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Yesterday....
How do I even start about yesterday?
And just as I wrote that, I thought the beginning, which is a very good place to start...
And didn't that come from Mary Poppins or something?
<_<
Anyways...
When I got to the nursing home, I found there were two other people I knew there. As it turns out, they are going to take the class, same as me. One girl was from my highschool class. Erm....we aren't all that great of friends (She was one of the people angry at me when on the senior trip, I kinda walked in on my roomate and her boyfriend doing stuff....I was so shocked, I just kinda sat outside, in the outside hallway, and I might have opened my freaking big mouth to one or two people, who told everyone else, who told everyone at school. She felt it gave her the image of being a whore or something <_< )
So...
The other girl dropped out of my brother's class, and we never really talked because she does alot of things I dont care for (drinking alchohol, stuffs like that)
Anyways...
From 8:30 to about 12:00, everything was about saftey. Saftey, saftey, saftey. And laws. Laws about abuse. I feel a bit scared, thinking about it. You get arrested for abuse. I know I wont hurt anyone, but telling somone to shut up is considered abuse, so, yeah.... =\
Right before lunch, they mentioned about what to do if a resident tries to pull hair, spit, bite, scratch, grab your breasts, grab your butt, ect. You are supposed to take their wrist gently and firmly and pull it away from you, telling them that behavior is unacceptable. My first reaction is "Oh my god, I have to deal with that here?"
I tried to stop stupid emotions from forcing themselves out of me, so I bit the inside of my mouth. Very soon, I could taste alot of blood in my mouth, and I started to cry a puddle in the carpet. No one noticed, untill I didn't say anything, as I seemed to be the only one to ask good questions. I really really wished I didn't react that way, I think I am going to be calling myself an idiot for a while now =\
Of course, somehow, the supervisor somehow strangly guessed the basics of the situation. The only good thing about my timing is that more than half of the class (there was 10 people in the room) were out on a smoking break, and didn't see me....
After that, I got an intense migrain that felt like somone shot my temples, and hit me over the head with a cold steele hammer...and I had to stay untill 4:30 still.
The rest of the day is a huge muddled jumbled blur. It hurt to take in or retain any information, which is what I was trying vainly to do. Now, I am not all sure what I signed my name to =\
Heh. I found out yesterday that the bank I applied to twice called the girl that was from highschool...they wanted to interview her for the position I had applied to. They told her that they have been looking for someone since summer....
I then realized that they didn't hire me because of the way I look. The girl from highschool is pretty and thin, and I guess they don't want people like me working there. Maybe it would make them look bad or something.... =\
I dunno, it's just a tad depressing, finding out that many others agree that being fat and ugly gets you nowhere, and demontrate that fact, too.
If I have time, I shall edit this later.
But I probably wont be able to >_<
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