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My aunt wanted to buy me jeans/pants today. She kept telling me that where I am going to end up going, everyone's going to laugh at me for wearing black pants. *laughs*
I fully agree. I own three pairs of pants I can wear outside (the rest are pajamas), and the two really really suck.
So I didnt object much when we started looking for clothes. I mean, I'd really rather wait till I lost more weight, to look for new clothes. I can survive on the ones I have now. It's not like I ever had a lot of clothes...ever, so it's not that big a deal, you know?
Heh. Trying on so many clothes that didnt fit really...makes you feel not all that good about yourself. It made me see how much progress..isnt happening? I'm sure that if you dont understand that, if you sit back and use your imagination and empathy for a short bit, that oughta do it.
And if that doesnt work, then you suck. Yeah, you suck the bottom of my shoe. Just like AOL.
*cough*
Heh. After that harrowing expirience, I havent been/feel myself. I feel really really off. *shrugs*
Watched a movie. Actually, that kinda added fuel to the fire.
So now along with feeling off and not myself, I felt anxiouse and self doubt, sprinkled with some confusion. =P
Aye. *shakes head*
Babysat. When I was babysitting, the three boys that usually come over there to play with the wrestling game came over. No big deal, except the one boy kept tossing little stuff at my face ("OMG! MY AIM IS SO TERRIBLE! MY BAD! XD") and wouldnt stop picking on me. *roles eyes*
Somehow, my uncle heard about there being boys there, alone with me and the little kids when I babysit. He was kinda angry, and told me to tell the little kids's mom that I refuse to babysit, if the boys walk in the house when I am there alone.
Alone? The three boys are 11, 15, and the one is 15/16. What on earth am I going to do with them? In a house packed full of little kids, no less? They come for the wrestling game, most certainly not for me. 0.o
But I went along and agreed with him. Of course I'm not going to say anything to their mom; the boys dont bother me. I actually like it when they come, because then the two oldest girls I babysit stop trying to wrestle/tackle me, and start up on them instead. *wipes sweatdrop* Loving of violence, they are. I think the 6 year old cousin said something to her dad, as she was there the whole time I babysat.
*shrugs* Whatever. I dunno. I dont care.
Right now, the house is packed with people talking/yelling/playing, and interacting with anyone and everyone is becoming physically/mentally sickening for me. I cant do it anymore, not tonight.
Aunts and Uncle: Aleia, eat! You need to eat, you didnt eat all day! Your not going to lose weight by starving yourself, you know! <-- (Most overused phrase ever used towards Aleia by relatives. Or anyone else, for that matter.)
Aleia: I dont wanna, my belly hurts and why do you guys always observe my eating and everything else habits? -.-;;
My heart physically hurts too much, and I dont know why. =\
I just wanna take a long bath and go to sleep early. I prolly wont me on AIM tomorow, so yeah.
/complain
Ah hah. ^_~
Maybe Monday. Maybe maybe. *nods*
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