Saturday, January 31, 2004

More Quizes :D

CUTE! Your cute attitude and clothing covers your attitude perfectly. Smiles come naturally for you and Parents love you. Your colors should be bright happy colors!! You mislead people at times with your curiosity, but get out of scrapes when you need to. Whats Your Inner Attitude? (For girls) Anime Pics (many different outcomes!) brought to you by Quizilla You are one of the few out there whose wings are truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and divine, you are one blessed with a certain cosmic grace. You are unequalled in peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of Light your wings are massive and a soft white or silver. Countless feathers grace them and radiate the light within you for all the world to see. You are a defender, protector, and caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver of the wrong, chances are you are taken advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often. But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in everyone and so this mistreatment does not make you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will try to help misguided souls find themselves and peace. However not all Angelics allow themselves to be gotten the better of - the Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting for the sake of Justice and protection of those less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever change - the world needs more people like you. *~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla You feel happy, and loved. Nothing could be any better for you....you may even have a love one in your life....go you. (Please Vote) What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by Quizilla Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you, because you're a great person to have around and it's always happy about everything ^^. congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^ Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!) brought to you by Quizilla

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I heard this song on the radio, and I instantly loved it. It's called 'Love song' bye The Cure. Go listen to it. Now. Well...whenever I can finally get it up... Then listen to it. Yeah...

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Friday, January 30, 2004

A neck brace is a most uncomfortable accesory to aquire..

Yesterday, I went to go to the gym, which is about 50 minutes away (everywhere decent is far away >:O) I took the shortest route, which happens to be almost all back roads, and very curvy o_-. I was going about 25 mph, and when I went to turn right, I was quickly sliding left….I crossed the next lane….I didn’t even have time to react, to turn the wheel in the direction I was sliding. Bright white snow slammed on the windshield. I bumped my head hard on the glass sunroof, and then I woke up. The radio was blaring, and I could feel the car was tilted so far forward…fear and panic shot through my body. I knew I was out, because the snow had mostly cleared from the windshield, and I was achy. I saw that I had landed in a ditch, and I started flipping out…I was afraid I could have hit a car, with other people in it. I climbed outside (it was kinda hard to do that, the door was stuck) and then I landed in the creek (the water came up to my ankles, and it was ice numbing cold >_< ) I looked around, and there were no other cars. I sat/fell down hard in the cold wet snow, and started to cry really hard (I think I was in shock/crying out of relief/scared/confused -_- ) I was freaking out because I was afraid of the damage to the car, what my mom would say, how mad she would be at me….=\ I looked up at the road, and it was taller than me >_<. I swung my purse up, and with a lot of time and struggling, I climbed up to the road. By the time I was done, I was soaking wet, and it was getting very, very windy (I think it was supposed to be about 10, 15 degrees outside *shiver*). Because it was a back road, houses were mostly rare….and I don’t have a cell phone. My headache had started up, so I was pretty shaky as I started walking down the road, knowing I had a long, long walk. A van went by, and then backed up very quickly. He opened his door while talking into a radio, calling for the police and ambulance. He asked me if I was ok, but I was too busy shaking and crying to answer >_<. He got me to sit in the front seat with the heat full blast (I somehow knew to trust him, I usually have a huge fear of strange adult men o.o) He looked at the back end of my car sticking up in the air, and then decided to move the van, in case someone else slid on the curve. As he was talking into the radio thing, we heard a loud screech and a huge crash, and he ran outside. It turns out a car slid on the curve, and hit a tree 5 feet away from my car ( 0.0!!! ) All the snow fell off the tree, and buried his car…. When the ambulance finally came, they put a neck brace on me (I knew my neck wasn’t broken….>_< ) put me in a head strap sort of thing, strapped me to a stiff board (very, very uncomfortable >_< ) and stuck me in the ambulance. There was an old guy in there, and he was trying to stick a needle in me, for an IV….personally, I don’t think he knew what the heck he was doing. He stuck me about 13 times, twisting, pulling, jabbing (There is two bruises, each half the size of my palm =( …lol, the worst part is, he never was able to jab the needle in a “good enough” place, so all the jabbing, twisting and pricking was really for nothing >_< ) I was shivering and shaking the whole time I was in the ambulance… When I finally got to the hospital (after some embarrassing moments including removal of wet clothing >.- ) I got a CAT scan, and a neck and back X-ray. The results showed nothing was broken, and they finally took the neck brace off (w00t!!) When I finally got dressed and stuff, it was 4:00. I asked if I could leave, and they told me the only way they would let me leave is if I got someone else to come and get me (Blah, I forgot about my car!! Where is it??? 0.0 ) I called home, and no one was there….I called again 15 minutes later, and my brother answered. I told him what happened, and he said he would tell our mom when she got home. I sat in a little room from 4:00 until 7:30 at night, when my mom had finally came home from work and grocery shopping, then went right off to get me. (She came at the hospital at 7:30) I spent three and a half hours worrying and thinking…..thinking and worrying *sigh* =\ I felt so lonely throughout the whole accident... The doctor told my mom to wake me every two hours during the night. If she couldn’t wake me up, she was supposed to call the ambulance…. I guess that means people who have concussions aren’t allowed a good nights’ sleep. >_< Today, I called the not-so local police (the station is an hour away >_<) and they told me who towed the car. After getting a bit lost, we finally found the place that had it… All that was broken was a part under the driver’s side door (you can’t really see it, but you have to shut the door extra hard to get it shut) and a rock from the creek broke a small headlight. Snow was shoved into the radiator part, and that could be easily removed by hand. I am really glad about that, things could have been much, much worse.. I do have to pay for everything out of my pocket though, and it is kinda…empty >_< Ah well, I really hope I start the job soon, so I can be out of dept to my mom =( I thought it was really nice of my brother to post on my otaku...sometimes he can be really sweet, and sometimes he can be a real honest to goodness jerk. *Thinks about brother's Dr.Jykle/Mr.Hyde act* Sometimes, I love him and hate him at the same time...=\ I have too many complicated sad/troubling issues/thoughts racing through my head....it makes my headache worse ;_;

