 2006

Don't Forget Me

Friends Links: Mood: Hype hype hype! Listening to: Red Hot Chili Peppers- Don't Forget Me Time: 5.30pm Hey everyone! Long time no see again, and yes I have gone around and visited sites, If I have not yet, I will be getting there! Wow, I have missed a lot lately, all of you have updated so mush and your sites look really good!!!! Well work has me wrapped around their fingers at the moment, I feel like I am dancing around to get their work done. It has not been that bad, but I have been working most the week covering other branches along with the place I work with. EVERYONE HAS DECIDED TO LEAVE AT OTHER BRANCHES! Stupid! Now no one can run their store without management and as our store is fully staffed with managers (me being one of them) we have to go and run their store. Getting bit angry because of it. Anyway, as mentioned before in my previous post, as I have not been posting frequently, I was thinking of reposting the whole story again and this will give me time to complete it too. I just want to know if you would be ok if I was to repost form the beginning. Today I will post lyrics up: [b]RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS- DON’T FORGET ME[/b] I'm an ocean in your bedroom Make you feel warm Make you want to re-assume Now we know it all for sure I'm a dance hall dirty breakbeat Make the snow fall Up from underneath your feet Not alone, I'll be there Tell me when you want to go I'm a meth lab first rehab Take it all off And step inside the running cab There's a love that knows the way I'm the rainbow in your jail cell All the memories of Everything you've ever smelled Not alone, I'll be there Tell me when you want to go Sideways falling More will be revealed my friend Don't forget me I can't hide it Come again make me excited I'm an inbred and a pothead Two legs that you spread Inside the tool shed Now we know it all for sure I could show you To the free field Overcome and more Will always be revealed Not alone, I'll be there Tell me when you want to go Sideways falling More will be revealed my friend Don't forget me I can't hide it Come again get me excited I'm the bloodstain On your shirt sleeve Coming down and more are coming to believe Now we know it all for sure Make the hair stand Up on your arm Teach you how to dance Inside the funny farm Not alone, I'll be there Tell me when you want to go ********************************JOIN ANIME-YUME!********************************* Forum news: Job Hunting! Check forums to see if you can do them. Words: More words for your brain to pick on, remember it’s the first word that comes in to your head when you read it. 1. Chilli 2. Stripe 3. Cherry 4. Purple 5. Scream Mine are: 1. Hot 2. Line 3. Yum 4. Colour 5. Loud see you around!! Shadowfox

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Sunday, July 2, 2006

Welcome back!

