Wednesday, December 19, 2007

19th December 2007 XD

OMFGGGG only 3 days until i get my hair cut off (no I'm not going bald), but I am getting it cut extremely short. I got my xmas money of my grandad yesterday, so i went out and bought some hair products for £20, Toni and Guy, so it would be dear lol. Me and Claire are meeting up friday, so I can get my keyrings off her, which one will be an xmas pressie for my mummy XD Ermmm work tomoz, they called me earlier but i missed the call so they probably wanted me to do an extra shift lol. OMG 5 DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS DAY!!! XD Well Merry xmas to all, if i dont post before then lots of love Lauren- Chan

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Sunday, December 16, 2007

Update

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEk I wanna see Breaking benjamin live SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad, they are actually sex worthy (ok thats my spaz over) Erm its been a productive weekend, Saturday i did fuck all until 8:20 when i met up with the girls from work and we had a christmas meal. It was actually quite fun. The deputy manager (the one who'll takeover when my manager leaves) said she prefers me to some girl Zoe because I talk, then she put on a silly voice and was like "we all love you", so that made me giggle, and me and Laura (work mate, brothers close friend) pretty much spoke the whole meal. All the girls are lovely, I know all the girls at bay now, even though i dont work week days. And as strict as my manager is on tidiness and getting things right, she's such a sweetheart, she's constantly checking up on us, making sure we are ok, it's as if we are her adopted children haha! So what have a done today woke up bout half ten and realised that i had to be in work in two hours, so got ready lol. Work went sooooo slowly today, fuck knows why, it was so busy and i was constantly doing things. at one point my manager went for her lunch break so me and the girls stood and had a chat about boyfriends, but when i manager came we scattered and started tidying, it was so funny. I'm working thursday but after that i'm not working until after new year (Woop Woop). Get paid on friday so i'll be getting my new year gear, and then a haircut on the saturday XD Alls going well for me XD Hope you are all fine >.<

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Friday, December 14, 2007

14/12/2007 - college break and stuff

XD My sister is an actual ledge!! when i got home i was so tired so i went to bed, now normally me and Josie will stay up till 1 in the morning watching Kenshin, but i just couldn't do it, I was so exhausted. So anyway she just come in and was all like "i never watched kenshin last night, but im watching it tonight" which benefits me nicely because i dont miss any XD so yeah, i'm happy... ALSO!!!! A hufe thank you to all the people I have "made friends with" here on MyOtaku, it only took me 2 years and 10 months, but i'm making progress, i'd list the people who have been commenting me and such, but they know who they are! I got loads of xmas pressies from mates; 1) A 2008 calender of me and my best friend 2) a lavender bath set (Twas huge) 3) a bag full of chocolate 4) a hello kitty mobile phone holder XD And apparently i still have a McFly dvd coming lol College was pretty class today, we have broken up now, but i hung out with some mates after college, me and my mate Kim convinced so many people walking around we are lesbians, then we came back and crashed at mine. They all got to see the gentle hostess i can be. Kim got angry because she thought the others were taking the mick out of my hospitality (i.e.making me run around to get them stuff), personally i didn't think so! I've wrote out some more xmas cards for the family, and if Josie loves me enough, i might ask her to make me an xmas banner XD All is good in Lauren-Ville XD

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Wednesday 12th December - A post a day, keeps the boredom away

As my title indicates, i'm pretty damn bored, although my last post made my life seem wildly interesting, it's not, small things are always multiplied in posts, so people appear to have the most full life in the world. `Tis not true. I spoke to an old american friend the other day, just a brief hello, and it made me realise how much I miss being alone. Although i was constantly depressed that no-one ever wanted to go out with me (as in hang out), and that I was bored, I was also extremely satisfied, as the people I connected with on the internet made me feel good. This one guy (the one I've got back in contact with) I actually really liked (not quite love more than a fancy), me and his siter were best friends, and if I wasn't talking to him, I was talking about him to her. It use to be so funny, me and his sister would plot revenge on him if he pissed her off, or if he smehow hurt me (Oh we sorta internet dated, although we NEVER saw each other because he was in America and i'm in England), but anyway it use to be so much fun. In a strange way, I hate having friends, I love them because they make me feel whole and I have somewhere to turn if i'm hurting, but I also feel sufficated, I'm never alone anymore, someone is always there, and sometimes I just need space to cry, to think, to dream. It's so selfish complaining about having friends, because their are those who don't have any, but I need my space, that's why I love weekends, I can sit in the solitude of my house, online, talking to people around the world, who are in a similar position to me. XD Anyway i think thats all, i can modify the post if i want to add more. Hope you are all well! >.<

