Thursday, October 30, 2003

blinded by the fog of denial, stumbled. sank to the bottom of a sea of hate with a heavy heart. ravaged and battered by a storm of anguish, drifting. washed ashore a beach of sadness dying as the shards of a shattered soul lay scattered along the coast.

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Wednesday, October 29, 2003

hot tears stream silently from sad brown eyes... self loathing eats away at the child's lonely heart... while drowning in the sharp stinging beating pool of sadness the sadness clings....it fills every crevice; you carry some wherever you go as the child knows too well. sleep is a temparary escape away from pain the brown eyes close, all is gone

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Tuesday, October 28, 2003

today, i went to a dr.appt.... finally. last tuesday, i tried to rescedual it for today, and found out it really was today. i must have looked so stupid -.- when i got there (at 11 am) they said it was at 8 am.... i could have died. X_+ i went and did grocery shopping for my mum, and started off home. i was around the high school, and concentrating on the road, when all of a sudden this booming voice screamed my name... i almost jumped out of the driver's seat (yeah, even with my seatbelt on 0.0 ) it was just a jerk from school... X_+

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Monday, October 27, 2003

so sad....

An Eye Witness Account from New York City, on a cold day in December some years ago: A little boy about 10 years old was standing before a shoe store on the roadway, barefooted, peering through the window, and shivering with cold. A lady approached the boy and said, "My little fellow, why are you looking so earnestly in that window?" "I was asking God to give me a pair of shoes," was the boy's reply. The lady took him by the hand and went into the store and asked the clerk to get half a dozen pairs of socks for the boy. She then asked if he could give her a basin of water and a towel. He quickly brought them to her. She took the little fellow to the back part of the store and, removing her gloves, knelt down, washed his little feet, and dried them with a towel. By this time the clerk had returned with the socks. Placing a pair upon the boy's feet, she purchased him a pair of shoes. She tied up the remaining pairs of socks and gave them to him. She patted him on the head and said, "No doubt, my little fellow, you feel more comfortable now?" As she turned to go, the astonished lad caught her by the hand, and looking up in her face, with tears in his eyes, answered the question with these words: "Are you God's Wife?"

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Sunday, October 26, 2003

X_+

a few days ago, i was just sitting there on the bedroom floor, just looking at some of my stuff, minding my own bussiness, la lala la la, when all of a sudden, the light went out. i knew from the snikering that somone turned it off as a dumb prank. i was kinda annoyed, and was going to (irritatedly) tell whoever it was to turn it back on, when i looked up.... i did what any other kid in my situation would do. i screamed. and while i was screaming, i watched as the freakish glowing in the dark monster was shrinking...for a second, i thought my screaming was making it shrink (i would defeat it by screaming!!) i stopped to take a breath, and i heard a gasping noise....the monster was dying!! i watched the monster on the floor....heard it sharply breath in... and it howled. with laughter. you know that stuff that looks like glue, and you put it on shirts to make a design? i have (had?) some stuff like that that glowed in the dark... and my sister put that stuff on her face..... -.- i wasnt amused then...

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You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent. "And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went inside and bled silver blood.. For her misdeed, the world knew evil." Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve (Christian) and Pandora (Greek). The Unicorn is associated with the concept of innocence, the number 3, and the element of water. Her sign is the twilight sun. As a member of Form 3, you are a curious individual. You are drawn to new things and become fascinated with ideas you've never come in contact with before. Some people may say you are too nosey, but it's only because you like getting to the bottom of things and solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to have because they are inquisitive. Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

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Wednesday, October 22, 2003

right now, its lightly drizzling, and its so cold that its lightly/misty snowing...and its sunny bright outside. it seems like a dream.... so sureal....

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somthing i learned today

peanut butter, apple, and honey sandwiches are good with wheat bread *licks lips*

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Tuesday, October 21, 2003

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http://www.fetchfido.co.uk/games/crazy_horses/crazy_horses.htm

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whats the difference between fair and correct?

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