Friends Links: Mood: Tired!! Listening to: Nothing- Got a Headache! Time: 8.00am *********** VISIT KITABUG'S SITE FOR "THE OTAKU" STORY! *********** Hey everyone! Yes a BRAND NEW LAYOUT! Current theme this month is Weiss Kreuz. One of my very first anime I came across. Sorry I have not updated in a long time! I have been busy with going to work at the moment as I am running the store as the managers are on holiday! Things are getting rather hectic because of the summer sales and there is so much to do! AND ITS SOOO HOT! Just to let you know that I have got up to chapter 12 done of my fanfiction so I will re-post chapter 10 so you know what is going on. Or, would you like me to post it all again for those who have become new members to my site. And i will be visiting your site late on today when get back from work! Chapter 10 Revelations to the End “This book,” Laney started to tell her reasons why she had this book “it is all for me,” Laney let go of Ken’s hand and placed them on her lap. “I don’t know what you know about me, so I will just tell you everything,” Laney began telling Ken everything from the beginning. “From the first day I met you on that night I knew that it was wrong. You know, members from Weiss are not suppose to be together but this was different, I felt like I needed you and that I wanted you,” Laney began to play with the petal that lay on her bed. “That night when you saw me, I was such a mess, I put myself in that position, I had to let them get me because I was their target but,” She grabbed Ken’s hand and looked at him “But you saved me, you was not suppose to and then on that fateful night everything was let out. You now know that I own Weiss and that all orders are given from me, I’m the one who tells you what to do, I am the one who tells Persia that these people are the target, I am the one who-” “Hush,” Ken placed one of his fingers on to Laney’s lips. “I already know all of that, I know that that fight on that night a week ago was to train us, you was no enemy to us and you are no threat to us either.” Ken looked down. “Let me talk,” Laney said to Ken. “That day when I told you to go after the men that attacked me, it was all planned, I was the one who killed them and I told Manx to tell you so it would make me look like the enemy and it did. Tell me Ken, did you not even think for a split second that you felt betrayed?” Laney placed her hand on Ken’s face waiting for an answer. “Yes,” Ken said, Laney wanted this answer. “There you go; I had to make it out like that.” “But for what reason, you could have just told us that you were going to train us,” anger was rising in Ken’s voice and Laney sensed it. “If I was to tell you that then I wouldn’t have known your full potential.” Laney said back to him, she stood up and took a stand by the window. She stared outside for a minute or so and continued to tell Ken her reasons. “You know the hardest thing was to turn my back on you and yes I did go back to Colorado to see my brothers and Nori so I could fill them in on what was being planned.” A tear fell down Laney’s face. “I did not expect it go this far.” Laney looked at Ken, his fists were clenched and he did not look at her. “We are not who you thought we were, at the moment we may be normal but when we go into battle we are a different person and I wanted to show you.” “Show me what? I did not see anything because you were with Aya and I was with Nori,” Ken threw an angered look at Laney. “While I was busy trying to defend my life, all that was going through my head was you,” Ken smacked his fist in to the bed. Laney dash to him and held his hand. “Don’t you think I was thinking the same thing,” Laney put her hand on his face. “It was hard enough to tell Nori to fight you and it was hard enough to watch you fight her. Even though I knew the odds…” Laney looked at Ken “I never meant for it to go this far.” Tears streamed down Laney’s face “Never meant it to,” Her face fell into her hands; Ken wrapped his arms around her to comfort her. “I think I know that.” He said back to her. “Well, how sweet…” Laney broke free from Ken and wiped her tears away “I think I am going to cry,” The voice sounded familiar to both Laney and Ken. “Who are you?” Laney shouted out. “Now if I was to tell you that, it would spoil my fun,” The voice was toying with here. “Come out now!” Laney shouted, as she was getting angry. First, she had to tell Ken everything and now this. She could not bear to fight in this state. “Laney, who is he?” Ken said to her as he held her around her waist. “I do