There is so much I want to say, but can't. I can't find the words, the right people....I don't think there are any right people to tell what I feel, if I can ever find the right words to even remotely describe anything...
Anything I want to say would make them worry about me or something....I don't want that, not at all. No one needs to worry about me. I feel like something inside me is dead, I really dont know what. I am so confused, I probably don't even know what I am saying.
Heh, I found out yesterday I need eye surgery of some sort. It explains alot of things, but I am still worried >_<
On a gooder note (Yes, gooder, it rymes with booger) I treated myself to the first three Chobits manga. They just very very recently came into my local bookstore, and that made me very happy ^_^;; |