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No, really. If I was a text smiley, I really would look like that.
When I got to work early yesterday, I had to work my way through the huge crowd in the gift shop.
Remember that kid I talked about, the one who kept trying to make me laugh?
Him: Aleia, help me! The only change I have left in here is pennies =(
Very long line of customers: Only pennies? T_T
Oy. u_u
It was very very very very busy for the rest of the day and all through the night. I was supposed to start closing up at 9pm, but I couldnt close up untill 10, and I didnt leave untill 10:45 =\
Just as I left the building, there was a huge BOOM BOOM CRACK, the sky lit up brightly, and the lights in the building went out.
As did the one or two lights outside that lead to the parking lot.
So now I am standing in complete darkness, dripping soaking wet from the sudden downpour.
=(
I am not afraid of the dark.
I am just afraid of what could be hiding in there.
<.<;;
The parking lot is a very dangerouse place at night. It is open to all (sane and insane)public, off and on the turnpike, it is very unlit, there is a very flimsey rusting gate surrounding it (Whats a gate for, if it doesn't work? Decoration? False sense of security? =\ )
And I was just a tad paranoid, making my way to my car, as I had to park way out into the grass, because of so many people working at work today.
I felt very weak and vulnerable >_<
*shiver*
When I finally got to my car, the thunder and lightning had gotten worse. (Yeah, I ran in a sort of panicked frenzy. I know, I am a wuss =\ )
The whole sky was constantly lit up, the ground was shaking like there could be a mild earthquake, and I was just "Now what?"
I knew I had to go home, because if I stayed in my car, I would soon fall dead asleep.
And the parking lot is not a safe place to fall asleep, even with doors locked u_u;;
The fog and the rain was so thick that I was mostly at a 5-10 mph crawl. =\
Haha, with my luck recently, I was afraid that I would drive right into a lightning bolt or something <.<;;
=X
I finally got home at 11:30.
Thankfully, my mom was home.
I dropped dead into bed.
I was so tired, I was bit by...something...last night, when I was asleep, and I didnt even wake up. There are these dark purple splotches that really hurt and itch, dunno what they are from.
Oh well, it really doesnt matter ^_~
*yawn*
I am only a tad worried because I am so dead tired, and I have to drive to work today, from 1pm-9 something. Hopefully 9 something.
*needs a magic caffiene shot or something*
Um, yeah.
It's hard to explain what's going on inside me. Not quite sure how to go about trying to find out, without cutting myself off from everyone I know for a long while.
*sigh* It is a deep weary feeling, something most of you could never imagine. It is a weary feeling that is wearing away at me pretty quickly, I believe.
Add that I feel like an overstretched rubber band.
My god, what the heck am I going to do with myself? I cant even handle my petty problems without getting all psycopatheticly stressed out. That is weakness, I tell you. I hate feeling this way, weak and defenseless.
w00t >:|
I am going to end my silly melodramatic complaining, and uh, go to work.
*falls into a deep sleep*
I mean, to work! >:|
EdItEd:
I think...
I am more angry at at the moment, than stressed and weary. I think I could be angry at myself, for so many valid reasons.
I, uh, need to find a safer way to let it out. I will tell you when I find one <.<;;
I stupidly made a promise.
When I think about it, it rips me inside.
People, think before you make promises.
*is pained*
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