not know this is the second time we have met.” “And was not the first one an interesting meeting Laney, did we not share a passionate kiss?” Ken looked at Laney, he was shocked at the remark that cam from the voice. “That kiss meant nothing and you know it,” Laney looked at Ken, she was not happy at all and she knew now that she had to explain another thing to him which she did not want to do. “You only got to me because you pretended to be someone you were not. Ken for that fact.” “Ahh, Ken, yes he was a great body to look like,” the voice laughed “incoming…” Laney and Ken looked around to see what the voice meant by ‘incoming’. Laney dashed to the window to see if anything was outside. Ken looked outside the room in case it was downstairs. “Ken!” Laney shouted as a stone came crashing through the window where Laney stood. “Laney!” Ken rushed over to her. “Wait! Don’t come over here.” There was broken glass showered around Laney. They were not flat on the floor; they faced pointed upright. “I do not want you to get hurt,” Laney said to Ken. Ken started at her, she was surrounded by glass and she could not move, even if she tried to move she would cut herself. “Ken, could you pass my katana, it is next to the bed,” Ken went to get her katana, once he had it he passed it to Laney. “Thanks, I advise you to stand back,” Ken took a few steps back. He watched Laney as she swept the glass up in one slash avoiding any contact with anything else. It was as if she sweep it up with a brush, all the glass now piled up next to the window. “Laney,” Ken got to her and picked her up, he placed her on the bed and kissed her forehead. “Stay there,” Ken told her “Let me ring your brothers,” Ken was going to get his phone from his jacket but Laney grabbed his arm. “Don’t, wait until I tell you everything,” Ken stood back, even though they had just been attacked she still wants to tell him everything. “Being in charge of Weiss makes me a big target Ken,” Laney started again “I have gone under more attacks than you can imagine and this one was nothing. Now will you let me tell you the rest?” Laney requested to Ken. Ken nodded and sat back on the bed as Laney lay there. “It was all for you four guys that I had to do this, I needed to know what you were capable of,” “Even if that meant you dying?” Ken questioned her. “I didn’t want that to happen, but yes even if it meant that I was to die. That day when I almost went it was you who dragged me down.” Laney looked at him again. “Yesterday, when I was discharge from the hospital, I was attacked by someone that looked like you. He was an enemy, which I never thought I would come across. We, as Weiss are still trying to find out who they are. That night when we fought a figure showed up there. I am here to train you and to make you stronger. However, I always keep business and my life different, you are not difference to my life, and you must know that. Ken, you are the only person that I care about, you mean the world to me,” Laney grabbed Ken and forced herself to him. She placed her arms firmly around him as she cried on his shoulders. “I never want to leave you,” Laney cried to him. “Do you really think I will leave you?” Ken questioned her. He held her tightly and picked her up “Lets get you to a room that doesn’t have a broken window shall we.” Ken headed to one of the many guest rooms that Laney had. He opened the door and walked to the bed. As he went to place Laney on the bed, he noticed that she had fallen asleep. “I guess all that crying must have made you tired. He pulled back the covers on the bed and placed Laney on the bed. He covered her and walked around to the other side of the bed. He lay down next to her looking at her. Her face was pale but her eyelids were red from the crying. “I don’t ever want to see you cry like that and I will make sure you are the happiest girl with me,” Ken said to her, as she lay asleep. He stroked her face and kissed her cheek. He then placed his arm around her stomach and lay next to her. “I know you will never leave.” Ken whispered and then closed his eyes. ********************************JOIN ANIME-YUME!********************************* Forum news: Job Hunting! Check forums to see if you can do them. Words: More words for your brain to pick on, remember it’s the first word that comes in to your head when you read it. 1. Hot 2. Zebra 3. Sakura 4. Sword 5. Blood Mine are: 1. Cold 2. Madagascar 3. Flower 4. Blade 5. Flow see you around!! Shadowfox

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

If you knew what i knew...

