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I am a complete idiot.
And that statement might not come as any suprise to some of you. It isnt a suprise to me. =) And do you know why? Besides the fact I kinda live with myself and have a memory better than a goldfishs', I seem to be subconciously trying to prove how much of an idoit I can really be to myself and the people I live with.
I am just about 100% sure my uncle has me pegged as an incompetent lazy ass, judging from the yelling that occured when he thought I was asleep. Not that what he thinks matters, but how he acts kinda does. As actions are louder than words. But whatever.
So yeah. After getting home at 11:30 at night, after 4 hours of babysitting not the usual 5, but 7 insane uncontrolable pyromaniacs, and prior, a whole extremly stressful day which included the eldest cousine's attempt to run away, lots of screaming, and people threatening other people with sharp kitchen utensiles. All in a nutshell.
So yes. My tired mind confused the street cleaning days, and I promplty moved my car on the wrong side of the street.
Another ticket, you say? IT'S EXACTLY WHAT WOULD MAKE EVERYTHING PERFECT IN THIS POINT OF THE TIMELINE!!!111!!11 =O !!X_+!1!!!1
So all of my babysitting money, and some saved proir, are now gone. And it's still not enough. And I am still in debt. To NJ state and oh waite! For my freaking doctor bills still from PA, gathering interest as I speak. =)
I made myself walk a total of 30-ish blocks outside in the painful biting cold, as punishment for being so stupid.
Long story short. Posting all this in my O is a really stupid act in itself.
I am always happy and grateful about how lucky I really am, that things could be a whole lot worse than they are. There are millions and trillions incredibly much worse off than how I am now.
Yeah. As I am thinking about how lucky I am that things arent worse, they go that way.
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