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Birthday
1990-06-18
Gender
Female
Location
Chelmsford
Member Since
2005-02-18
Occupation
student
Real Name
Lauren
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Achievements
passed A levels.
Anime Fan Since
2006
Favorite Anime
Rurouni Kenshin
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To get a decent Degree
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Art, Performing Arts, Writing, Socialising etc
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singing
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Saturday, December 22, 2007
Depressing Thought before xmas
It hit me today, whilst looking through some photos of girls i went to school with, people never fully understand how they have scarred you. I mean the people who bullied me all the way through school are the ones out there happily, still being there slutty horrible selves, and i'm the one who suffers with nightmares of my past. Ok be fair Lauren, it's not just them that haunt me, but it's just so unfair how they could treat people like that and fully get on with life.
I've accepted, and my mum has realised, that i do indeed suffer with depression (hopefully not a major scale one), but yet, those who pushed me and pushed me and pushed me, are out there acting as if nothing ever happened.
Maybe they simply forgot, or are not fully aware of the ways in which they treated me, and maybe its my incapability to move on which drags me down, but it just highlights how cruel this world is.
*le sigh*
anyway
love ya's x |
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