Friday, July 1, 2005

   Where art thow?
Hmm.
I am waiting to hear from my friends.
I don't know when I will, but I am ever vigilant.
*Holds musket to shoulder and readjusts ugly two foot tall dead animal on head ( british tower guard hat thing ).
Anyways, hope everyone is cool
Talk to you all later.
Lance.
*sigh* Atleast I am still happy.
^__^
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Thursday, June 30, 2005

   Land clearing in Cedar Key, go me!
Well I had an interesting day.
My grandfather owned some land in Cedar Key, only a little, as a tax write off. Well now it is my dads, has been for like fifteen years, anyhow, we, being me, my dad, and my 36 year old 6'6" brother Steven, went to clear it. We got there, and even though the road hadn't been maintained in twenty years ( 1985-2005 ) My brothers truck still made it back there, go four wheel drives with mud grips!
Well, we got back there after a rainstorm, and heat of the day. Well I, armed to the teeth with a bushhook ( Looks like a sycthe for cutting down trees and brush and such ) got to have the hottest, sweetiest time of my life, not to say such a hot, sweaty encounter with say, Angelina Jolie wouldn't top it, but this was pretty damn fun. I cut down so many little trees and things, screw nature, this was kickass, barbaric fun. Anyways after all that, we rode on down through Cedar Key, which if you don't live in Florida, is an island of in the Gulf of Mexico, right close up to Florida. Well after that, in my brothers truck thing, can't remember the type of truck, went mud bogging. A the good old fashion red neck fun. We were going through a game preserve afterwards, and saw an albino deer. Now, if you don't know, that is like the diamond in your mashed potatos of wildlife. It had red eyes. Oh, I wanted to either stab it, or hug it. Anyways then I came home and unloaded house panels for an hour and a half.
All in all, I am beat.
Like I am really, really tired.
I still have to read my PSM.
*sigh*
Well, I hope everyone had a good day/days.
I am still waiting to hear from my friend with furry ears, but I fear I may not for quite a while.
Well, later ya'll.
Lance.

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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

   Heaven is a better place.
Well a very good friend of mine from Final Fantasy Eleven ( which I recently had to quit playing because my family has very little money ) is dead. Yes, at first I was like, 'And? It happens a lot on this game.'
Then I found out, 'No, she's dead, like, in real life.
This friend of mine was named Emily, and lived somewhere in New York. She had a pear sized, inopperable brain tumor.
She was the sweetest person alive, despite the fact she had a Pikachu plush toy, which she talked to.
Ah, the many conversations that spawned "Umm, where'd Pikachu go?"
"Awe, Pikachu is teething."
Anyways, she passed away due to conflicting medications.
Farewell Emily ( AKA Emisai )
You will live on in the hearts of those who knew and lvoed you.
Well, I will tell you about my day, tommorow. I rather just remember my friend today.
Bye.
Lance.

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Monday, June 27, 2005

   *yawn* *bleerey eyes* G'morning ^__^
Morning world.
^__^
It is a good day.
I woke up late, at nine oclock, to the sound of Matlock, good ol show.
Anyways, I find out it is going to rain all day, and that means...
I Don't have to work today.
No bush cutting or digging up the septic tank, again.
Man, this day would be better if I could talk to some of my friends, but no one is on X_X
Oh well, I will be here, waiting.
Bye all!
Later.
Lance.
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Sunday, June 26, 2005

   I gotta stop using this mood icon, but it is the only way to explain how I feel.
YAY!
Good day.
Went to Ocala.
I went blue berry picking. ^__^
My uncle, little cousin ( His name is Bo, he's like six, he's so cute, and cool, and stuff. ) and my Poppa, grandfater, they all picked full buckets.
I on the other hand had like half a bucket.
Why?
Becuase I wanted to pick only the best.
YEAH RIGHT!
I ate like half of them.
Pick two, eat one, pick two, eat one.
Heh, yeah, I am a nutt.
Well, I had a good day, How was everyone elses?
I am waiting for him with the furry ears to give me details about "The day to weird to be a book"
Well, my curiosity is up there, but I am still totally happy.
Like, people noticed I seemed happier.
Which means, I must, yah know, REALLY be happy.
Geez, I need someone to die, to get me off this cloud LOL!
Aight, later.
Lance

Who am I now? Heh, Lance isn't happy!
(^_^)
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   GOOD MORNING WORLD!
Good morning all you happy peoples you.
I really feel good this morning.
I think I am going to recolor my site, that whole blue/black scheme is just too depressing.
Ah, I haven't felt this good in years.
Forogt this feeling existed.
You get in a rut and live there, and block out light, and all comforting things.
And friend gave me the tools and I dug out.
My friend with furry ears.
Thanks bro.
Well, now to fix my site.
I wish all my friends the best of days.
Later.
Lance.
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Saturday, June 25, 2005

   CLOSURE!
I am happy today.
Despite the fact that today will go down as the "Day that was too strange to be a book."
I finally have closure on a lingering subject.
I am SOOOO happy now.
I can move on.
*sigh*
*light fluffy feeling thing*
*rises out of chair*
Alright guys, I love you all.
Later, out.
Lance.
YAY!
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Friday, June 24, 2005

   Minds in chaos.
I don't know how to feel.
Pain is so hard to manage.
So many things I wish I could say and ask, but I know the answers would be to painful to bear, but living without knowing hurts, too.
"Confusing what is real."
I sometimes feel happy, but it is fleeting, for soon enough my mind wanders back to the pain.
I wish I was strong enough to ask these things I know I must, but I still can't bring myself to.
There is no solice in knowing how I feel.
Only in how they feel.
It is so insane.
It makes no sense.
How long does life go on?
I am out.
Lance.
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Monday, June 20, 2005

Darker sides.
We all have darker sides.
Some of us ARE the darker sides.
Some of us have more than two halves, some are in thirds.
We all do what must be done to get along in life.
And some worm out.
Tisk, tisk.
What about us?
Don't we matter too?
Lance.
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Thursday, June 16, 2005

   Im back
im back from the beach
good time
gay pride week there though
way too much sausauge
ack
anyways i had an ok time
little burnt lol
but i like it ^_^
so hows everyone else been???
cmon tell me
well im out
me
chance
***HUGGLES***
yay!
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