Sunday, April 9, 2006

history project....

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Current Mood: Tired... Currently Listening to: Something by the Beatles Current Time: 9:14 am Yeah, I'm working on the dreaded history project right now. It's actually not that bad. We just have to write a 'letter' to a soldier who is fighting in World War Two. However, since we aren't having a test this unit, this project counts as our test grade, so I'm trying really hard to do well. But yeah, I just woke up and I'm already working. I just want to get this awful thing done and over with. Then, I can go practice driving with my dad. Heh. Hopefully I won't almost wreck the car like I did the last three times. ^^;; So, Friday night I hung out with Bri. We went driving around again and almost got lost...again. But eventually, we found our way back. We went to Five Below (where I used to work...yeah!) and bought some cool asscessories for our iPods. Then we went to Giant and bought food. Saturday Danielle came over and we watched various animes, such as: Chobits, Love Hina, Fruits Basket, Cowboy Bebop, and Pretear. She couldn't stay long, so we only got one episode in from each. Next weekend is when we are going to do our Pretear marathon since we didn't have time to this weekend. Can't wait!! I started volume 6 of Love Hina manga, and it seems like it's going to be a pretty good volume. I can't wait to get more money to buy volumes 7 and 8. ^_^ Monday we get report cards. I already know that mine isn't going to be as good as usual because of all the days I was sick. Hopefully I'll still get my regular payment of 25$ though. ^^;; Well, better get back to work. I'll try to visit, but I can't promise anything. xo

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Thursday, April 6, 2006

wheeeeee.

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I'm in a good mood, as one can tell. ^_^ Even though I just failed two tests (Chem and Math) I honestly don't give a damn about school anymore. It's almost over--damn it all to hell, I say. >_>; Tomorrow is 5 months for Nathan and I. We both just kinda realized that today. That, and the fact that we haven't kissed yet. ^^;; I don't know, we just haven't really got around to it I guess. We don't have much time to hang out outside of school because his mom is really protective. But, tomorrow, I think we're actually planning on smooching. O_O' Then, after school, I think we're going to the movies. Not sure what movie we're gonna see, but whatever, we'll figure it out. Then later tomorrow night, Bri and I are hanging out. Not going to Spring Fling, though. We're thinking of taking a drive to Harrisburg and NOT getting lost this time. ^^;; Today wasn't the best day because of those two tests. There were some good moments at times, but nothing extraordinary. In Computer Math we're starting a new project/program. It's going well--so far. However, I suck at programming, so it's bound to go wrong somewhere. Fifth period--Health--I had no clue where we were meeting today, so I just skipped that class all together and went to lunch with Nathan and his friends. I hope I don't get caught and get detentions for a class cut. ^^;; It really wasn't my fault anyways--I couldn't find the damn room. -_-' Then, in Art--the last period of the day--things really took a turn for the better when Nathan and I started talking about kissing and how long we've been going out. Wow...I'm at my neighbor's house right now (that's why I'm able to post) and we just killed a huge bug that was flying and crawling around. It was kind of gross. O_o;; Well, I'm not going to bore you guys anymore. Not sure when I'll be posting/visiting next, so until then, take care!! xox

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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

KYAHHH! Gomen!

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I haven't updated in a week! And, from now on, my posts will be very sporadic (meaning there will be fewer of them) since my online identity got deleted, so I can only get on at friend's houses now. T_T It sucks, I know. I hate not being able to get on. I hate neglecting you guys. But for now, that's how it's going to have to be until I get a new screename. -_-' You can probably expect a post from me once a week now, until summer starts. If you're one of those people who delete friends from your list who don't update/visit frequently, please spare me. It's not on purpose that I'm doing this, guys. >_>; So, not much has happened. Uneventful week/weekend. All that I've been doing is catching up with schoolwork (which is finally over with), watching anime, reading manga, and occasionally spending time with my friends. This weekend, however, I plan to be really busy, though. Friday night is Spring Fling, so I"m planning on going to that with my best friend and Nathan. Saturday, Danielle is coming over to have a Pretear marathon, and Sunday, my friend Alicia and I are hanging out. Not to mention, I have a MAJOR history project to complete this weekend. I seriously can't wait until spring break next week. O_o;; Well, that's enough of this pointless post. Just letting everyone know I'm still alive and I haven't forgotten anyone! Now, off to visit sites for once. ^_^ xoxo [EDIT]: Does anyone know how to instal HaloScan comments onto here? Any help would be appreciated.