Friends Links: Mood: Good good!!! Listening to: In 2 U - various Time: 10.30am So how is everyone keeping! I keep coming and disappearing all the time, it’s really hard to keep this all constantly going you know at the moment. I mean work is dragging me one way, college another, I am going to end up being stretched! Well lately I had a few problems, but I think they are kinda sorted, but my mind cant get around it. The thing is, is that I like this guy but I don’t want to say anything to him because I feel that he is too much of a player for me to even try and get with him, I mean he can literally pull any girl he wants to and I hate that! So after 6 moths of battling it, I kinda came to a conclusion that it’s a no go for him. Work on Sunday was really good, I was called a “bitch” by a customer. As for the story, chapter 11 is done, just being sent to my editor “kitabug” and will be up pretty soon hopefully. So I will put up lyrics again today. So here it is: "If You Knew What I Knew" : Backstreet Boys It's 7am, thinking about you Wondering if the thoughts I'm feeling you're feeling too Like a new born child, soft to the touch Baby is it possible to love someone so much I wish I may, I wish I might Be that certain someone you wish for every night [Chorus:] If you knew what I knew You wouldn't say what you said (say what you said) If you knew what I knew We'd be together instead Of you breaking my heart (breaking my heart) Over things that aren't true My lady yes If you knew what I knew Time passes by The only tears I cry Are filled with disillusion and fears I have inside Like a lost soul I feel like I'm all alone (all alone) If only I could feel your pain Within your heart of stone I wish I may, I wish I might Be that certain someone you wish for every night [Chorus] [Bridge:] Then you wouldn't have to go away If you knew what I knew Then you would be here to stay right by my side always [Chorus] If you knew what I knew my baby You would never have said what you said If you knew what I knew my baby We would be together instead [repeat to fade] ********************************JOIN ANIME-YUME!********************************* Forum news: Job Hunting! Check forums to see if you can do them. Words: More words for your brain to pick on, remember it’s the first word that comes in to your head when you read it. 1. Love 2. Sun 3. Wish 4. Baby 5. Fire Mine are: 1. Hate 2. Shine 3. Hard 4. Boy 5. Burn see you around!! Shadowfox

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Too Lost....

Friends Links: Mood: Panick! Listening to: Blackstreet- Don’t Leave Me. Time: 9.15am Hi everyone! Early morning, sorry I if didn’t get to your site yesterday because of my internet connection really sucks at the moment. Those who updated yesterday I have visited today and if you update today then I guess I will have to do a double visit when I get time later on in the day. Well yesterday morning didn’t go as I planned, I was waiting for the dude to sort out my internet but he didn’t come, retard! So I woke up 7am for nothing! All went well when South Korea won their football match!! Woohoo!! Yes, I watch football and it is the world cup! Well I am an England supporter, but I really didn’t like the way Togo was playing… IT WAS SO SAD WHEN JAPAN LOST TO AUSTRAILIA! Today is going to be my first art exhibition, my work is on display for people to come and see it. Of course I don’t think it is that best piece out there in all, I will try and get some photos for you to see. Well, I am still in a loved up mood lately and I don’t know how long it will last because when it stops I am going to crash and burn… So here is another song: SugababeS- "Too Lost In You" You look into my eyes I go out of my mind I can't see anything Cos this love's got me blind I can't help myself I can't break the spell I can't even try I'm in over my head You got under my skin I got no strength at all In the state that I'm in And my knees are weak And my mouth can't speak Fell too far this time [Chorus:] Baby, I'm too lost in you Caught in you Lost in everything about you So deep, I can't sleep I can't think I just think about the things that you do (you do) I'm too lost in you (Too lost in you) ooh Well you whispered to me And I shiver inside You undo me and move me In ways undefined And you're all I see And you're all I need Help me baby (help me baby) Help me baby (help me now) Cos I'm slipping away Like the sand to the tide Flowing into your arms Falling into your eyes If you get too near I might disappear I might lose my mind [Chorus:] Baby, I'm too lost in you Caught in you Lost in everything about you So deep, I can't sleep I can't think I just think about the things that you do (you do) I'm too lost in you (Too lost in you) I'm going crazy in love for you baby (I can't eat and I can't sleep) I'm going down like a stone in the sea Yeah, no one can rescue me (No one can rescue me) Oooh, my baby Oooh, baby, baby [Chorus:] Baby, I'm too lost in you Caught in you Lost in everything about you So deep, I can't sleep I can't think I just think about the things that you do (you do) I'm too lost in you I'm lost in you I'm lost in you I'm lost in everything about you So deep (so deep), I can't sleep I can't think I just think about the things that you do (you do) I'm too lost in you (Too lost in you) ********************************JOIN ANIME-YUME!********************************* Forum news: Job Hunting! Check forums to see if you can do them. Questions: The word game: 1. Sleep 2. Leaves 3. Green 4. Night 5. Table Mine are: 1. None 2. Plants 3. Colour 4. Stars 5. Chair see you around!! Shadowfox

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

   I return with the spirit of love!!!

