Hmm....I remember that during my sick cycle, I lost a total of 30 lbs. But they were just out visiting, as they eventually came back...
I think I have been really depressed lately, remembering, because all the emotions are still really recent for me. I was mourning the not-so-long-ago me. I mean, I think I am more evolved from the past Aleia that I talked about.
I only wish that I had a time machine or something, and I could tell her things no one else would. Maybe it could have made things better....
Or not.
That isn't something I am going to worry over, because things in the past can't be changed. You (or me, or anyone) can only change today and tommorow, and that, my friends, is power that you do have. |