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

pissed off.

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Currently listening to: Spice Up Your Life by the Spice Girls. Current time: 4:05 pm. Current mood: See title of post. So what else is new? Yeah, I know I haven't been here lately, but I'll get to that later. I've been sick and out of school for the past two days. Do my friends even seem to care? No. Am I over-reacting? I don't think I am. See for yourself: Bri: (on the phone during our lunch period) Are you STILL sick? Me: Yes. Did you pick up my homework for me? Bri: Nope! Me: >_<# Why not?!? Bri: Uh, well, I didn't get to school until 8 o'clock [that's when homeroom starts for us], I can't go now because I'd be interrupting classes, and I'm leaving early during 9th period study hall for a Lacrosse game. Besides, I wouldn't be able to drive it over to your house anyways. I won't get home from Lacrosse until 6:30, and then after that I have to babysit. So, you see, I didn't have time. Me: Oh. I understand. [Not really...] Bri: That's why I called. To tell you I couldn't get your homework to you. [Sure you did. That's why I had to bring the subject up] Me: Is Danielle there? Danielle: Hey. Me: I tried calling you like 20 times last night, but you wouldn't pick up. Danielle: Oh did you? I didn't know. [How could you not know?? I left you a message, and you have caller ID] Me: Well anyways, I need help with Chemistry. Danielle: You're asking the wrong person. I don't understand what we're doing in there at all. Sorry. You should ask the teacher, not me. Me: Oh. Ok. Bri: Well, we better get going. Bye! Nice, huh? After that lovely conversation, I've been asking myself over and over again: What kind of friends do I have? Of course, I'm not talking about anyone here on MyO. But honestly, do you think I have a right to be upset about this, or am I just over-reacting? [/RANT] Now that that's over with, I'll explain the reason(s) for my absense: Thursday: I stayed after school for anime club (yay!) and by the time I got home, my dad was home too. And, as you know, I'm grounded from the net, so I can only get on when I'm home alone. Friday: Danielle came home with me and slept over. I was thinking about getting on MyO, but I thought it would be kind of rude to with a friend there. Saturday: Weekend. Plain and simple. Both parents home. No time to get on, unless I'm at my neighbor's house. This weekend, I wasn't. Sunday: Weekend still, and plus I was sick, sleeping all day. Monday: Both parents stayed home from work. -_-' So, I'm truly sorry about that. I can understand if everyone around here hates me. ^^;; I'll make up for it by visiting everyone tonight. ^_^ I'm still sick, but doing better. It seems that I just have a headcold right now. The positive thing about being home sick is that I have plenty of time to watch anime, and I did just that. I watched all of my Pretear episodes, and a lot of Sailor Moon. Tomorrow I plan on going back to school. -_-' And, I'm preparing for a load of makeup work. As you can see, I've changed my introduction around. If you haven't already yet, please take the time to read it. Not everything up there is pointless, you know. >_>; Oh yeah, and for those of you who want to know what my new hair looks like, take a look at the picture in my intro. I'm on the right. The other girl is Danielle. Aren't we smexy? Yeah, I thought so. Well, I better get going before this gets too long. ^^;; Take care sweethearts! *huggles and shnuggles* Sara

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

birthdays, haircuts, heartaches, confusion, exauhstion....

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So much has been going on lately, it feels like my head is spinning in continuous circles. I just got my haircut. Like, it's seriously chopped. Originally, I didn't want to get it cut too short, but I saw this style I liked in a book, so I was like 'damn. I want that.' So, now I have short hair, and it looks pretty cool. ^_^ Tomorrow is my friend Jared's birthday. Jared. There's so much I could say about him, but I don't want to bore you guys to tears. In truth, I have feelings for him, deep feelings that make my heart ache like crazy because I can't have him. He has a girlfriend, I have a boyfriend. But why oh why do I want him so badly? Dreams of him haunt me almost every night. Every time I'm with him, I want to get closer. Every time he talks of his girlfriend, I want to rip her throat out. I just want to be with him. And then there's my boyfriend. Whom I don't even really care about anymore. But I can't break up with him. I already broke up with him once and practically cried my eyes out over it because I didn't want to hurt him. But I don't know what else to do. I'm to the point where I feel as if I'm a prisoner to my own heart. T_T And then to top it all off, we've been having state assessment tests at our school this week, so my mind feels like it's about to explode from exauhstion. I just want it all to stop. On a better note, I got two more birthday cards from Nessa and Lisa: Thanks, darlings! *huggles and shnuggles* I also made friends with Jiba and Hikari. ^_^ Does anyone know where I can find a high-quality music code for Vertigo by U2 to put on my site? I've been looking for a while now. If anyone can help me, I'd appreciate it! Well, now it's time for me to visit everyone. Thanks for reading my whiny-ish post. I'm really not as down in the dumps as I sound, trust me. ^^;; xo