Friends Links: Mood: Good good!!! Listening to: Ashanti – Rain On Me. Time: 10.30am Hey everyone! Long time no see! Yep, I have finally returned after a long time and this time I will be able to visit your sites in all. Sorry I have not been around for a while because of my college work I have been very busy, so busy in fact that I have not been able to write chapter 11 of my weiss kreuz story. Even though june has started I should really have a new layout, however because I have away for nearly the whole of may, I thought I would just leave it as saiyuki for a while. Well because I have not done chapter 11, I will put up lyrics for you, at the moment I think I have fallen for someone so I am listening to all love songs at the moment. Hehehehe. So here it is: P.Y.T – Sweet Kisses As I walk with him I'm feeling something different The way he looks The way he smiles The way he listens He ain't the flyest guy I know Let's just let the record show The boy's got style The boy's got class Always says something to make me laugh I ain't looking for no guy who thinks he's too cool I don't want no one To play me for a fool What I'm looking for I found is so delicious All I really need is [CHORUS:] Sweet sweet kisses Every moment I'm awake Sweet sweet kisses Every promise that I make Sweet sweet kisses Every star up in the sky Sweet kisses Your sweet kiss I can't deny As I'm going through oh so many changes One thing in my life remains the same He's the only one I'm dreaming of Never have to tell him to show me love The boy's got class The boy's got style Always says something to make me smile I ain't looking for no guy who thinks he's too cool I don't want no one To play me for a fool What I'm looking for I found is so delicious All I really need is [REPEAT CHORUS] You've got something special any fool could see You've been number one from the start If by chance you ever have to leave You will always stay in my heart ********************************JOIN ANIME-YUME!********************************* Forum news: Job Hunting! Check forums to see if you can do them. Questions: Going to do something a bit different, I am going to put words up instead of questions and I want to see what is the first word that comes in to your head. Here are mine. 1. Egg 2. Paper 3. Blue 4. Gas 5. Water Mine are: 1. Scrambled 2. Paint 3. Sea 4. Cooker 5. Tap Picture Time: No picture today…. see you around!! Shadowfox

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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

to let you know that i am alive.
hello everyone! I know it has been a very long time since i last updated. I thought i would quickly drop a line to say that i wll be around a bit more after college work is done. Hopefully i will have more of my fanfic done too.

Sorry for not visiting sites. i really should be doing something else, but i had to do this for some strange reason or another.

Hopefully i will be seeing you guys really soon. When my college work is done!

see you around!!

shadowfo
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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

Sleepy, Cleany, Sleepy, Cleany

Friends Links: Mood: sleepy Listening to: The Zutons: The Little Things We Do. Time: 09.21am Another early bird... I should really try to sleep in once in a while. Well I think that is kind of impossible. I woke up because I thought I heard the phone ring... but it did and I did not get it in time because I am a walking zombie in the morning. So it’s either speak to me and you will die. Hehehehehe. I have to do more cleaning today as my parents are back from India today so need to clean the kitchen and the lounge which hopefully should not take long! *hoping*. As for the story, I do have chapter 10 part 2 here but I have not continued it yet unless I have time and I just go for it and do three chapter in a row… Then you will see chapter 11 up soon. I will leave you with the story: Chapter 10: Revelations to The End: Part 2 “And was not the first one an interesting meeting Laney, did we not share a passionate kiss?” Ken looked at Laney, he was shocked at the remark that cam from the voice. “That kiss meant nothing and you know it,” Laney looked at Ken, she was not happy at all and she knew now that she had to explain another thing to him which she did not want to do. “You only got to me because you pretended to be someone you were not. Ken for that fact.” “Ahh, Ken, yes he was a great body to look like,” the voice laughed “incoming…” Laney and Ken looked around to see what the voice meant by ‘incoming’. Laney dashed to the window to see if anything was outside. Ken looked outside the room in case it was downstairs. “Ken!” Laney shouted as a stone came crashing through the window where Laney stood. “Laney!” Ken rushed over to her. “Wait! Don’t come over here.” There was broken glass showered around Laney. They were not flat on the floor; they faced pointed upright. “I do not want you to get hurt,” Laney said to Ken. Ken started at her, she was surrounded by glass and she could not move, even if she tried to move she would cut herself. “Ken, could you pass my katana, it is next to the bed,” Ken went to get her katana, once he had it he passed it to Laney. “Thanks, I advise you to stand back,” Ken took a few steps back. He watched Laney as she swept the glass up in one slash avoiding any contact with anything else. It was as if she sweep it up with a brush, all the glass now piled up next to the window. “Laney,” Ken got to her and picked her up, he placed her on the bed and kissed her forehead. “Stay there,” Ken told her “Let me ring your brothers,” Ken was going to get his phone from his jacket but Laney grabbed his arm. “Don’t, wait until I tell you everything,” Ken stood back, even though they had just been attacked she still wants to tell him everything. “Being in charge of Weiss makes me a big target Ken,” Laney started again “I have gone under more attacks than you can imagine and this one was nothing. Now will you let me tell you the rest?” Laney requested to Ken. Ken nodded and sat back on the bed as Laney lay there. “It was all for you four guys that I had to do this, I needed to know what you were capable of,” “Even if that meant you dying?” Ken questioned her. “I didn’t want that to happen, but yes even if it meant that I was to die. That day when I almost went it was you who dragged me down.” Laney looked at him again. “Yesterday, when I was discharge from the hospital, I was attacked by someone that looked like you. He was an enemy, which I never thought I would come across. We, as Weiss are still trying to find out who they are. That night when we fought a figure showed up there. I am here to train you and to make you stronger. However, I always keep business and my life different, you are not difference to my life, and you must know that. Ken, you are the only person that I care about, you mean the world to me,” Laney grabbed Ken and forced herself to him. She placed her arms firmly around him as she cried on his shoulders. “I never want to leave you,” Laney cried to him. “Do you really think I will leave you?” Ken questioned her. He held her tightly and picked her up “Lets get you to a room that doesn’t have a broken window shall we.” Ken headed to one of the many guest rooms that Laney had. He opened the door and walked to the bed. As he went to place Laney on the bed, he noticed that she had fallen asleep. “I guess all that crying must have made you tired. He pulled back the covers on the bed and placed Laney on the bed. He covered her and walked around to the other side of the bed. He lay down next to her looking at her. Her face was pale but her eyelids were red from the crying. “I don’t ever want to see you cry like that and I will make sure you are the happiest girl with me,” Ken said to her, as she lay asleep. He stroked her face and kissed her cheek. He then placed his arm around her stomach and lay next to her. “I know you will never leave.” Ken whispered and then closed his eyes. ********************************JOIN ANIME-YUME!********************************* Forum news: Nothing much to report on the forums… Questions: 1. What time is it where you are? 2. Dark, milk or white chocolate? 3. What is the first thing that comes in to your head when you read “yellow”? 4. Are you a fan of “The Zutons”? 5. Are you sleepy? Mine are: 1. 9.20am (GMT) 2. White 3. Sun!!! 4. Yes!!! 5. Yes... I want my bed again! Picture Time: No picture today again… see you around!! Shadowfox

