Friday, July 14, 2006

Bacon Alchemist returns!
waaaaahhh T-T
i'm in such a sucky position here.
i'd normally post this on my other, more real site, but, sadly, it has been invaded by unwanted patrons.
whatever.

so it all starts with my duties as a friend, not just an officer.
usually, with my friends, i'm the designated go-between. in other words, whenever one of them is crushing on someone, i make calls, talk to the crush, etc. for them.
and i'm usually fine with it. but not this time.

let's see.... how to begin?
well, let's start with this.
girlfriend A likes Guyfriend B, okay?
so gA is totally crushing on gB, who we are pretty sure is crushing on some other girl: girlfriend C.
gA knows about gB liking gC, and still expects me to fufill my ambassadorial crush duties. gB hasn't said anything about having a crush on anyone, so i assume i'm exempt from duties between him and gC.
here's the problem.
i am TOTALLY crushing on gB. so how am i expected to try and get him together with another girl? or to get one of my best friends together with him? only one person knows i even HAVE a crush, and even they don;t know who he is.
anyway, here's another problem: i know for a fact that Guyfriend D has a SERIOUS (and seriously unwanted) crush on ME.
fuck!
i don't wanna have anything to DO with him, either! he's more of a friend through a friend, and he thinks i'm his friend, when i just don't want to exclude him because i'm nice. *sob*
i can't get rid of him. and it's WAY against my better judgement to just drop him. ((he's the reason i'm not putting this on my actual site))
and yet ANOTHER thing.
guyfriend E is suspected to like me, but i'm not so sure, since he's rumored to have a girlfriend. i sure hope to hell he does.

so you see my problem?

this SUCKS.
i think i'll request an out of town assignment from my commanding officer...

Tohru-chan: dog of the millitary

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