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Oy. Put in applications last night, at the Elizibeth Mall. (EB Games, Bath and Body, and the Rexplex)
*crosses fingers*
Came home, and my 15 year old cousine was in one of his jerk moods. So after a while, I left. Just went for a drive, listened to good music, and danced.
Dancing is like magic. I love dancing, but only if there isnt anyone else around. ^_~
Hmm. Dancing for me isnt always dancing in the sense of the word. Just kinda moving a bit, not quite moving my whole body.
...I wonder who else moves around to the heavier genre of music? <.<;;
*grins*
I am more or less my more recent old self. =D
Woke up and got booted out of the house after the kids left for school, as the house is being repainted inside, and my uncle didnt want me in the house while his workers were in there, as he wouldnt be. Methinks he might not trust them very well. Which is scary, since they have keys/access to the basement and such <.<;;;
=X
*cough*
Anyways...
I wandered around a bit, when I saw a sign pointing towards the Waterfront. I immediatly knew I needed to be by the ocean.
The ocean is a weird thing for me. I am scared to be in it, as I had some expiriences/dreams that mean that no matter how good a swimmer I could ever be in my life (no, I still cant swim as of yet X_+;; ), I will never swim in the ocean. Oh, I will go to the beach, go in the shallows of the water, but never full out-far away, like how most people seem to go.
The beach when it is dark....I wont even touch the water. I get this weird feeling, like I am going to be sucked into a black infinity or something...I dunno. Brings out feelings of paralizing hopelessness. Not depressing hopelessness, but the kind you would feel if you were plopped smack in the middle of nowhere.
Like in the middle of the ocean, with endless water from horizon to horizon.
;;;
Hard to explain. Unless you comprehend what I was trying to say, but yeah. I learned all this about myself when I went to Egypt, as Port Said (Sah-eed)is a port, obviously, and with this port came a million miles of beach and ocean.
I get shivers when I think about how people were comfortably swimming in the pitch blackness of the night (even though there were lights on the beach, it didnt make a difference for the water).
Eeehhh....
Like obliviously waltzing calmly right into a raging fire.
Or a pit of ravaging aminals. <.<;;
...Where was I?
Oh yes, the ocean. Even though I feel all this about it, I am compelled/in love with it.
I am one giant paradox >:D
I couldnt find parking under $20.00 (Waaah o.o;; ), and it started to rain very heavily. No ocean for me today =(
But there is this weekend! *does a dance* =D
I oddly feel happy about nothing, for no reason at all.
And that makes me happy. =)
Did you know:
The most sensative parts of the body are the mouth and fingertips.
Ooh la la ^_~
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