Monday, March 22, 2004

Spring does not live here.

I think I have grown out of my AIM name, aleia85. It is obviouse, and, well, old. I am thinking of making another screename, but I can't think of any good ones. If anyone has any suggestions, please tell me. ^_^

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Sunday, March 21, 2004

Lol, last night, I was finally able to surf the web, and no one's O's worked, not even mine. -_- Today did not go very well, not in the beggining, middle, and the begining of the end. It still hurts my hands, when I wash them in warm soapy water, because my hands are still broke out from the powder from the work gloves. It is just so strange, how I am allergic to silly powder from silly plastic nursing gloves. Ha ha, guess what I had to do today? Dishes. Yes, it felt like toruture, like my hands were dipped in gasoline, and set on fire... All from warm water and soap. X_+ No, that doesn't mean that I don't wash my hands at all, or any less, because that is just gross >_< I kept thinking about some things, and I got myself all worked up. I went to my room, put my headphones on, set the volume up to loud, and calmly had a panic attack. That sounds weird, calmly had a panic attack. Like it sounds contradicting, but it happend. I felt a little bit better afterwards. Just a little bit, a wee little bit. Had an argument with my mom. With everything she said, it almost sounded like she wants me to leave, except before I leave, she wants me to put my car in my name, so I would have to pay for the license, and the full cost of the insurance, which will double when I do transfer it in my name. It seemed like that was what she was most concerned about, when I leave... ;_; I talked to Sarah on the phone, and she made me feel a lot a lot better. I honestly hope I get accepted into college, I really don't know where to go if I don't, I know I can't stay home another year, it is too too much =\ I think it is funny, when my mom isn't yelling at me about spending so much time on the internet, she is yelling at me about spending too much time on the phone. Lol, the only person I talk to anymore on the phone is Sarah, and even she knows how rarley I can talk to her, maybe once every two weeks. I have to admit, it is very easy to pass hours like that though, talking to dearest Sarah ^_~ I miss everyone *passes out cookies to all* ^_^

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Wednesday, March 17, 2004

If you were given the chance of being reborn into the opposite sex you are now, would you take it? There are no strings attached, and you would still be in the same family.

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Yes, quizes for all

You are a Khaos angel. You are different from all the rest. You are a special breed of angel, prone to suffer in the world that you are in now. No matter how much you try to believe that your not special, you are. There is alot that you want to do in this world. Khaos angels are very dramatic, we tend to have the ability to cheer people up no matter what the mood, and hold in your emotions. You should be proud, Khaos angels are very rare to find in this world of ours... (and yes. you are a completely different type. Hence the name What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics ) brought to you by Quizilla You are Artistic, Carefree, and sad. On the outside, you are funny and sweet, caring and loving. You are flexible and get along with everyone most the time. You pretend to be stupid sometimes just to have a laugh. However, deeper inside you, you are very artistic. Music is your passion, your life. You have opinions on lots of things, and wonder 'Why?' and 'What If?'. You have a passion and talent for the arts. Most people dont get this side of you.You arent depressed, just sad and disapointed with the world. You're incredibly open minded, as well. But none of you is fake, you are just very well rounded. You aren't oblivious to the pains in this world like most people are, but still at the same time dont spend all your life with a frown on your face. What's Your Personality?? (YOU CAN GET MIXED!) very detailed...(now with pics) brought to you by Quizilla Heart of Gold What is Your Heart REALLY Made of? brought to you by Quizilla Light Blue- Although very motivated youre somewhat shy. Like Dark Blue, youre filled with calmness. You have a boundless imagination and love just being with your best of friends. You also have a very fine sense that always you to feel when people close to you are down (rate me) What color is your mind? (Anime Pictures) brought to you by Quizilla I'm terza rima, and I talk and smile. Where others lock their rhymes and thoughts away I let mine out, and chatter all the while. I'm rarely on my own - a wasted day Is any day that's spent without a friend, With nothing much to do or hear or say. I like to be with people, and depend On company for being entertained; Which seems a good solution, in the end. What Poetry Form Are You?

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Tuesday, March 16, 2004

*Borrows questionair thing from Sarah*

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. Am I lovable? 3. How long have you known me? 4. When and how did we first meet? 5. What was your first impression? 6. Do you still think that way about me now? 7. What do you think my weakness is? 8. Do think I'll get married? 9. Who do you think would be my perfect match? 10. What makes me happy? 11. What makes me sad? 12. What reminds you of me? 13. If you could give me anything what would it be? 14. How well do you know me? 15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 16. Do you think I could kill someone? 17. Describe me in one word. 18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying da same? 19. When's the last time you saw me? 20. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything?

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Today it is supposed to snow from about 5-6 to 10 inches. Intersting, since I have work today... Methinks I might have to bring extra clothes <_< Just in case, that is. Lol, I was really getting sick of snow, too. Ah, well ^_^;;

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Monday, March 15, 2004

malinger \muh-LING-guhr\, intransitive verb: To feign or exaggerate illness or inability in order to avoid duty or work. Last night, when I went to bed, before I slept, I made sure to set my alarm to 5:30, so I could leave at 6:00. My mom woke me up at 6:05..... My eyes shot open, and I grabbed the clock. I squinted to see the back, and I saw that I had forgoten to pull the wee little switch over to the "alarm on" position. Duh me -_- I ran around, and left very quickly after I woke up. I was only 3 minutes late in the end, thank goodness ^_^;; Today was the first day of real work. No class, no easy RSA work..... I was assigned a person to follow and help, to orient me to the work...I was so slow and clumsy-bumbly all day long. I felt like a stupid retard.... I really hate feeling that way. >_< Hopefully, things will be better with that soon =\ *crosses fingers* I am hoping that James gets well soon, as ear and throat infections are not fun. *sends get-wellness to James* ^_^ Well, I am off! *revs up jet-pack* *Hugs dearest Sarah* I got your package, and yes, chicks rule ^_~

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Sunday, March 14, 2004

Meh. The first time I come online for a long while, and actually able to stay, and no one I want to talk to is online. I was talking to Shin, when he stopped responding. It's either his computer, or it's mine -_- (I think it could possibly be his... *yells at Shin's dastardly computer*) SarahSarah had to leave, and Tony, Rob, Ken...everyone and anyone I haven't talked to in some time just don't like to come online when I can. Maybe my inner clock is off....or my limited online time is the culprit! One of my friends told me about this funny site called Gord. I, personally, find it hilariouse. And I think you guys will, too. The best method of going through that site is to just start with the Book of Annoyances, and read each chapter. Enjoy!

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Thursday, March 11, 2004

If you had a third eye, where would you put it?

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There is so much I want to say, but can't. I can't find the words, the right people....I don't think there are any right people to tell what I feel, if I can ever find the right words to even remotely describe anything... Anything I want to say would make them worry about me or something....I don't want that, not at all. No one needs to worry about me. I feel like something inside me is dead, I really dont know what. I am so confused, I probably don't even know what I am saying. Heh, I found out yesterday I need eye surgery of some sort. It explains alot of things, but I am still worried >_< On a gooder note (Yes, gooder, it rymes with booger) I treated myself to the first three Chobits manga. They just very very recently came into my local bookstore, and that made me very happy ^_^;;

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