Some time ago, I asked my mom to help me get my loan, for college. All she had to do was ask the school to get things started for me, so all I had to do was sign papers when I got home. I asked her to pick a loan plan she thought best.
Very recently, she tells me she isnt going to help me, that it is all my responsability.
How am I supposed to call the college, when it is 200 pounds per 5 minutes to the US? I can't do it.
On these computers, I tried using my email, and the characters suddenly dont want to be English anymore. They can be Arabic, Chinese, Korean, but not English.
Its hard now to write comments in anyone's O's. I cant log into AIM, because the password comes up in Arabic. I am shocked that it is writing English for here. :o
I have no idea what I am going to do now. I guess I have to start looking for another job when I get home, and I have to go to school in the winter. But I most for certain cant stay home. Any and all good-sense suggestions are welcome.
Please.
Heh. I guess I knew I couldnt depend on her. I never could. Nothing changed.
I was talking to my one cousine the other night. He asked me where my boy cousine from the US was, because he wasnt in the house. I said he was off running around somewhere, and I looked at the clock. It was past 12 am. I said I will never understand why it is ok for him, a 14 year old boy, to be running around in the middle of the night, but if I was to step outside, by myself, for any reason, it is automaticly assumed I was drinking and sleeping around. He looked out the window, and said that girls are not lucky here.
I know.
I will visit here again, but I cant ever live here. I guess I find it hard to make myself lower, second class. Or third. I dunno.
My uncles took a lot of my cousines and aunts to this wee little theme park. It was nice, becuase I was with my cousines and such, you know? Most of them wanted to go into this lame-ish looking haunted house thing. I went, because I was bored out of my mind. It was to be expected, lots of flashing lights, taped creaks and shrieks blaring from bad speakers. We ended up in a room with a dark light, and this head fell from the ceiling, on a string. Everyone was screaming. I was more like yelling, because this huge plastic spider bungeed into my hair and got caught and tangled. After a minute, I finally untangled it, and it flew back into the ceiling (My youngest cousine was wrapped tightly around my arm with a deathgrip, which made untangling the spider a challenge =P)
Right next to where I was standing, there seemed to be an obviouse curtained entrance of sorts. I kinda knew what was going to happen. Soon enough, this guy with a mask screamed and jumped out.
On impulse, I screamed and jumped out at him. He fell back into the curtain, tangling himself in it and dragging the curtain down with him. The curtain swallowed him up like it was a hungry black ominouse monster, and he was laying on the ground, struggling out of it. I snuck out the exit, leaving everyone roaring with laughter.
=X
I didnt mean for it to turn out tha way. lol, I dont know what I was expecting.
I, erm, also dont quite know why I did it.
But, ah, I have to admit, it was pretty funny.
*smothers a giggle*
Good times, good times.
Oy, when I finally go to Alexandria, there will be postcards for all. Though, they will mostly likely come after I am done with Egypt, as it takes mail 14-15 days to get to the US. =O
My uncle made a comment about me with my headphones and my "shaytan music". (Shaytan means the devil in Arabic)
When he said that, it was in all seriousness. But I completely ruined the rest of his speech with my sudden laughing. I couldnt help myself. The lunacy of it all just hit me so suddenly. I thought I was going to get into deep trouble for laughing. Of course, he couldnt find the humor that I found in it, so he started yelling at me.
I still couldnt stop laughing XD
I wonder how he knows what my music sounds like? I only listen to my music before I go to sleep...
0.o
Too much to say, but not quite sure how to say it.
It is getting "late".
I better go, before I taint the family name forever with my sinful ways. =X
I mean, um, yeah.
^_~
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