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Monday, June 13, 2005

   i feel so disgusted
today when I caught the bus i went to Mc Donald to wait for my friend to pick me up. Seems like a normal day right? but no!!!!! I went to go sit down and eat my food I'm enjoying my ice cream when all of a sudden thsi guy starts hitting on me. Not just any guy too, he was like 40 years old i think even older! he was commenting how cute i was. I felt kind of weird but i let that slide. Then i called up my friend to just talk to her, and I told her that my friend was a loser for being late and shit like that. After I get off the phone with her he says,"You sounded so cute when you called your friend a loser." This is the part that scared me that most. When he was going to leave he said to me" if you always come here I'll be seeing you again. I can't wait! but before I go can you smile? [i gave a slight grin to make him go away] You know you have a very sexy smile." With that he left. i called up someone to talk to but he just made me feel worse so now I'm talking to all you people.

I FEEL SO FUCKING VIOLATED!!!!!!!

i'm gonna do this new thing every time i post i'm gonna put ;yrics of i song that represents my mood: todays song is....

Last Resort by: Papa Roach

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck
If I cut my arm bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck
If I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care
If I died bleeding?

Would it be wrong or
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

Cause I'm losing my sight,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight ,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

I never realized
I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight,
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying(x4)

I can't go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck
If I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong or
Would it be right?
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might.
Mutilation out of sight.
And I'm contemplating suicide.

Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind,
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine

I'm running and I'm crying

I can't go on living this way

Can't go on
Living this way
Nothing's all...right!

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