Thursday, February 26, 2004

My mom is trying to convince me that I am stressed because I like it. <_< When I come home from work today, I have three sinkfuls of dishes to do, so I might not be online... ____________________________________________ Infatuation is blinding.

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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

Mia Marlene asked: If the sky is blue, the grass is green - what color is your soul ? - I think your soul color is whatever your favorrte color is...and there is no "bad, wrong" color. ^_^ Lol, Tony was right. But who is surprised? No, really, who is? ;P

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I don't know what is wrong with me. I honestly can't pinpoint anything.... I want to....not die, but fall into an eternal sleep, and let my conciousness flow with the winds to...places far away, where no one has ever been, or ever will go. I think one of the feelings that stand out on a daily basis is the feeling that I have no one to lean on, no shoulder to cry on.... Like I am going to topple over if a breeze blows by me. I really don't know what's wrong, and how to ignore it or whatever =\ I don't think me trying to stop my emotions and feelings on a certain subject/situation and stuff is helping my strange confusing moods. Maybe it's just a silly stage I am going through, as I feel so tangled inside. I am going to shut up now. <_<;;

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The bus wreck....it involed my neighbor, who is a bus driver. He wasn't injured much. There was a few kids that were hurt, and they went to the hospital, so they are ok. What happend is this one guy worked overtime in his company, then he fell asleep at the wheel, swerving into the one bus. The other busses stayed, to take the kids that were ok home. That's why my sister's bus didn't come. Yesterday, I worked from 2:30 pm to 10:30 pm. I got home at 11:15, finally went to sleep at 12. Then I woke up at 5:00, to get to work at 6:00, to leave at 2:30... *~*

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Monday, February 23, 2004

*is shakey* My mom isn't home yet....we just got a call, asking somone to come pick up my sister. The bus was in a wreck, and it never came to the elementary..... It's too much to explain, gtg *is going to cry*

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The question idea looks fun ^_^ I think it would be interesting, to see what questions shall pop up.. You can ask anything, whatever you want. Ask away ^_^ *borrows idea from Mia Marlene* Edito: Sarah asked: 1. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? -All of them ;P 2. What are the exact lyrics to Chip -n- Dales Rescue Rangers? - Some times some crimes Go slippin' through the cracks But these two gumshoes Are pickin' up the slack There's no case too big, no case too small When you need help just call Ch-ch-ch-Chip 'n Dale Rescue Rangers Ch-ch-ch-Chip 'n Dale When there's danger Oh no, it never fails Once they're involved Somehow whatever's wrong gets solved Fresh prints Not since Watson and Mr. Holmes Have two minds so fine Looked under every stone When you need some help to save the day They're never far away Ch-ch-ch-Chip 'n Dale Rescue Rangers Ch-ch-ch-Chip 'n Dale When there's danger Oh no, it never fails Once they're involved Somehow whatever's wrong gets solved Grey skies, it's trouble Bad guys see double When they're around, the chips are never down Ch-ch-ch-Chip 'n Dale Rescue Rangers Ch-ch-ch-Chip 'n Dale When there's danger Oh no, it never fails They'll take the clues And find the wheres and whys and whos Grey skies, it's trouble Bad guys see double When they're around, the chips are never down Ch-ch-ch-Chip 'n Dale Rescue Rangers Ch-ch-ch-Chip 'n Dale When there's danger Oh no, it never fails They'll take the clues And find the wheres and whys and whos Ch-ch-ch-Chip 'n Dale Rescue Rangers Ch-ch-ch-Chip 'n Dale When there's danger... They'll never let you down, never let you down... 3. What's your favorite type of soup? -Hmm...I like all kinds ^_^ Rustym asked: What exactly is "chucking" and why would a woodchuck want to do it? -Silly boy, it's a woodchuck. A woodchuck chucks wood....the job description is garenteed in its name. ;P (Chucking = tossing) I don't know why they like to toss wood, you are going to have to ask one yourself <_<

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Saturday, February 21, 2004

Boys. They stink. They are insensitive. They are jerks. They are stinky insensitive jerks. I think I hate boys. That doesn't mean I am a lesbian, though. *sigh* Stupid weenis heads.....

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I went to the doctor's or whatever yesterday. She told me she thinks that my migrains are tension headaches. She said that migrains don't occure every day, all day. She said that tension headaches are fueled by stress. Which, I guess, makes sense... I found all these silvery hairs attached to my head last night. My sister was with me, and now she calls me an old lady, stupid old lady if she is angry. -_- As I found out, I misunderstood my mom. I have to do dishes when I am off, and it doesn't matter if I have a headache or whatever. When I told her what the doctor said, she asked me what on earth would I have to stress about. When I tried to explain, she told me I am making stress on my self, that there are things I am stressing over that I should be over with by now. She says that all my stress is brought on upon myself. When she said that, I was rendered speechless....It made me so angry, that she thinks that I am making a big deal out of what happend before. Yes, my god, it is a big deal. What on earth is she telling herself that it isn't?!?!?!? My mom was angry at me this morning, because the dishes weren't done from yesterday. I am honestly starting to not care about chores. My sister woke up grouchy, and yelled at me this morning. I told her to shut up (I was in a bad mood from my mom yelling at me about dishes and whatever, and had no patience for her seemingly unreasonable grouchness) She screamed for me to do a certain something, and it was pretty offensive. She said it right in front of my mom, and she didn't say a thing....so I pinched my sister. Then my mom yelled at me. I am so stressed, I honestly feel that it would be very ok if I just fell asleep, and never woke up. In a way, it will be interesting to see how else my body is going to react to stress. Actually, I don't really care anymore, so it doesn't matter. Nothing matters. Heh, I found out yesterday that certain things aren't as they seem....it hurt, to know that I was at the more extreme of what I thought to be a mostly equalness of feelings. Now I am starting to not care about it, just trying to forget, and not ever bother. Gotta go to work. >_<

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Thursday, February 19, 2004

Strangely, after I had an arguement with my mom about 8 hours of work, then comming home to a pile of chores, my mom passed the dishes chore on to my sister. My sister yells and screams at me that she "doesn't wanna to do Aleia's stupid chores, why can't Aleia do her own stupid chores, WHY DO I HAVE TO DO HER STUPID CHORES?!?!?!?!?". Yeah... <_< >_> I don't want to have her yell that at me every time I come home.... Overtime might start to look good :P On friday, I have off, but I work on the weekend (from 10:30 am to 6:30 pm) And I have monday off :D :D *Hint hint. Poke poke* ;P I still miss everyone....=(

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Wednesday, February 18, 2004

I miss everyone =(

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