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I dont know how to say this without sounding so cliche.....
But my heart is shattered.
After all the stuff that happend yesterday, I went to my room and cried in my pillow. I felt like I had jelly legs....and I was shaking uncontroleablely ( o.o scary!)
After half an hour, I realized I had chores to finish, and I would get in trouble if I didnt get them done....so, I fed the rabbits, made supper (How could I eat after something like that???), then went to bed at 6:00. My mom didnt even come home yet, and I was in bed....
I think she was mad at me for getting over 12 hours of sleep.
Or maybe because my grandma came last night with a cake, and I wasn't awake to say hi or whatever.
I woke up, and I feel numb about everything. It's great! It was so much more better than how I was feeling last night....and right now.....
In a sick twisted way, I am so incredibly amazed how much somone can hurt somone else so devestatingly deep without one touch, not one look, and from so far away....
And this whole situation is one very good reason why I wish I wasn't so freaking emotional.....or trusting....or nieve.
Take your pick, they are all character flaws >_<
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