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

11th December 07 - just some random notes

Hi guys, hope you are all well, i'm all cool, just a bit hot, i just walked to and from moulsham street in 20 minutes (its uphill so its effort) lol. I have college in like 45minutes so i'm just popping on to update. Yesterday was pretty dull to be honest, i went to college for an hour in the morning, and then an hour in the afternoon, in which we watched a video on dreaming in psychology, it was a good factual video, but it nearly sent me to sleep, just for the pure fact it was about sleeping, and why we sleep, and if dreams are necessary. anywho got home about 4:30 and i was absolutely shattered so i went to bed listening to my mp3 phone, Going under by evenaescence came on, and as you do, you sing it with every last breath, and full on emotion, which i did, so my eldest sister Amy, burst in laughing because she could hear me from the other side of the house, thats how loud i was, so we had a little giggle fest and then i kicked her out to go to sleep, but like an hour later she burst in and woke me up again! NEXT SECTION CONTAINS SPOILS OF FMA! anyway about 10:00 me and Josie went upstairs to watch Full Metal Alchemist, and we ended up watching the rest of it, we didnt want to turn it off because we were anxious to know what happened next. Personally i think the ending was pretty naff, i was still mega confused by the end, and josie was pissed off that the brothers were seperated (although both still alive). I'm so glad that colonel didnt die, and he even got closer to the lieutenant, which was major cute, and how cool is it that the second world behind the door was London! amaze. But i still think they should have left Aru and Ed together, after all their struggles to stay alive, to be together, they still ended up apart, thats life for you huh! And how cute was Gluttony when he couldn't find lust, i felt so sorry for him - "Lust! Lust! Where's Lust!" anyway thats enough from me, just thought i'd let you all know I'm happy we finished FMA though, now we can get back to Kenshin XD Love you all tata xxxxx EXTRA UPDATE Ok English was as boring as ever, it just majorly depressed me realizing how much work I have to do if I have any chance of passing my January exams. I have 11 psychology modules to revise, 2 english modules and a history one in like 4 weeks, so my Christmas is going to be productive! Found out some horrible news at college today as well. A first year girl at college was raped and beaten up last night, outside the local matalan, which is like a 20 minute walk from my house. Apparently she's in intensive care where she was so badly beaten, but i'm more concerned with her mental state, how do you recover from something that horrific. I would rather be killed then raped, because the after math is the constant awareness of people around you, knowing you were victimized and made vulnerable. The utter pain and fear she must've been through, it's too horrible to imagine. So if you get a chance just hold her in your thoughts, and lets just hope she's ok and she recovers, including her family. Also a girl I hardly talk to has gone out and bought me a christmas present which is really annoying, because I feel guilty that I can't afford to go out and buy her something!! (Seems irrelevant compared to the rape thing) Anyway, have a great day guys and gals. Lots of Love Lauren-Chan >.<

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Monday, December 10, 2007

Monday 10th December - Update

THIS POST CONTAINS SPOILS FOR FMA Hey guys, sorry i never post yesterday, but i was at work and then i had a nap coz i was so tired, you know that feeling of utter exhaustion, it was like that. Can't believe we only have 15 days until Christmas, i'm well siked, and not only that 3 days before xmas i'll be getting my hair cut WOOT Anyway thanks to those who have left me comments and signed my guestbook, not one of them has been anything but lovely, so yeah, cheers. Oh me and Josie were watching full metal alchemist last night, and god is it getting good, i cried when i though Aru was going to die, and omg they killed Lust!! The colonel almost made me cry, how he wasn't chasing Ed because he wanted to hand him to the president, but that he was angry with him for not asking for his help, how fucking cute is that!! And the dad, "i can't find my home", and he's like a 100 years old or something. anyway its getting juicy so if you haven't watched it, i suggest you do, me and josie are loving it. anyway, hope to hear from you all soon, let me know how things are XD Lots of love xxxxxxxxxxxx

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Saturday, December 8, 2007

XD Todays Rambling...

