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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
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I must tell you guys what I found the courage to do today.
yesterday, I had stayed up late to write a note to this guy and tell him that I had feelings for him and junk...well today, I found the courage to actually give it to him. I never thought I would do it, but I did...
No going back now. He knows how I feel. I just don't know what his reaction will be. I'm so scared to see what he'll do or what he'll say...
He's such a sweet and kind guy that even if he does reject me, he'll do it in a way that I won't be as devastated. He truly is a great guy and I pray that somehow I can get to know him better...if even just as a friend.....as much as I'd rather have him as a boyfriend, I'd be happy having him as a friend. At least I won't lose him entirely.
This is the first time I've ever actually done anything like this to get to know a guy. I've never had any luck with the opposite sex, so I've never tried anything like this. I wish I could have just told him to his face, but I was too much of a wuss and I wrote him a note. I'm so immature when it comes to that...but this is my first try...if it works out, it works out...if not, perhaps someday I'll get over it. Well, sorry if you read that whole thing; you probably don't really care, but I had to tell someone^^
oh, did you guys hear about the big snowstorm that's gonna hit the northeast and junk? yeah, I live in Michigan, so we're gonna be part of it^^ I hope we don't have school tomorrow! That would be awesome. well, that's about all i have to say....no art yet...I did put some up the other day if you haven't seen it yet, but no new art...sorry^^ I haven't had the time or the will to do any drawing...but I'll let you know when I get more up. See ya guys later^^
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