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

yo.

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Hey everyone! Thanks for all of the birthday wishes! I really appreciate everything. So. Sorry about not being on here for a few days. My birthday, along with schoolwork, has been keeping me busy. Here's what's beena happenin': [Saturday]: My best friend Bri came over around 5 pm and we went out that night, just driving around. We meant to go to Harrisburg, but we got lost and ended up in some small town like 10 miles away. It was an interesting experience. >_>; Eventually we made our way to Friendly's and got Sundae's while the people there sang to me. I got some sexy balloons too. ^_^ We came home and attempted to watch the 4-hour-long movie Gone With the Wind, but got tired and ended up going to bed. [Sunday]: Bri went home early, and then when my dad got home from church, my parents gave me my presents. I got a box set of all of the Harry Potter movies on special edition DVDs, a journal, Cowboy Bebop volume 5, and the CD U2: How to Dismantle and Atomic Bomb. Then my dad took me out driving a little, which went pretty well. Afterwards, my grandparents came over and we ate cake and the like. After they went home, my dad took me to Circuit City to get and iPod with my birthday money. Needless to say, that made me happy. ^_^ I also got some lurvely gifts from hinaru and Katie: Thank you, darlings!! *huggles and shnuggles* Well, I better get going. I have homework to do, and I want to get it done before my dad gets home. >_>; Take care! xoxo [EDIT]: For those of you who update later tonight, I'm sorry, but I probably won't get to you. I know, I know, I haven't been here in a bit, but I promise to get to everyone tomorrow, so please don't hold anything against me. I'm just really busy right now. And, a big thanks to Riona and Music Is In Me for taking the time to add me!! *huggles and shnuggles*

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Friday, March 17, 2006

let us rock out.

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Whee. I'm listening to Zebrahead right now. If you don't know who they are, shame on you. They are a damn good band. XP I just got back from Danielle's house not long ago, and it was mucho fun. We pretty much watched Yugioh! the whole time, between falling asleep and eating. Oh, and we watched the Spice Girl movie too, which was enjoyable to laugh at all of the poor special effects, the cheesiness of the whole thing, and the fact that we still knew all the words to the songs they played. ^_^ So, that concludes part one of my birthday-weekend celebration. Tomorrow begins part two, and hopefully it will be as kick-ass as today. Right now, I'm home alone and I have the stereo turned wayyyyyy up. I also have the front door open because it's sunny...but also because I want to annoy my juvenile neighbors. Across the street lives a band of college-age guys who throw parties every weekend and pretty much trash the neighborhood. The sad thing is, every time we call the police on them, nothing is done, even when a huge fight broke out and someone got hit in the face with a hammer. -_-; Malik: *shifty glance across the street* I wish I could have been a part of that.... Me: *slaps him across the head* You've gotten into trouble more times than I can count. You don't need to cause anymore. Malik: Oh, but I do. *snickers* Anywho, Happy Saint Patrick's Day! to all who care. I made some new friends, so I'm pretty happy. Thanks Josh and Ashley for signing my book and adding me! Well, right now, it's too sunny outside to stay inside, so I'm going to go catch some rays. Take care everyone! xoxox [EDIT]: I forgot to mention that I might not be able to get online the rest of the weekend, so please don't be angry with me, my friends. Have a great weekend, everyone!

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

i feel...dumb.

