Bah! I don't know what's wrong with me lately....
I have so many things to think and worry about...it's all rushing in a dizzy tornadoe around the inside of my head, like shoes in a dryer. My emotions concerning everything I am worrying about are making my heart feel so heavy...everything is just so random. On the morning of the wreck, I felt like I was one of the happiest people on this planet. I mean, I had to be, with everything I was feeling (Just ask Mia Marlene, lol, I talked to her that morning, before I left.) And then after the wreck, I started to think about things more, plus other things that happend afterwards that weigh very heavily on my mind. I feel like I have this huge....weight or something, and it sits right on top of my head, where I had hit it.
I am so overwhelmed....
I feel I want to cry, for no reason at all.
Sometimes, I wonder how much I can last under all this stress. I feel so alone....
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