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Bleh. I have been worrying about people, situations, stuff in general, and...I dunno. I think some of what I am being all stupid about is for naught.
Then I get angry at myself, for revealing how dumb I really am, letting on I was worried about somone who was a tad depressed, writes stuff, deletes it, and then goes into gaming for a few days. ~_~
I mean, I am stupid that way, because I was worrying about somone who is fine. I havent asked them yet, but it is always the same answer, everytime.
I mean, I am worried about other people and things, but this is just an example.
Sometimes, I could just kick myself. But I am entirely too tired, so instead, I berate myself mentally.
Yes, I know, just by me saying that, I just showed, again, how stupid I can be. >:|
I am in this odd way today because I think I have been sick from worrying and being hurled down a road 60- 80 miles an hour for 5-6 hours at a time, for two days straight.
And....last night, I was reading through my old stuff. Old convos, mostly.
In some particular ones, I came off as a whiney little brat. In some of them, I used 'lol' a lot, to cover how hurt and heartbroken I was. But it made me sound so incredibly stupid, instead. ~_~
So, yeah. Methinks it is safer for me to be offline for a long while.
Safer for everyone else, that is. <.<;;;
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