|
And it is breaking repeatedly, cracks retracing the not yet fixed paths of shortly before.
>:O
I am so incredibly dissapointed.
I have wanted to talk to somone for such a long time, and every time I sneak online, they aren't on. So I pull a record 8, 9 hours, and they still haven't come. No, I dont expect everyone online all the time, to cater to my whims >:O
My aunt bought me a very expensive digital camera that the dealer told me was a webcam, too.
It isnt.
It does a lot of things I dont want. But at least, it is supposed to take good night pictures.
That's what he said, anyways >:|
I feel bad, because I sound like a brat. No, I havent told her any of this, and I dont want to make her go through lots of trouble to try to return it, to find that the store isnt open on Sundays. Which is what I think today is. It feels like it could be Friday still. =X
Ugh. It is 6 am now, I believe. In 6 or 7 hours, I have to be at the airport. In 4 or 5 hours, I have to repack, and possiby get yelled at for coming home without wearing a scarf, which would indicate I was running around yesterday without one (Yeah, I wasn't).
My two American aunts had to corner the uncle that was deported (I purposly dont give names. It is to protect me <.<;;) and gave him a huge speech telling him sternly not to give me speeches about my weight, about me not wearing a scarf, about how I should be more like him, or like my brother, or be a better Muslim, about how I am going to hell, because I am not a good enough Muslim (Because I dont wear a scarf. Oooh *makes a face*), about how I should lose weight (He is a huge guy! Honest to goodness! I dont know where he thinks he is coming from, as it is extremely hiporcytical. Extremely! >:O ) About how I need to be a better person in general. If I had school, he would add that I needed to study more and get better grades, but thank goodness, I am not in at the moment. No, it wouldnt matter what my grades were, whatever they were, they could be much much better. They could be more like my brother's, for instance. But of course I cant help it, because boys are so much more smarter than girls. >:|
Of course, he will repeat the losing weight bit repetively, end the critisism overview with that point, and finally, after he has run out of energy, enthusiasm and will, he will offer me some kind of junk food. He does the cycle at every oppertunity, and it really ticks me off every time.
I woke up yesterday at 11 am, and I have yet to sleep. When and if I finally do, it will be technically tommorow.
Will that make it three or four days?
*Rwars at time differences and her anxiousness*
*Rwars at herself*
>:|
Meh. I really am excited about my trip, I really am. I am really grateful for the once in a lifetime chance to go, and I know I sound like a complete and utter brat when I say it, but I wish things for once could go my way. Even just a little. For some reason, I keep expecting something to delay me from going completely.
Say, like getting run over by a car in Manhatten, for instance. >:|
It makes me very glad I didnt drive here. We walked a total of about 25-30 blocks. I dont hurt from it (Ok, ok, not that much) but I feel weary mentally. I need coffee or something T_T
Aye, I guess when I come back, I can get a webcam seperate. =\
I had forgotten the ways of the city, but I soon caught on. It starled me, to see the sky looking the way it does. I am very suprised there arent masses of people gasping in the streets, from the way it looks so...smoggy.
o.-
Of all the days I have been here, I have yet to see one single roach. Nononononononono, not that I am looking for them, I am pretty freaked out by them. When I came, I tensed up everytime I turned a corner, lifted a something, expecting some silly little roach to come racing out, to scare me half to death.
Actually, all the no shows so far are making me a tad suspiciouse. I know for a fact they didnt extinct.
*shivers*
I bought pocky for the two little girl cousins that originally came from Japan. Of course, their dad is my dad's brother, and was born and raised in Port Sayed, but he moved to Japan for a long long time, right after the first girl was born. I believe the oldest girl is 10, same age as my youngest sister. The second was born in Japan, and both, I am told, are obsessed with anything anime and or having to do with Japan.
They will like my gift of pocky. =D
But the Egyptian heat will melt it all together >:|
My black fleece pants rock.
Just a random fact.
I had a nice long talk with Ginny in the wee hours of the morning(Maladjusted). Honest to goodness, she is a really neat person. Go to her O. I am too something right now to remember how to make it a link, so I command you to go to my buddy list, search, click and go.
Go I say! Good things will happen if you do.
And I will send postcards and things, I promise.
Yes, and things! Unless you dont want things, than say so in the comments box.
I am ten visits away from 2,000, apparently. I bet this will happen while I am gone. Tsk. Oh well, lol, visits never mattered to me.
That is just a very large number, 2,000
o.o;;;
|
