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Saturday, December 11, 2004


You're gone even when you're here.

I got a letter from Hudson telling me thank you for enrolling in the Spring semester.


Spring? What? That isnt what I was told...


If I cant get it changed, I have lotsa 'splaining to do to my uncle. *sighs*



Sometimes, I randomly wonder about Gerry, wondering how he is doing now. I still have his e-mail that he sent me a little over a year ago. Heh.


I swear, I hope that never ever happends again. *shakes head*



Most of the time, especially of late, I feel that I am dirty, tainted, disgusting. I have taken so many showers to wash this ugly feeling away, and I cant. I scrub so hard, and it just wont go away *cries*

I feel covered in it, but I know it origins from inside somewhere. I dont know how, especially now, how to deal with this. I hate this, I really do. I hate feeling so dirty, so disgusting, so ugly inside. It's not my fault, but I need to pull myself together. *curls up and cries*


*scolds herself*


*cough* ON TO HAPPIER THINGS!


I was finally able to mail my other package today! *smiles*

Aleia: *hands package through window*

Postal worker: *picks up package, then promptly drops it*

Aleia: ;;;

Postal worker: Goodness! *picks it up*

Postal worker: *drops it again*

Aleia: *wonders if it will make it out of the post office, let alone get to where it needs to..*


*laughs* Oh well. Whatever happends happends.


I am in desperate need of a destresser. Or something. Maybe a giant tranquilizer! =D

Kidding, kidding.

Or not. <.<;;


Did you know:

A pigeon's feathers are heavier than it's bones.

The average person spends 2 weeks over their lifetime waiting for a traffic light to change.

Unless you are Charlie's brother, who rather startled me with his philosophy of "No cop, no stop."

Aleia: =O

Or if you live where I live, with intersections composed of 5 or more different roads, than it might be more than a silly two weeks. ^_~







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