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I want to make new friends on here, but I don't know where to go or where to start. I feel dumb just going to random people's sites and signing their guestbook pleading to be friends. That's...just desperate. But then again, I don't know how else I'm going to get any friends. :/ And I have a headache. Kind of. Like, it's not hurting, but I can feel that I have one. Weird, I know. And I'm upset because I don't know if my plans for this weekend are going to work out the way I want them to. Danielle isn't getting home until like 8:30-9:00 pm tonight, and I don't know if my dad wants me going over that late or not. And if I don't end up going over...my weekend's pretty much trashed. -_-' I want an iPod. So bad. I'm not even kidding about how bad I want one. I should've asked for one for my birthday, but I feel bad because they are so expensive. The only way I'll be able to get one now is if I get a lot of money for my birthday, which probably won't happen. I'm sort of in a bad mood and really bored. *sighs* Whatever. xoxox

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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

whoot.

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I pretty much love this layout. I love putting blacks, whites, and grays together. To me, that color combination is kick ass and all that you need. Eventually, though, I want to make a totally, spectacular, twisted, sweet, amazing, fantastic layout full of great HTML coding. And Nessa, I'll let you know whenever I'm ready for that. ^_^ Today was great, except for when I re-took my Pre-Calculus test. Two weeks ago, I took the original test and got a 73% percent on it. It's no big deal though--my whole class did terrible on it. So, my teacher, Mrs. Williams, allowed us to take a retake if we came to see her for a brief help session. Ok. I did that. I went to a help session, and understood everything she was explaining. But. There's always a but. When I got to the re-test, I totally blanked out and had no clue how to do the back page, so I left it totally blank. I seriously was in tears by the end of that nightmare. I feel so utterly stupid. _-_;; But other than that, I'm as cheerful as can be right now. I'm so psyched for this weekend. Not only is it a long weekend because of spring break, it's also my birthday weekend! So, if I'm not around a lot this weekend, you know why. Thursday-Friday I'm staying over at Danielle's house for a Yugioh marathon, then on Saturday my best friend Bri is coming over to spend the night. We're going to go out to eat, and she's going to cut my hair really cool. ^_^ Then finally, Sunday, is my actual birthday, and I'm going to spend the day with my family and going shopping. Hopefully next weekend I can do something with my boyfriend. >_>; For those of you who don't know him, his name is Nathan. He's a freshman (yes, he's two years younger than me), and he likes to skateboard. He's a really wonderful person and I love him dearly, except for the fact that I'm his first girlfriend and he doesn't really know what he's doing. -_-' He tries. I'll give him props for that. ^^;; We're not that serious. I mean, we've been dating four months and we haven't even kissed yet. But, that's mostly due to the fact that his mother is overly protective and won't let the two of us go out alone. An adult ALWAYS has to be there. And, I mean, we're not going to kiss in school. That's just tacky. O_o;; I don't care. I don't want a serious relationship anyways. That way I don't have to worry about getting heart broken or any other dilemmas. And, it gives me more time to spend with my friends and to love Malik. ^__^ Haha, I'm such a loser. I love an anime bishi more than my boyfriend. >_>;; Hmm. This is getting kind of long. Right now is the only time I'll be able to get online, so if any of you update later on, I won't get to you. And, I'm truly sorry for that. I hope you accept my sincere apology. T_T Take care, everyone! xoxoxo PS~~PMs still aren't working. >_<#

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Frustrated...

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Ok, I'm supposed to be doing my homework with an online version of my chemistry textbook, but the pages take forever to load and don't load right at that. Second, I tried pming two of my friends, but my pms don't send for some reason, so I don't know how else to get my messages that I would like to keep private across. I'm not satisfied with the look of my site either. Once I get some serious down-time I'm going to make it look great and learn some HTML codes of my own or get Nessa to help me...(which is what I tried pming you about, Nessa...) I'm still grounded from the net so I can only get on for hw. Since I have aol, I'm trying to get my friend to make me a screename so I can sign on as guest whenever my parents aren't home, but she hasn't done it yet. >_<# I seriously feel like ripping my fucking hair out. Oh, and I'm thirsty too. >_>; All that aside, today was ok...I'm kind of pissed though because my boyfriend Nathan claims he will be 'too tired' to do anything with me for my birthday this weekend. Whatever. I'm to the point where I don't care anymore. I've already made tons of plans with the people who really count, anyways. *Trying to be cheerful* I'm just happy to be back here. I've got Katie and hinaru back on my list, so I'm muchos happy about that. I've missed them terribly. *sighs* I gotta end this before my dad catches me.... xoxox

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