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Sunday, October 24, 2004

Yesterday, today, tomorow.


*Hugs Erin tightly*




Tomorow, you will see why Shin rocks my socks as well ^_~

*thanks him muchly*


I...hmm.



From when I was 12 untill 18 and a half or so, stuff has been happening. I was abused by somone in the family, but not to the point where there is solid physical evidence.


I always lied to myself about what was happening, so the time between 12-18 1/2, I was a pretty angry/angsty/depressed girl.


Lying to myself seemed a survival tactic. Gone wrong, of course. That is why I am a firm believer in knowing the truth, even if it hurts/causes damage.


I fully realized how wrong it was, when a close relative confided to me that the same was happening to them.


The problem was always bigger than myself, but it was then that I fully realized it. *sighs*



And...I was just informed that my internet time is going to be, uh, cut drasticly short.


0_o;;


So a lot less of Aleia for everyone. So sad. XD



Anyways, before I have to leave soon...


I have to make a decision that will either involve authorities, or will keep things as they are. No one is currently being hurt, no one has, ever since I activly made a point to not be around the person that harms. My relatives have taken the same route. But as of late, they have threatened to not give my mom what she really needs (signing over land for a new house) if my relatives dont stop avoiding him.


The choice seems obviouse.


Except I am widely known for blowing things way out of proportion. As some of you unfortunatly know. u.u;;


Kinda like bringing in a backhoe to dig a hole for a wee bity pansy flower. 0_o;;


I dont know if I am making a big deal out of nothing. I mean, there are times that I doubt myself, that anything really happend.


*shrugs*


I could be going by old fears, as my relative is. They are very genuine, but is anything bad going to happen anymore? I shouldnt have to waite for that, I know. But say I bring authorities into this, investigation ensues, he knows somone has told, and most likely me. Remember, there isnt any solid physical evidence. There is a huge chance they find nothing, and leave.


He, of course, is going to be angry that he was accused of such a thing! As other people are going to be, I assure you.




Then what?
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