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I feel like I do so much for everyone, and I don't really get anything back.
Like today, for example. Today is a very good example.
My mom told my brother to scrape off the thick layer of icey slush off of all three cars, before all three cars became encased in giant ice blocks, never to be moved untill the real spring. He stayed stuck to the computer, mummbling. As the hours passed, nothing happend to the cars.
I knew he wasn't going to do it, and I know I have to go places eventually, and my mom has to go to work, so, I went and did it. I did his car, while I was at it. Then, I went and fed and watered the rabbits, which is so incredibly hard, slipping, sliding and finally falling into slush pools, and with ice cutting into my poor legs =(
All this took a long, long time. When I finally came inside, I was freezing cold, and incredibly soaking wet. My mom told my brother to start supper...
Lol, do you think he did? Huh? HUH????
If you guessed yes, then you have been skipping over my rant, silly you. :D
So, Aleia made supper, than washed dishes.
-_-
I dunno, I just feel that I do other people's chores for them. I do it because I know that if they don't, nothing will get done, and everyone else will pay for it. >_<
Very recently, I watched a report thing about an 11 grade kid who viciously murdered a little 8 year old girl. I read in the local newspaper about an 18 year old senior who raped a 13 year old girl. On the news, I saw about the 11 year old girl in Florida who was murdered by that sick sick guy...
Why is humanity so ugly? It is events like this that make me feel so unsafe, and I know they are extremely common, sadly. I mean, you aren't even safe in your own house, and I sadly know that too =(
It makes me ashamed to say I am part of the human race, when they do so many things that are...evil.
I mean, doesn't this kind of stuff terrify you?
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