Sunday, November 13, 2005

Another weekend...

Another weekend thinking i could relax but i was extremely wrong!!!!! Have you ever had a sensation where you really want to tell someone to shove off and ask what the hell is your problem!! Well, i just can't get the guts to say it... Its really stupid.. I have a banging headache at the moment.. and i watched "Cheaper by the Dozen," today, it was on sky movies, it was really a good movie!! I'm up for a scary one tonight, Might watch "Audition" a japanese scary one.. see how long i last.. It's 20.20pm here, and my sister is doing the ironing and listening to loud music.. Argh!! My head!!! I might just end up knocking myself out because of it.. Stress?? I dont know.. O, as my free time whilest sitting i done a pic of ryoma chibi formed. Well, if you have watched POT you would recognise it.. i will post it up later when i have finshed it.. Hmmm.. there is nothing much i can say now.. I am really stuck for words.. just had a convosation with my sister and lost all my words.. o well.. Forgetful Memories... what can i say.. lol!!! shadowfox

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Dreaming of....

Hey, sorry i have not posted in a couple of days.. Well been kind of busy with colleg in all.. new rotation, new teachers, new class, it all a bit hectic... I did my first live-drawing today in oil paints!!! I was soo happy!! Apart from the model was really.. well.. unhealthy shall i put it.. lol!! Some days have been great, some not so... My friend is ok now.. she feels better and well she was happy that i was around to help her.. You know, do you ever wake up in the morning hoping that everything would be peachy and it is until you get home and you realise than one thing had gone wrong... Wouldnt you feel a bit let down.. I sure did.. O, forums... new look, couple of new members!! woohooo!!! and more work for the mods!!! Yes! O, feel free to join up.. we need more members and promote Sen No Yume!!!! Its 9pm here and im on msn gossiping with my friend, who has now gone to university... So we are catching up on all the good times.. lol!! O!!! And the prince of tennis calendar has been released today!!! Woohooooo!!!! Take care everyone!!! shadowfox

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Tuesday, November 8, 2005

Still feeling green... Unique..

Today has been roughly the same... Still under the weather a bit, been on msn most of today i guess... Well, i have talked to various friend that have gone to university and well they are finding it hard. I feel lonely without them, even more, because i have moved, its hard to stay incontact because some still live in my old area. Well, recently, i have heard and read numerious event that has happened, from random expicit comments to "im a slow learner," but what really touched me was when someone said "i wish i was different," Now answer me this, Why would anyone want to be the same? I have only one thing to say to all my friends out there. "You are unique and you should be proud of who you are, there is no harm on whether you can do something or not, you are specialised in your own way. Not everyone can do what you can do and everyone can do something, so dont let ANYONE pull you done for something you cant dom because you CAN do something!!" The reason i say this is because i had a friend crying because she couldnt do what someone else could do. I dont know about you, but i was hurt from what she said. It has been an emotional day for me i guess.. shadowfox

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Monday, November 7, 2005

Feeling a it... Green...
Well its monday afternoon here and i feel like crap.
Yesterday, i wasn't feeling well anyway and my stomach felt like it was in agony.. o the pain. Well due to all this i had a restless night, i did't sleep at all and i kept rushing to the bathroom every half an hour... (and this is not the first time it has happened). So feeling rather ill at the moment..

Well, on kind of happier terms, the sun is out!!! woohoo!! I have not seen it in days, well it is suppose to be winter in all.. But i like the winters sun...

5 days still my Prince of Tennis calendar comes!!! Woohoo, i cant wait, and when it does come i will scan the images and post them up for all you POT and Bishi lovers/fans.

Forums news: My forums (Sen No Yume) is up and running today with a more sleek and sexy look. I call it the "The Dark Night," look. Well along with this, i will also been having an opposite look to it as well!! "The Light Day," so two new looks to my forums!! woohoo!!..
O, and my webpage which seems to be taking a lot of time well.. should be done soo. (O, i keep saying that but i don't know when it will be done) well hopefully soon.

Hmmm.. for education, there is not much i could say, well i was suppose to go in today, but i couldnt even get out of bed.. so no show for me.. great.. anywhoo..
I have to go and raid the supermarket now.. go nothing to eat (well i really don't feel like eating) but there is not ice-cream in the freezer.. NO ICE-CREAM!!!! hmmm Mint-choc-chip ice cream...

