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Saturday, February 5, 2005


Emotions gushing full force, in every which way



Last night, Bio. The vanbus driver....oh my goodness. He....How...Where on earth did he get his driver's license?!?!?! Rides the brake in heavy traffic, abruptly cuts off cars, 5 near wrecks and half a dozen close calls, and that's all when we're still on the same block. 45 minutes of constant riding the breaks, STOPGOSTOPGOSTOPGOSTOPGO.


Honest to goodness, I was so nautouse and dizzy from his constant stopgostopgo, I felt like I was going to be violently sick by the time we finally reached our building. X_+;;; *shuts eyes and hugs herself tightly*


I wasnt the only one either. u.u;;;


Yar. Bio class. Turns out one of the homeworks I did was extra credit, so that made me happy. =D


Took the bus, which took me part ways home. Had to walk the rest of the ways, but I dont know how long I can afford taking a bus part ways. =\


*cough* It's only a dollar-ten, but...a dollar is a lot for me. =X



On the phone last night, I was talking to somone who was viewing my O (How's that for timing? 0.o;;; )


They read off to me a comment, the way they read it to me, their tone of voice making it sound elitist and obnoxiouse. And when I sounded kinda hurt and confused about it, they went to explain that it was probably intended in a condescending sort of way, as they've thought for quite a while the person who wrote the comment thinks of me as a shallow ditz.(They used to talk to the person who left the comment)


I was really confused and hurt. Shortly afterwards, we said goodbye and whatever, and hung up. I was going to go to sleep, but changed my mind, and called the person who made the comment.


It was a misunderstanding. The comment was never intended that way, not one bit. And I felt really foolish, to jump the gun like that. And bad. I felt incredibly horrible about that. Yes.


And now, I am finally able to go online, and I feel more of an idoit than I did last night. I've read it, and re-read it, and I cant see how it could be taken in a negative way, the way my other friend took it.


I....I dont quite understand why they would tell me these kinds of things. And now that I think about it...I believe last night really wasnt the first time that's happend with them. Apparently, there's two people I know that she doesn't care for at all, one of them whome I've known for quite a while and care for greatly, and that person dont want me to associate with either of them anymore.


I know that for a fact because they've told me that in their own words many times before.


I'm hurt that they would do that, what they did last night. And prior, as well. =\


I dont really know what to do. I am too confused inside about a lot of things to deal with that right now, and all this other stuff that suddenly happend this morning. *shakes head, sighs and grins*


Aye! I took some picatoors today, and if I can find the cable connector for the camera, I might be able to post one up later tonight. =O


The stuff inside my head is whirling around too fast in a dizzy mess, so I'm gonna stop here.


Besides, I think you guys have had your dose of cryptic for today. ^_~


I'm gonna go find somone who will hug me. I think I am in great need of some huggling.


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Did you know:


The only continent without reptiles or snakes is Antartica.

....That was a duh fact right there. Right there!!! *points up*


A "jiffy" is 1/100 of a second.


And there you have it. ^_~





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