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This morning started out good, as I got to talk to Mia Marlene ^_^
I had a small bit of time to comment on some people's o's (I will try to find time to visit everyone else's, I promise.)
I was a bit flustered as I went out the door, as it was 6:00 in the morning.
On the way to work, as I was going on a sharp uphill curve, for a split second, I saw a squirrell....I didn't even have any time or room to react. Tears gushed down my face as I cried, because I knew I hit it. I felt the car bump when I hit it. I almost had to pull over, because I couldn't see with all my tears blurring up everything. I keep replaying the squirrell suddenly seeing a bright light, tire tread, and then nothing. I know, I know, I am a wuss. A dork wuss. Yeah...
When I got to work, I reached for my purse in the seat next to me, to get a cough drop. My throat has been really sore the past few days. When my fingers touched nothing, I looked at the seat. I looked on the floor. I looked in the backseat....
I had left my purse at home.
I had been driving around without money or my license.
o.o
I went inside, called my mom, told her about my purse, and she said my brother would drop it off. I am really thankful to him that he did. ^_^
I had to feed two extremely difficult people today (It's too much to explain. It involved alot of senseless screaming at imaginary things, spitting, ect...)
I kinda hit me. I don't like my classes. I hate the job I am training for. I also know it could also be that I am in a nursing home, and the setting in a hospital is extremly different. I thought long and hard, and what I do like about working there is some of the residents. Some are really really nice, interesting to talk to. Some of the co-workers are really nice people too....
I volenteer my off days to work because I need to pay my mom back, as I owe her alot, and she isn't what you would call rich. I need to save up for my car insurance after I pay her off, so, oh well. I do what I have to do. I do think I might need to give myself some time off. =\
I went to the gym today. I really like it ^_^
Remember Gerry? He hasn't been online for the longest time....I had been worried about him. Today, I went on AIM for a little bit, and he came online! I was like "Oh wow, Gerry is on!!" I was so happy, if he is online then he is ok, right? I mean, he didn't die, didn't dissapear off the face of the earth. I IM'ed him, saying Hey Gerry ^_^
This is how the convo went...
Gk Eh Ro Rr Yn: i (<-- I thought that was a typo....)
aleia85: I missed you
aleia85: are you ok?
Gk Eh Ro Rr Yn: yes
aleia85: so, how has gerrygerry been?
Gk Eh Ro Rr Yn: yes
aleia85: you have been yes? 0.o
Gk Eh Ro Rr Yn: yes
aleia85: is yes good or bad?
Gk Eh Ro Rr Yn: yes
aleia85: -.- silly boy
Gk Eh Ro Rr Yn: i
aleia85: i?
aleia85: what do you mean by just the letter i?
Gk Eh Ro Rr Yn: yes
aleia85: *blink*
aleia85: o.o
Gk Eh Ro Rr Yn signed off at 6:53:45 PM
I kinda teared. Why do I bother? Why? I don't know....I really don't know.
I read Mitch's story....it's not his fault, but I really wish I didn't read it. It touched a raw nerve, and if I wasn't in the same room with my mom and my siblings, I would have let my emotions go. Instead, I stopped them up like a damm, like I try to do all the time. I mean, it's good to controle your emotions, it has come in handy before, and I know it won't be the only time.
How has everyone been? I really missed you guys ^_^
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