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Monday, May 8, 2006

Long time no see!

Friends Links: Mood: sleepy Listening to: The sound of the airing cupboard. Time: 09.05am Early bird today! Another long time since I have posted, I guess I am not as committed because of my college work. Well the weather should be nice and bright but today it sucks, it’s raining, I hate rain, I have to go to college but somehow the weather just put me off. Hmmm, I don’t know. I will be making it around to visiting sites today. *apologises to Reno for not commenting on you site, I try to but I can’t.* Hope to see you around! Long awaited chapter 10 part 1: Chapter 10: Time Will Stop With Us : Part 1 “This book,” Laney started to tell her reasons why she had this book “it is all for me,” Laney let go of Ken’s hand and placed them on her lap. “I don’t know what you know about me, so I will just tell you everything,” Laney began telling Ken everything from the beginning. “From the first day I met you on that night I knew that it was wrong. You know, members from Weiss are not suppose to be together but this was different, I felt like I needed you and that I wanted you,” Laney began to play with the petal that lay on her bed. “That night when you saw me, I was such a mess, I put myself in that position, I had to let them get me because I was their target but,” She grabbed Ken’s hand and looked at him “But you saved me, you was not suppose to and then on that fateful night everything was let out. You now know that I own Weiss and that all orders are given from me, I’m the one who tells you what to do, I am the one who tells Persia that these people are the target, I am the one who-” “Hush,” Ken placed one of his fingers on to Laney’s lips. “I already know all of that, I know that that fight on that night a week ago was to train us, you was no enemy to us and you are no threat to us either.” Ken looked down. “Let me talk,” Laney said to Ken. “That day when I told you to go after the men that attacked me, it was all planned, I was the one who killed them and I told Manx to tell you so it would make me look like the enemy and it did. Tell me Ken, did you not even think for a split second that you felt betrayed?” Laney placed her hand on Ken’s face waiting for an answer. “Yes,” Ken said, Laney wanted this answer. “There you go; I had to make it out like that.” “But for what reason, you could have just told us that you were going to train us,” anger was rising in Ken’s voice and Laney sensed it. “If I was to tell you that then I wouldn’t have known your full potential.” Laney said back to him, she stood up and took a stand by the window. She stared outside for a minute or so and continued to tell Ken her reasons. “You know the hardest thing was to turn my back on you and yes I did go back to Colorado to see my brothers and Nori so I could fill them in on what was being planned.” A tear fell down Laney’s face. “I did not expect it go this far.” Laney looked at Ken, his fists were clenched and he did not look at her. “We are not who you thought we were, at the moment we may be normal but when we go into battle we are a different person and I wanted to show you.” “Show me what? I did not see anything because you were with Aya and I was with Nori,” Ken threw an angered look at Laney. “While I was busy trying to defend my life, all that was going through my head was you,” Ken smacked his fist in to the bed. Laney dash to him and held his hand. “Don’t you think I was thinking the same thing,” Laney put her hand on his face. “It was hard enough to tell Nori to fight you and it was hard enough to watch you fight her. Even though I knew the odds…” Laney looked at Ken “I never meant for it to go this far.” Tears streamed down Laney’s face “Never meant it to,” Her face fell into her hands; Ken wrapped his arms around her to comfort her. “I think I know that.” He said back to her. “Well, how sweet…” Laney broke free from Ken and wiped her tears away “I think I am going to cry,” The voice sounded familiar to both Laney and Ken. “Who are you?” Laney shouted out. “Now if I was to tell you that, it would spoil my fun,” The voice was toying with here. “Come out now!” Laney shouted, as she was getting angry. First, she had to tell Ken everything and now this. She could not bear to fight in this state. “Laney, who is he?” Ken said to her as he held her around her waist. “I do not know this is the second time we have met.” ********************************JOIN ANIME-YUME!********************************* Forum news: It is going really well, just need to forum to kick up a bit of speed with members joining up so we can add more downloads. Questions: 1. Are you a red hot chilli peppers fan? 2. Do you watch the football World Cup when it comes on? 3. Do you have your own bedroom? 4. Who likes the roar of thunder? 5. Anyone a fan of Quentin Tarantino (the maker of kill bill)? Mine are: 1. Hell yea!!! 2. I am dedicated! 3. Yep!! Finally after 18 years! 4. Nope! It scares me! 5. Of course I am!!!! Picture Time: No picture today. see you around!! Shadowfox