Well, will put and update on tommorrow if i still feel any better.
Considering my stomach i killing me, i sure write a lot...

Yours

Shadowfox
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Sunday, November 6, 2005

And what element am i....
Well by the looks of things... i the element of light...



"Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful, kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your almost angelic! You find joy in others happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in pain. You want to make everyone around you feel good about themselves and if someone is upset you can tend to become rather upset as well which means you are sympathetic and raise others above yourself. Being as kind and good-natured as you are people have most likely hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up every time. You may look fragile but you are stronger then most tend to see. Life is beautiful no matter how you look at it and you understand that people make mistakes. Not everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in the bad which is a talent few posses. Dont ever let anyone change you. You truly have a beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold."

Well you know a bit about me then..

Try it..

See what you get....

o, before you wonder why some o my picture dont show up, its not your browser, it the server where i put my pics up. It crashes sometimes...
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Saturday, November 5, 2005

   and an update....
yep and update on my site, i thought i would go for a brighter look.

And i have got my background to show!!!! wooohoooo!!
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   And its come to this...
So, today morning was not how i planned. Only to have a lie in, but didn't happen. So, this morning, i woke up, had a COLD bath and then had breakfast.. Coco Pops!!! However, the milk had gone off, urgh! So, i got put off.
With all of college and university hunting, its all getting hectic again, its all becoming a blur. Yes, a big blur, slow motion, the world is spinning too fast for me, i wish i could make it stop.
Have you ever had a sensation when you think its still the same day even though it has gone past.
Well that what i thought this week was like, thursday was the worse, missed the train, late for college, forgot my work at home, then had to go on a school trip and then got home at 7.30pm. O, do i feel like i am spending most of my life in college.

I thought it would never come to do this, but i had to paused my forums. Things were getting to out of hand and well i fell that the moderators are doing most of it. SNY (Sen No Yume) needs more members, but its hard getting them. The mods are really doing what they can to keep it alive. But spamming. is a bit too much.

Well, do i have a plea for help? I dont really, i just want a better week and hopefully my website should be up.. its my target to get it done by monday. If it is not done, then SNY forums will still be under maintenance. Wish for luck? will it do any good is what i am wondering.

Well, off i go in to the world of blurry-ness.
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Friday, November 4, 2005

and the verdict is...
there is none.. just had a hectic week.. college is going.. well not going anywhere.. im loosing my art touch.. again!! argh! there is not much i can say on the post, apart form the weather over here (in the UK) is freezing!!! wah!!
Well hopefully i will have more on my "so called exciting" life tommorrow!!
till then...
take care!!!
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

Not what i thought it would be...
Ok, so nothing went according to plan, i didnt end up doing any of my coursework, my computer is messing me about.. i done a cute wallpaper of momo-chan, o its look so kawaii!!
Anywhoo, first day back a college tomorrow.. urgh.. i dont want to go back!!
Its 20.30pm here,(UK Time) and well, the night should have illuminated with beautiful glazing fireworks and joys of sparklers in little kids hands. But, no there is none of that in this new neighbourhood. Its hard to adjust to these things.
Christmas! ... where did christmas come from, well i will tell you, there is only a month and 25 days to go.. and well shipping from abroad does take its time. So, what i am thinking of getting.. im not getting anything, im broke.. but i have to see what my sister wants.. i might just get her a Sanzo Plush or even a Shuldig plush.. she like plushies.. they look so cute!!
Now, she may just ask me what i want.. i want a life-size pictures of all my favourite characters!!! *dumbstruck* i dont ask for alot do i? No.. i don't. (Just agree with me.. ok!! hehehe) anyway... Hmm.. can you just imagin life-size pictures of:
Ken-kun- weiss
Hakkai- Saiyuki
Syusuke- Prine of tennis (WOW!!!!!!)
Seto- yugioh
Kurogane- Tsubasa
Kyo- Furuba

hehehehehee.. *evil grin* life-size.. *speechless*
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   Its here!!!!
Well, i dont know how many people celebrate Diwali, but i am one of them and for those who do... Happy Diwali and New Year to you all!!

Take care!!!
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