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I apologize to Tony a million trillion times. I'm really really really sorry. I really hope he gets my message, because...yeah. =\
My uncle gave me a huge dissertation about what I should do about my future. He is pushing me to do 'more' with what I want to major in. He explained that childcare is something anyone can do, and why do I want to lower myself to such a common job like that, when I can be a doctor or a nurse, something that earns a lot of money?
He wants me to at least try most programs that a college would offer, to see if I wouldn't like anything 'better'.
I tried explaining my point, but there is none to be had. All the work, money and effort I put into my school is wasted. I am not going.
He wants me to take classes at NYU. I really really hope he lets me major in what I want to, which is still Child Management.
I argued my point about my major enough that he got sick of talking to me. I will see what happends later, I guess.
Went to bed at 2, woke up at 7am. Rushed around, got ready to go to PA for the funeral. I wanted to meet up with Sarah (anatema) first before I went, and we decided to meet up at the Metropolitan Museum of Art.
Dropped off my aunt in NY, made my way there. Spent half an hour in vain looking for a parking spot.
Had to park in the museum parking lot (In the end, it was a $25 charge ~_~ )
Sarah, her sister, and her cousine (Leela) finally came. It was really fun hanging out with them, but I was really out of it. I dont think it started off that great when Sarah found me sitting on the bench, practically asleep (Didnt get much sleep, and had to take Benadryle T_T ) and had to tell me who she was. In all honesty, I dont think I would have recognized myself if I had a mirror X_+
Yeah, I can really dork it up, no?
I didnt act myself at all. I was really distracted, worried about...stuff. Very quiet, and when I did open my mouth, I think most of the time I said stupid things. I think I made a really bad first time meeting IRL impression =\
When I left the Met at 3pm, I found myself good and lost for three solid hours in NYC. Mapquest somehow has it so there is like 5 different 5th avenues to choose from, labeled by numbers I dont understand, of course, and I had obviously chosen the wrong one.
Finally found my way by accident.
Arrived very very late.
I have to call the people I need to call tomorow, as the last thing I need to top off this day is by rudely waking people up to tell them I made it.
It hurts to remember today. I think it will, for a while T_T
Tomorow, wake up at 6, drive 45 minutes to buy pantyhose, drive back 45 minutes. Get ready, go to viewing, funeral at 11. Whenever it is finished, right away I have to start driving back to NJ, as I dont want to put out David's parents any more than I already do(I am staying in his sister's room. All the kids are away at school, so I am the only kid here.) When I apologize for putting them out, they insist that I am not, and they are glad to have me here.
Heh.
I am going to go, as I feel like I am burning up, and dont feel well at all. |
