It is ok to talk to me. I wont drag you down into deep depression with me, or bore you to tears with my teen angst.
I am more or less my 'normal' self.
For now >:D
Hmm. I really am sorry to the people I talked to in that state of mind.
I apologize to Michael and Ken and...anyone else I talked to and let loose that side. I am sorry if I dont remember =\
Anyways...
I am puting the talk mentioned before off for now. I think I need to do it, but...not right now.
The Sarah in NJ couldn't come today =(
But I will be seeing her tomorow =)
And I might see the other Sarah, the one from Florida, in NY this week! =)
Maybe. Nothing is concrete.
An old friend from the private school days IM'ed me out of the blue last night. She lives like 15 mintues driving distance from where I am staying in NJ.
She might be disappointed that I dont dress like she thinks I do. She wants to meet up at the small but nearby mall.
And I might be going to school in about two weeks. If I go in October, it starts October 3, which is the move-in day. If I cant, then I start January 3.
I have too much to be excited about. Somehow, I (temporarily?) fixed something with tons of sleep and the songs Fear of Dying and Vivica did...something.
*shrugs*
I am extremely fascinated by Mark Ryden's paintings. Some are kind of morbid, and I am strangly attracted to them. *half smiles*
Tis 3:30 am, and I better get to sleep, for I am driving back to Jersey City today.
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