Firstly i thought i'd illuminate the fact that i have been an otaku member for almost 3 years now, in Febuary 2008, it will be my 3rd year anniversary as a MyOtaku member, thats pretty shocking, since; a) i normally delete my sites after a year or two and b)i hardly use the site XD Secondly i think i'm finally making progress, i have spoke to 2 people now, and i bet your sitting there going, oh big deal, it is to me, as ive stated i have been a member for nearly 3 years and no-one has ever spoke to me, whether they look down on me for not being up to date with the latest or the coolest anime, or whether people are just ignorant i don't know, so i'd like to say hello to; A)Vampyress & B)Master Hiko Thirdly, today has been pretty cool. Me and my best mate Claire went to have some picture taken together, and we had some of us two and her two younger siblings, then some of her and her younger siblings. After that we just lazed around hers and ate, i don't feel uncomfortable with being myself around her and her family, they make me feel welcome, only one either friends family has that effect on me and she lives in London lol! I'm pretty bored right now, so if ya fancy a chat, dont hesitate to leave me a comment/message/sign my guestbook, i will get back to you, even if its the most random piece of shite you ever thought of! Thanks for reading XD

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Thursday, December 6, 2007

   2007 in review

Hello to all those who read my posts, God it's been such a strange year, i think now is a good time to look back at 2007 and decided ok that was crap, but thatwas fab, and next year i'll do better!! I managed to get through all my As exams with a pass, but barely, i was so disappointed in my grades but i know that this year i will do better because i have more reaosn to work harder, and much more to look forward to. One obsession of mine is Muse so i was absolutely stunned when i got to see them live at wembley stadium. They blew the night away. And it was the day before my 17th!! (omg i'm 18 in 6 months). Anyway nearly spent my b-day stuck at a train station coz the trains fucked up on the way home from Muse, but Muse are worth it! I have also become quite a big mcfly fan, my mates dragged to me to one of there gigs just cause we made a deal, and i was surprised that i enjoyed it so much, they put on a bloody good show! Met the next day as well at a signing in leigh on sea haha! I watch alot more anime, me and my sister have finished watching outlaw star, the first half of kenshin and now we are watching full metal alchemist. I'm also working my way through something called bleach. I'm enjoying them all loads and i have a think for kenshin (the actual charcter), he's just too adorable. I'm back at college and i have just heard that i have been offered a place at 4 different universities which are; southampton solent; london south bank university; the university of portsmouth and greenwich, so thats cool. I've decided for next year alot of things will have to change in my life. I'm going on a healthy eating diet which includes giving up smoking (although you don't eat cigarettes). And i'm gonna be optimistic, 2008 will be better i know it, because i'll be preparing for university, and i will be settled in at work OH YEAH!! I got a job, i now work at bay Trading in Chelmo part time. I do like 4 hour shifts and the pay is crap, but the people i work with are lovely and i have been invited to go for an xmas meal with them, which will be wicked!! anyway my shoulder hurts, i'll update some more later. ask me anything if you'd like to know, unless its about my sister, then you can talk to her, i hate people asking me questions about my family!

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Monday, June 11, 2007

   Long time no Post

I haven't been on here in ages, and if i am completely honest with you, i don't really fit in here, i know fuck all about anime or naruto and the likes, sometimes i sit with Josie when she's watching it, and i watch her making icons out of snap shots, but i don't know enough about it to say i am a fan. Last night i finally watched a film my brother suggested i watch. Howl's moving Castle, and i fell in love with Howl, how fucking typical, a really decent guy and he isn't real *le sigh* I haven't stopped talking about the film all morning, i watched it 3 times last night and once today, isn't Howl sexy with blonde/black & ginger hair. I also found the witch of the waste quite amusing; "oh what a pretty fire", what a gomo. I didn't cry thank the lord, but it was a really sweet film. Life would be great if it was like that, adventure and true love *sigh* The there was the scarecrow, turnip head, haha so silent, yet i thought he was great, he didn't need to say a word for it to be obvious he loved Sophie (which i'm jealous of her, finding a man like Howl) Thats my hopeless romantic side coming through... anyway i'm rambling, i'll post again soon :D

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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

   Just more rambling

¢¾ Hey people I've had a good morning today, i slept in well late til like 1:30 hehe Me and my sisters watched beetlejuice last night it was hilarious, we were constantly giggling. And we watched a film with the rock in, something about a jungle, it was crap until the end the ends quite funny. I ate cumbleland pie mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm anyway i'll shut up coz all this is so random Love you Lauren ¢¾

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