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Monday, March 29, 2004


   Today Sucked
And when I sucked, I mean sucked.

I'm not so sure where I belong. There are 3 general groups I hang out with on a regular basis. 1. Soccer team, 2. Christians, 3. Bandies/Drama.

1. I'm not really like the rest of the soccer team, but they're my team mates. I get along with them and we say hi in the halls, but I'll never really be apart of that group. They do drugs, drink, and have sex, none of which I do.

2. Well, I've always been a very religious person, but lately I've felt myself slipping. I don't know exactly why, but its kind of scary. I've been doing my best to pray for strength, but I just feel so weak and alone.

3. I mostly blame my problems with this group of friends on the other two. I'm not being myself because of the influence from soccer and loseing a grip of my religion. Not just that, but also, I just don't feel like I can talk to them.

This place is a major relife for me. Because I can't see who is reading this, I can type here everything I feel without worrying what you may think.

There's more, including that I still don't have a date to prom, I'm still playing jv, and don't have a bf period, but I'll save that for another day.

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