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myOtaku.com: Lauren


Wednesday, August 25, 2004

hey...
Well, I finally decided I wanted to tell someone about what happened to me at the beginning of the summer. I just want someone to know.
Well, on the last day befor finals, something went wrong. I don't know what. Maybe I was overstressed or maybe I was just in one of those moods teenagers get. I dont know. Anyways, I had just fought with my mom and was now emptying the dishwasher. I was on the steps to the basement putting away a pan, when I just broke down. I just sat there right on the steps and started crying. All I can remember is this hopeless feeling. I just wanted someone to be there. To hold me. To tell me everything would be ok.
Of course, no one did. My dad was out on the back porch listening to music and my mom and sister had gone shopping. So I sat there. I just cried and cried until I was spent. Then I quietly got up and finished putting away the dishes.
I never told my parents, or anyone for that matter, that this happened. I usually don't tell anyone about these times when I break down.
My life isn't really that bad, my parents love me, I do well in school, I have a loving sister, I guess you could say I have friends(but that's another story). I just feel so hopeless sometimes.
Anyways, thanks for listening. It does feel better to finally tell someone.
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