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I wonder if it is the weather that is making people sad and grumpy...
Or maybe it's the gravitational pull, the way the Earth is postitioned, less sun exposure...
Just a thought.
Ever hear of Habitat for Humanity? My family applied to that, and soon we will know if we will be able to do that. One of the big big things about it is that in our family's case, me, my mom, and my brother have to put about 150 hours of work (divided equally, that is.), almost all of which will take place in the summer.
The only thing that is bothering me is that if I get accepted by my college, she wants me to not go, so I can help around here, at home.
Would it be so greedy and selfish to say that I want to go to college, that she can get somone else to help, find a relative to take my place? Yeah, there aren't that many relatives that are friendly enough to want to help, but...this seems a once in a lifetime chance thing for me. She tells me that college is alot harder than I think it is, and I know that. I said I am not expecting it to be a party every night, I want to work to get where I want to go, even if I have to work hard.
My brother got this huge envelope from his college, telling him he got in. I am so incredibly worried sick I won't get in....=\
It would be like a window slammed shut. I honestly don't want to think about what would happen if I don't get accepted...
*unties knots from tummy*
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