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Point of interest:
http://everquest2.station.sony.com/pizza/
Copy/past please =)
Today is the last day I am 19.
....And I bet you are wondering why this is such a big deal for me.
That's kinda funny, because I have been, too.
I think it is, because so much has happend in the past year alone. Fast paced, up down, swinging around. It was in July '03 that things started changing, when I started to really become Aleia. Before then, I believe I was just...there. Barely existing, complaining and angsting. *laughs*
I lied to myself so much, most of my life, refused to see what was happening and let things and stuff happen because it was the seemingly smoother road, the better way. I learned that from the adults around me, so one of my first lessons learned early on was that adults dont know everything, aren't always right. Adults are just older kids.
*sighs*
Yeah. I changed a lot in the past two years.
*grins*
And I wouldnt have it any other way. ^_~
Everything that happends happends for a reason. No matter how bad, no matter how good, it is all meant to push you towards what you were meant for. The people you meet along the way, the ones that matter, they change you, even in the smallest way.
Everyone is meant for something, everyone has a purpose in life. Things are kinda like an intricate watch, you know? The watch can't run properly with even the smallest wheel, the tiniest peice missing. It takes the small stuff to get the bigger stuff running.
I believe you can learn something from just about anyone, from all walks of life, whether they be young or old. Age is almost always relative.
For the past few months, I've been thinking about how I learned something so huge to me. It came from an off hand-ish comment, from a friend's mom who lets her husband abuse her in all ways possible. We were in the living room, eating chips and dip and watching her mom play Spiro on the Playstation, when she was was talking about a comment her husband randomly made to her. Something along the directness of "You're fat. You need to lose weight", and her husband isnt thin himself, not at all.
To that, my friend's mom was saying about how if somone doesnt like you fat, they most certainly wont like you thin.
For the weirdest reason, that comment kinda stunned me. I guess I never thought of it that way before. I know, it seems a very simple concept, but...I dont know. *shrugs*
I can go so much more into the matter of learning anything from anyone, but....*grins*
I'll spare you (and myself) for now. ^_~
Hmm. Today, had English class, where the teacher made us read a story in our text book about September 11. When she had people answering the questions out loud, I kinda zoned out, untill I subconciously realized that there was a heated debate going on. I wasnt really thinking (What did you expect, I was still kinda...not there <.<;;) and added a bit to the debate. Shortly along the line, I felt my eyes burning with tears and I had to force myself to cut emotions off or else I would cry in class. *wrinkles nose*
I dont like doing that, crying in front of a group of people. It isnt about pride, and there isnt anything wrong with crying. I just dont like that kind of attention, I really dont.
Anyways...
There is some kind of...thing in one of the college buildings about body language, and I wanna go.
But I have to find the building first. <.<
After that, I hope to use the internet a bit, talk to some of you guys, finish up computer class projects that need to be handed in. (Early tomorow =X!)
And that's how my last day of being a teenager will hopefully end. =)
Unless I have babysitting. Then that might kinda suck a bit.
...But then the last major thing done will be earning money. So maybe not so sucky!
Ok, I'm gonna stop that now. <.<
Did you know:
The average koala sleeps 22 hours each day. (I accidently typed 222 hours, and...we all know how that wouldnt make sense. It's been that kind of day, peoples. =P )
And I am happy for no reason. *grins*
*huggles you*
And there you have it. ^_~
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