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myOtaku.com: LadyMalik


Wednesday, March 22, 2006

birthdays, haircuts, heartaches, confusion, exauhstion....

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So much has been going on lately, it feels like my head is spinning in continuous circles.

I just got my haircut. Like, it's seriously chopped. Originally, I didn't want to get it cut too short, but I saw this style I liked in a book, so I was like 'damn. I want that.' So, now I have short hair, and it looks pretty cool. ^_^

Tomorrow is my friend Jared's birthday. Jared. There's so much I could say about him, but I don't want to bore you guys to tears. In truth, I have feelings for him, deep feelings that make my heart ache like crazy because I can't have him. He has a girlfriend, I have a boyfriend. But why oh why do I want him so badly? Dreams of him haunt me almost every night. Every time I'm with him, I want to get closer. Every time he talks of his girlfriend, I want to rip her throat out. I just want to be with him.

And then there's my boyfriend. Whom I don't even really care about anymore. But I can't break up with him. I already broke up with him once and practically cried my eyes out over it because I didn't want to hurt him. But I don't know what else to do. I'm to the point where I feel as if I'm a prisoner to my own heart. T_T

And then to top it all off, we've been having state assessment tests at our school this week, so my mind feels like it's about to explode from exauhstion. I just want it all to stop.

On a better note, I got two more birthday cards from Nessa and Lisa:





Thanks, darlings! *huggles and shnuggles*

I also made friends with Jiba and Hikari. ^_^

Does anyone know where I can find a high-quality music code for Vertigo by U2 to put on my site? I've been looking for a while now. If anyone can help me, I'd appreciate it!

Well, now it's time for me to visit everyone. Thanks for reading my whiny-ish post. I'm really not as down in the dumps as I sound, trust me. ^^;;

xo

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