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Tuesday, May 2, 2006

   Picking up pieces of myself.

Friends Links: Mood: *no comment* Listening to: 19sai – sugo shikao. Time: 21.34pm Hey long time no see everyone. Sorry I just haven’t been very well recently. I kind of hit the ground and well I couldn’t really picked myself up. Too many broken pieces that kept cutting me I guess. I am getting there now. Picking myself up. I will be visiting sites later on during the night AND yes it is a new layout this month. The long awaited saiyuki one. The reason why I didn’t put a poll up last month because saiyuki and bleach drew at the last minute but bleach was ahead for a long time. Just to let you know that I may not be updating as frequently sometime because of college work and work in general. Well while I was down I got to watch the whole of peacemaker in 4 days. Found out that prince of tennis has been licensed by cartoon network, downloaded soul link and gakuen heaven which I still need to watch. And werll that’s all I have been doing, I didn’t really want to get out the house in a such a state but then my sister forced me out. Long awaited chapter 9 part 2: Chapter 9: Time Will Stop With Us : Part 2 “Wow,” Ken thought to himself as he undressed himself, he removed his wet clothing while Laney was in the shower, he wrapped the towel around his waist and walked towards the bathroom door and knocked on it. “Yes,” Laney replied, “Laney, I kind of need clothes,” Ken laughed to her. “Ok,” Laney started to laugh “Could you pass me my towel, I have not got one in here,” Ken opened the door and passed her, her towel. “Thanks,” Laney said to Ken as she wrapped the towel around her slender body. “Let’s go and find you something to wear shall we.” Laney said to Ken as she walked passed him casually. Ken could not stop himself; he took one of Laney’s arms and dragged her back in to his body. Laney could feel his warmth seeping in to her. He gently kissed her neck and wrapped his arms around Laney’s slender body. “I can’t stop myself,” Ken revealed to her. He turned her around and held her against him, their eyes met as they both leaned forward to kiss once again. Laney lifted her hand and placed her finger on his lips “Lets go and find those clothes shall we,” She broke herself free from Ken’s embrace and walked towards Jack’s room. Laney entered her brother’s room and headed towards the wardrobe, she dug out a pair of jeans and t-shirt, which Jack, does not wear. She headed back to her room, as she entered she saw Ken standing by the window. It was obvious he was in a deep thought; she did not want to disturb him so she left the clothes on her bed and went of to find clothes for herself. As she slid open her massive wardrobe and walked in, all her clothes were hanging on either side of her, she walked down and grabbed a pair of jeans and top. She then walked towards her dressing area where she got changed and walked out. By the time Laney had walked out Ken was not in the room. “Where has he gone?” Laney said to herself. She loosely tied up her hair and walk downstairs to see if he was there. “Ken?” Laney called out but there was not answer. “That’s odd, where could he have gone?” Laney walked in to the kitchen and then dining room but there was no sign of him. Then there as a knock at the front door “Coming!” Laney shouted as she walked towards the doors. She opened one of them only to see Omi standing there with clothes for Ken. “Hey there Laney, Ken rang me saying that he needed clothes because he had a bit of an accident,” Omi chuckled and handed the clothes over to Laney “Thanks Omi,” Laney nodded to him “would you like to come in?” Laney asked Omi, “No, I can’t I’m afraid, I have some errands to do, maybe another time, get well soon,” Omi started to walk away from Laney’s house, he turned around and waved and Laney did the same back. She shut the doors and went of to find Ken in her own mansion. “Ken!” Laney shouted again, she went back upstairs to her room in case he was in her bathroom again. She tried to open her bedroom door but it was locked. “Sorry Laney, give me a minute,” Ken said from inside her room. “Ken, what are you doing in my room?” Laney said slyly to him. “Well you will find out as soon as I let you open the door…Now you can come in.” Laney turned the door handle and opened the door very slowly. She saw her bed full of pink rose petals, there was silver sparkle dust on the floor and chocolates for her by the bedside. “I hope you don’t mind,” Ken said to her. “Of course I don’t,” Laney looked at Ken and walked towards her bed, she could smell the scent of the roses lingering around her room. “Oh, Omi dropped this by for you,” Laney handed Ken his clothes. “Thank god, I’m going to get changed ok?” Ken walked to in to the dressing area and started to change. Laney place herself at the foot of the bed, she spread her hands through the rose petals, which lay there. “You didn’t have to go through so much trouble,” Laney said to Ken as he got changed “I mean, what's all this for? What happens of everyone comes back and sees this!” A slight panic arose over Laney, the thought of everyone coming into her room with all this in here. She shook her head and stood up; she dusted herself off and walked towards Ken who was now out of the dressing area. “No one will be coming, they have gone out,” Ken placed his hands on her shoulders “I forgot to mention that I am babysitting you today,” A grin came across his face and he laughed. “Ken!” Laney playfully hit him on his chest and looked at him “Why you…” Ken let go of Laney and tried to run off. “Don’t think you can get away that fast,” Laney chased after him only to be caught in his arms. He lifted her up in to his arms and carried her to the bed. He gently laid her down and climb on top of her. “What would you like?” Ken said to her as he kissed her neck. “Not this,” Laney replied. Ken was shocked; he was confused to the reason why Laney said no. “I think I am going to be sick,” Laney quickly brushed Ken off on top of her and rushed to the bathroom. “Laney…” Ken called for her but she did not take any notice, as she was worried that she was going to be sick. Ken started to walk towards the bathroom to see how Laney was doing but a book on her desk caught his eye. He walked over to the desk to see what he saw was true or not. “The Diary of Weiss,” Ken said as he brushed his hand over the front cover. He opened the book to see what was in it, as he flicked through it he noticed that everything in there was about them, all the information, their past, the fights they took part in, everything was in there. “Laney what are you doing with this?” “Doing with what?” Laney questioned him as she stood next to the bathroom door; she walked up to him and placed her hand on top of his. “This,” she took the book from his hands “is for me to know and for you find out,” Laney took Ken’s hand and guided him to the bed; she sat down and placed her hand on the bed and gestured him to sit down next to her. “I think it time you find out what I actually do,” Laney took Ken’s hand in her lap hoping that he wouldn’t be disappointed to what she had to say. Her heart started to race but she knew that this time was going to come and the time was now. ********************************JOIN ANIME-YUME!********************************* Forum news: We have a new admin for Anime-yume. It is > DEMON EYES RAIN <. So come join up, there are some animes which you can sponge of us as well. Questions: 1. Does you mood change with the weather? 2. Tulips or daffodils? 3. What movie have you watched recently? 4. Who is on your calendar this month? 5. What is your otaku theme? Mine are: 1. Of course!! 2. Daffodils 3. Casshern > j-movie bloody brilliant! 4. Ichigo, rukia, byakuya, renji (bleach) + Atobe group (prince of tennis) 5. Saiyuki Picture Time: As for this picture, I will give it to miroku, it is one of kaori yuki’s creation. Angel sanctuary and the characters is Kira. see you around!! Shadowfox

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

   Headache! College! Work! Headache! College! Otaku!

