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Things are going so wrong.
I finally pushed the boulder off the mountain last night.
With the way it is rolling, I think it is going to squish me.
There are people raging angry at me/feeling betrayed by me, when they shouldnt. At least, I dont believe they should be.
I am only doing what I think is right.
Because no one else will.
So how come this terrifying nauseating feeling of impending doom wont go away?
I really wonder if what I did/am doing is the right thing? I really could be effing everything up beyond all repair.
I am not quite sure what I am so afraid of.
Edit:
Last night, I got screenames confused, and the person in mind played along with my confusion.
Last night felt like the freaking twilight zone.
Heh, but it is soloved now. (With the help of Azure.)
I dont know.
I want to hole up under my blanket with my cd player, but I have to go to the silly wedding party.
My skirt looks like the ruby red slippers, so it wont be that easy to hide somewhere in a huge roomfull of girls. (Yes, the skirt is kinda sexy <.<;; )
And then there is the other stuff. There was more that I found out, and it weighs heavily on me.
*sigh*
I dunno what to do.
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