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Lol, last night, I was finally able to surf the web, and no one's O's worked, not even mine. -_-
Today did not go very well, not in the beggining, middle, and the begining of the end. It still hurts my hands, when I wash them in warm soapy water, because my hands are still broke out from the powder from the work gloves. It is just so strange, how I am allergic to silly powder from silly plastic nursing gloves. Ha ha, guess what I had to do today? Dishes. Yes, it felt like toruture, like my hands were dipped in gasoline, and set on fire...
All from warm water and soap. X_+
No, that doesn't mean that I don't wash my hands at all, or any less, because that is just gross >_<
I kept thinking about some things, and I got myself all worked up. I went to my room, put my headphones on, set the volume up to loud, and calmly had a panic attack. That sounds weird, calmly had a panic attack. Like it sounds contradicting, but it happend. I felt a little bit better afterwards. Just a little bit, a wee little bit.
Had an argument with my mom. With everything she said, it almost sounded like she wants me to leave, except before I leave, she wants me to put my car in my name, so I would have to pay for the license, and the full cost of the insurance, which will double when I do transfer it in my name. It seemed like that was what she was most concerned about, when I leave... ;_;
I talked to Sarah on the phone, and she made me feel a lot a lot better. I honestly hope I get accepted into college, I really don't know where to go if I don't, I know I can't stay home another year, it is too too much =\
I think it is funny, when my mom isn't yelling at me about spending so much time on the internet, she is yelling at me about spending too much time on the phone. Lol, the only person I talk to anymore on the phone is Sarah, and even she knows how rarley I can talk to her, maybe once every two weeks. I have to admit, it is very easy to pass hours like that though, talking to dearest Sarah ^_~
I miss everyone *passes out cookies to all* ^_^
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