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Freefalling alone through air heavy with confused indecision without a saftey net just isn't healthy. Take note and remember, failing appetites, bad nerves and destructive actions are not good hobbies to pick up at an early age. Or at all, for that matter. ^_~
The other night at work, this one resident had to go to the bathroom. It wasn't a big deal, I put on his prosthetic leg, helped him into the bathroom, told him to ring his call bell when he was done, and turned to leave. He grabbed my shirt bottom, and said No, no, I am not allowed to be in the bathroom by myself. You have to stay with me.
I thought that highly odd, and asked another nurse who was nearby about it. She said she never heard that, but then again, she hadn't worked in that wing for a while, and it could be a new order. He could be the kind to try to get up himself, and fall and break whatever. She told me to stay with him, just in case. So I did. I stared at the door the whole time, and he kept trying to talk to me. Lol, I guess he didn't realize a bathroom with a girl nurse and an old guy on the toilet is a bit of an awkward place/situation to hold any sort of comfortable conversation. Not that I could understand half of what he was saying anyways, but that's not the point.
Today, he went into the bathroom, and the nurse I was with just said to ring his call bell when he was done, and shut the bathroom door after him. I was a bit shocked, and asked her if he was allowed to be in there by himself. She sounded a bit confused when she said Yeah, of course he is. Why wouldn't he be?
I explained to her about what he said, and that was when I realized he was a false sayer, and a perv to top it off. I feel taken advantage of.
-_-
Did I mention angry? >:O
Heh, it was then that I found out he is a "recognized" perv; he is perverted in only what he says. >_<
This morning, I felt a bit happy, for no apparent reason. Or, it could have been because I got to talk to Mia Mia and Rob.
Yeah, I think it was that. ^_~
I have been thinking about what my mom said to me, about how I was selfish. I am not quite sure in what exact ways I act that way, but I am kinda afraid she could be right. I am afraid that the whole time I thought I wasn't, the whole time I thought I put other people ahead of myself, I really wasn't. Selfishness is something I never want to be, among other things, and it hurts me that I could possibly be what I really don't want to be, and that if I felt I was straining myself in being unselfish and I really am, then I cannot ever possibly see beyond myself, and I can't ever become unselfish, because you just can't do things you don't know how.
Geesh, I think I might have OD'ed on the contraction cannot up there <_<;;
My teacher told me she thinks I need an extra week of orientation. It made me feel kinda stupid, like I was incapable of learning in the time that most people can learn in. Bah >_<
On Sunday night, a bunch of people broke into the highschool. They got in by the weakspots, where they scaled a cement wall, and got in where they are still building the additions and remodeling stuffs. Those kids took spraypaint and decorated most of the walls and floors with, well, penises. They basicly wanged the whole school. They took all the food out of the freezers and refrigerators, and strewn it about all over the place. The kids also dragged in an awful lot of dead animals, and hung/strewn/draped those all around, too. Mostly in the kitchen and cafeteria did they do this. Animals such as skunks(X_+), possums(>_<), chickens(0.-), and squirrels (;_;). They really did alot of damage while they were in there, with hammers and whatever else they had. I forget the exact damage, but it was horrendously high.
There are entirely too many stupid people in this world.
They don't have any suspects at all, but it has been predicted that the group of kids is sometime in the near future is going to get themselves wasted at some stupid party, and they are going to spill all. Everyone is going to be listening closely for a long while, as the vice principle offered his own Harley as a reward for accurate vandalism catching information.
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