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After I finished reading Fruits Basket #2, I realized something. I want to be more like how Tohru is, how she never complains, even though she has a 'right' to. Instead, she appreciates what she has, no matter how little. I mean, when I think about it, I am really happy that I can walk with my own two legs, I have somewhere to live that (mostly) keeps the rain and wind out. Lol, mostly is pretty good, compared to how it can be. I am really happy that my liver and almost all my insides work perfectly. You know everything inside is working perfectly when you are not always thinking about it. I have great friends, even if they don't live anywhere near me (anymore or ever) But the fact that I can communicate with them, that is wonderful. I am esctatic that I can listen to music, talk on the phone, take deep breaths of cool fresh air, enjoy a sunset...
I am applying to lots of job positions (well, as many as there are around here, that not being all that many. Job openings are not abound here, it is a sort of local economic trend) I mean, I will get a job around here somewhere; It is just waiting for an interview now.
It is not that bad of a happening that I got fired. I can feel my stress level is greatly reduced, and that panicky-anxiouse feeling I always have has calmed down a few notches. I still am a bit sore about it, though XP
I think I might be accepted into the college that I wanted to get into to begin with. I just need to do some more research, then I have to visit with them, then I will see what happends ^_^;; *crosses fingers*
Lately, I have noticed how all my clothes are fitting rather loose on me. Several people have asked me if I lost weight. lol, That really suprised me, because every morning, I wake up convinced that I somehow gained more than I lost -_-
All this is more motivation to go to the gym and eat a little less than I normally would. I mean, yeah, I know I have to eat, but not eating much isn't going to hurt me. I mean, I am not starving myself, but I don't want to be a little piggy and eat lots of unneccessary calories. I think I need to take in a bit less than I need, so I can burn more...*goes off rambling to herself*
*cough* Well, that's it for now. I think tommorow, I might post a past adventure....if all goes well, of course.
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