Friends Links: Mood: Tired Listening to: Nothing… Head Hurts. Time: 16.30pm Hey everyone. Sorry for not updating in a while. I have been really busy. My parents have gone to India this week and well I was helping them pack. We kept getting family coming around so I couldn’t really come and update all the time. I have been trying to get my college work done but that has been unsuccessful. And there is jut so much to do. Today was another bad day. I am literally attempting to not think and type because my head just hurts so much, I went to sleep at 12midnight because I had to go and pick my older sister from the airport as she came back from Egypt and then I woke up with a migraine at 11am. I was supposed to go to college today but that didn’t end up happening. So I went back to sleep and woke up at 3pm and still have the headache. My eyes are being so sensitive to light that that computer screen is on really dull. I managed to visit your sites today. Of course there will be more of your updating as my day goes passed. Please excuse is most of my comment are one worded or a sentence long. Story time, this chapter maybe a little teasing by the way. I don’t know what mood I was in when I was writing this. Lets say Kitabug was like “stop teasing him!” Chapter 9: Time Will Stop With Us : Part 1 Laney woke up to sunshine in her eyes, she turned around to face away from it but it did not help. She lay on her back and placed her arm on her forehead, she let out a sigh “Ken,” she said to herself quietly “Is it such a crime that I can not get to you,” a tear fell from Laney’s eye, she wiped it away and got out of her bed. She started to walk towards her wardrobe when she heard a knock at the door. “Who is it?” She called out “It’s me,” the voice answered. Laney knew who it was; she dashed for the door and opened it. Ken stood there before her eyes. A huge smile came across her face, she could not help herself, and she threw her arms around him and held him tight. “Hey what's wrong?” Ken put his arms around her and held her; they broke apart and looked into each other’s eyes. “Where is everyone?” Laney asked Ken “They have gone out, I got here in time before they went, they said I could stay here until you woke up,” Laney walked back into her room, she grabbed her towel that was hanging by the bathroom door “You do not mind if I have a bath?” She turned around to face Ken, who was now a bit flushed on the face. “No, go ahead, I will wait here,” Ken sat on Laney’s bed as she went into her bathroom. “You know,” she called while she was in the bath “This feels so good, I missed having my own bathroom.” Ken could not help but laugh, “That hospital was not first class treatment for me,” Laney laughed “Ken you know-” Laney stopped speaking “Ken…” She called to him. Laney was in pain; her stomach was not entirely healed when she was discharged from the hospital. “Laney…” Ken called to her but there was not response. “Laney!” Ken rushed towards the bathroom door, he knocked on it to see if she would respond back but she did not. He fidgeted with the door handle only to notice that the door was already unlocked. He opened the door to see Laney in the shower cubical grabbing her stomach as she was in so much pain. “Ken, help me,” Laney called to him. Ken rushed over to her; he turned the shower off, he then grabbed her towel and wrapped it around her. “You will be alright, I am here now,” He held her in his arms “It hurts so much,” Laney cried to him “You…” In so much pain Laney was struggling to speak. “You are getting wet,” Laney said to him, “It doesn’t matter,” Ken replied to her, he looked in her eyes to reassure her that he would not be going anywhere. Ken took Laney out of the shower cubical and sat her on the bathroom floor. “Are you ok?” Laney looked at him and nodded, the pain had gone but it would not be long until it came back. “You still want your shower?” Ken smiled at her. “I do,” Laney replied as a joke. “C’mon,” Ken lifted Laney up to her feet, with his arm around her waist, he slowly walked her towards the shower, and he turned the water on and checked the temperature. “I was only joking,” Laney said to Ken as he helped her in to the shower unit. “Ok?” Ken let go of Laney but she grabbed on to him “Don’t go,” Laney said to him “stay here with me,” Ken looked at Laney; he did not know what to do. Laney began to undo his shirt buttons, Ken placed his hands on top of Laney’s “This is not right,” Ken said to her but he could not help it, he leaned closer to her and kissed on her lips, he stepped in to the cubicle and kissed her again passionately. Laney felt tingles go up her spine as her back met the wall. She undid the rest of his shirt and pushed it back over his shoulders. Still kissing her, Ken held her towel in front of her, keeping her body enclosed. The water trickled down their faces as they locked lips once again. Laney pulled Ken’s shirt off and kiss him gentle on his chest. Ken raised his hands to run his fingers through her hair. “Laney, this is not…” Ken knew this may be wrong but he could not help it. “I don’t care anymore,” Laney, whispered to Ken “I want you.” Ken let go of Laney’s towel and let it drop down to her feet. He wrapped his arms around her, kissing her on her neck, going lower down on to her chest; he placed his hand on her stomach and whispered, “Does it hurt?” Laney looked down at where the scar on her stomach was. “Of course it does,” Laney replied. “Want me to kiss it better,” Ken said to her and smiled. He lowered himself down and softly kissed her on her stomach. Laney let out a slight moan, the sensation of Ken touching her body, it was for real and she knew it. Ken raised himself up again and looked in to Laney’s eyes. He pushed her up against the wall again and leaned forward to kiss her, his hands placed themselves firmly on her waist as they were locked in this affectionate kiss. Ken felt that his world had stopped spinning; he wanted to be there with her forever. Laney raised her hands to his face and broke their kiss. “Maybe you should dry off now,” She kissed him once again “Ok,” Ken whispered back to her and kissed her. He stepped out the shower cubical and took the towel that had fallen from Laney. “I will get you a dry one; they are kept in the wardrobe at the top right?” Ken looked at her “Yes, you are right,” Laney said back, she closed the door to the shower cubical and watched Ken walk out of the bathroom ********************************JOIN ANIME-YUME!********************************* Forum news: Well as you may know, me and Kitabug has a forum going called “Anime Yume” and at the moment we are adding anime to it. Direct downloads for you. There is no post count BUT you have to post and not just download. We are looking for people who will be happy sharing their anime and manga with us, you will have a title of “uploader” and technically that is pretty much staff level. If you are interested leave a comment please. Thanks! Questions: 1. What the longest headache you have had? 2. Summer or Autumn? 3. Coffee or Tea? 4. What was your favourite subject at school (or when you used to go to school?) 5. What is your favourite Ice cream flavour? Mine are: 1. 12 hours 2. Summer 3. Coffeeeeeeeeeeeee 4. Design and Technology 5. Mint *yummi* Picture Time: Ok, I am still not changing the picture, you still need to guess it. Ok here is a hint: Angel see you around!! Shadowfox

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