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Saturday, April 7, 2007
A Little Poem I Wrote...
I dunno; this is just a poem I wrote when the feeling was right, you know? well, most of you won't know what's going on, but I just thought I'd post it anyways^^
Not what it used to be;
No longer are we satisfied
with ourselves or the other.
It will never be the same;
You don't understand-
you hurt me everytime you look at me
with that devastation in your eyes.
Why won't you trust me?
Am I not good enough?
You are burdened with reasons
I do not know.
Yet you refuse to seek help
in the haven that I should be.
I don't understand why-
You let yoruself suffer;
You let yourself cry;
You keep me locked out.
I wish you would let me save you.
It was my fault.
I pushed you until you snapped-
I wanted to know your pain,
and you struck me down.
Now you are completely closed;
Still pushing me away.
I live with the guilt.
I can't help feeling this way.
If I lose you, it will be my end.
But it will be my fault and mine only
if we lose what we have.
It's not what it used to be.
I suppose it's better than nothing.
But I wish we could just go back.
I hate who I am;
What I did to you.
I hate how I act-
why can't I change?
Why can't everything be the same?
I caused you to turn away;
It's my fault that I'm now alone.
I brought this hell upon myself.
I want out,
but I can't leave without your guidance.
You're not there-
You don't want to be.
It didn't used to be this way;
I screwed up.
I messed up the thing that I cherished most.
And now it's getting more difficult to believe
that we can go back
To the way things were.
We're not what we used to be;
I want to go back-
I need everything to be normal again,
or I can't go on anymore.
yeah, like I said, most of you won't understand what I mean...but hopefully it'll make sense to who it's aimed for. this is the only way I can get my feelings out right now...well, that's all I have to say, really. so see ya guys later.
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