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Quizzy

You came from heaven. Your gole in life is to help others and to make the world a better place. Some call you weak, but in reality your soul is very strong. If only more people were like you... Where did you come from? brought to you by Quizilla You're not dark!!! Did you take the quiz just to discover that? I mean, you must be some kind of angel to get this result between all the darkness... Please rate ^^ What kind of dark person are you? brought to you by Quizilla You are Earth! Steady,strong, and smart. You know that the decisions that you make are good ones and stick to it.Keep it up! ::..::..Whats your anime element?..::..:: brought to you by Quizilla Your charm is...Strength! What is Your Attractive Charm? -- for girls brought to you by Quizilla THE MAIDEN OF KINDNESS What Maiden are you? brought to you by Quizilla You are Blue. Overall you're a pretty content person. At peace with yourself, you don't tend to over react. Although at times you can be quite harsh and cold towards others. What Color Best Represents Your Personality? brought to you by Quizilla I don't think I am harsh or cold o.o

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Thursday, January 29, 2004

*This is not lea2385 speaking now, this is her younger brother of 17, aka outlawstar69 on OB* Hello... I don't really know how else to say this, but lea2385 (I'm not sure if she uses her real name or not here, so I won't) was in a minor accident involving snow, a curve, and a creek. She seems ok, she called home... I figured that if you people would like to, you can leave her something supportive... I'd use my site here, but I haven't updated it since last October or so, so that woun't help much. I thought it would be nice for her to have support from her friends from here for when she is able to go on the internet again. This seemed to be the best way short of leaving an away message on her AIM name... which I didn't want to do. *If she doesn't like that I'm posting under her name, I'm sure she can delete it...* **Update: My mom called the hospital, lea's ok :), she was waiting for a ride home when she called. Thanks to all who commented on this, I'm sure she'll appreciate it. **

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Story of a little angel with broken wings

There was once a little angel who got caught in a huge storm of hate and evil. In all the violence, she was knocked unconscious. When the little angel awoke, she found she had landed on a planet, she was bruised and battered, and her wings were broken. At first, she hid in a deep dark cave, and sulked and cried about her predicament. Then, as time passed and wounds healed, she slowly crept out of the deep dark cave, to explore the outside world. The little angel was surprised to find the world wasn’t as dark as she thought, even thought there are days when the beautiful summery outside turns dark and violently stormy. She even found there were days that a dark sky with rain was sometimes good. She made friends in the outside world, and decided it was time to try to fix her broken angel wings. She sewed patches with moonbeams, and fixed scrapes and scratches with starlight. She would test try them, and sometimes in mid flight she would suddenly fall. The little angel would be discouraged for a bit, but got back up and went back to fixing her wings some more. The little angel sometimes goes through a rough patch, and feels like giving up. She feels that her wings will never be fixed again, but her friends help her feel better, and all is good. Sometimes, she looks up at the beautiful starry night sky bathed in bright moonlight, and wonders if she will ever fly again, to feel the warm breeze against her face, play hide and go seek amongst the stars… The little angel knows today that it’s not a matter of if, but a matter of when.

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Wednesday, January 28, 2004

Hmm…I noticed that lately I am known to many as Lea-lotsa-numbers. I find that quite amusing…. Did you know that if you eat the equivalent amount of poppy seeds that is on two poppy seed bagels, two hours later you would test positive in a standardized drug test? (Yes, this has been tested and deemed true.) It sounds so farfetched….and dangerous. 0.0 “Uh, boss, would you believe I don’t want to take the surprise drug test today because I ate two poppy seed bagels today for breakfast?” Yeah <_< Have you been in Teh Silly Circus? I think its one week birthday is on Friday…. W00t :P During my physical, I was weighed. Lol, I found I lost about 8 pounds (Personally, I think it’s due to all the worrying and fretting I do. Geesh…)

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Tuesday, January 27, 2004

As the angry frustration mixes with heavy pain It builds a pressure I know I cannot contain. I need to let it out, to find a release To let my raging emotions leave me in peace. As I trace designs with my pretty knife I think about my messed up life. I watch the red rise and grow As it becomes a strong flow. I grab some tissues to clean up the mess To make the river flow less As my cuts cry their tears I feel a sense of euphoric fear. I know my cuts will physically spill the secret As I tell myself to keep it.

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Thursday, January 22, 2004

*sigh* Yesterday, I wanted to go to the mall, to buy Chobits or Hellsing manga. My mom said we didn't have time.... >_< Ah, well, I got new shoes for my job... I wonder why nurses have to wear white shoes? It seems a silly rule.... I remember this one time at the highschool, in the AG. room, they hatched baby chicks in the incubator. I used to always come down during a free class to hold one. One time, I came down during an AG class. The teacher said he didn't mind if I stayed. I sat in the cubbycorner, holding a baby chick. It was so cute! If you lightly massage the back of their neck/back, they will fall asleep in your hand. *melts* I was whispering to the baby chick about how cute and sweet he was, while he fell asleep... I got so caught up in everything, I forgot I was in a classroom filled with other people, who were now all staring at me like I was insane. There was a kid who was cracking up... I was blushing like crazy. The teacher said "Ah, you think that's funny? You didn't think it was funny when I heard you baby talking the other day, when you thought no one was here. I was in my office, and heard every word" The kid abruptly stopped, and turned a deep, deep red. I want a baby chick!

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Wednesday, January 21, 2004

*Note* I fixed the song; it works now ^_^;

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