Friday, February 27, 2009

   uugghh

I asked my mom if it was bad not to be into the whole religion thing and she said no as long as you believe in God. Umm,i don't really believe in God cuz of things that have happened in my life and that have happened to other people that made me question God. And i don't mean the 5 minutes questioning thing. I mean the late nights staying up cuz that’s all i can think about for like a month questioning.

I don’t know what to do at all. I don’t know if i should tell my mom that i don't really believe in God, or if i should just keep this to my self. This isn't like telling her I’m Bi. This is worse. She’s not that much in to religion but she believes that God made us and everything.

I've been told i'm going to hell by a lot of people cuz of the things I’ve said about God and stuff.

I've said God is a girl, Mary is a liar, The devil isn't as bad as we think and God isn't as good as we think. My answer to then how was the earth made, how were we made and all the animals and plants. Evolution. I kinda believe the big bang but I’m still open to that one.

I don't think the earth was made in 7 days and i don't think that God made humans and everything. Who made the dinos? God made the dinos they say. I'd ask them really then why isn't it in the bible? If the bible tells us about how the earth was made and how humans were made what about the dinos?

They tell me I’m going to hell because i question God and don't believe in him or Christ. I think Christ could of been a real person and was just someone who went around teaching people about God.

Religion is like the lottery. And all the Pagans and Native Americans are gonna win it. Christians say oh well if you believe in 2 or more gods it isn't right. And all this crap. They are persecuting Pagans, Gays anyone who they think is un-Godly. But they well say we were persecuted for believing in God and blah blah blah it was wrong and crap. But they are doing almost the same thing.

I know the US and our government was based on this religion, but u HAVE to understand that the pilgrims came over to be able to practice there own religion. They were getting persecuted for there beliefs in England were ever they came from. They started to do it to the Native Americans.

I think this religion was messed up over the years and is just getting worse. Tell me I’m going to hell I’ve heard it a million times. Tell me something new if you’re going to, but if you can't just put your going to hell if you think that.

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