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I think I am feeling more or less much much better than I have been the past few days. *nods*
I just wish I had gotten to that point before I really messed some things up. I mean, I did some things that I kind of regret doing, health-wise, and what I did is going to stay with me for a long long long long time. Everytime I see what I did, I will remember, and hopefully, that will stop me. Hopefully...
I think my heart is broken, though *watches heart crumbling*
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Oooooh, guess what though? Yesterday, my mom made me go with her and my grandma to vote on something, some issues of some sort. I didn't want to go, but she made me. My lower back was really really hurting (it hurt to move -_-), because my poor little uterus is slowly, but painfully, killing me with cramps X_+;;;;
AAAnnnyyyways, after we were done voting, I suggested that I go and pick up an application at the Fort Littleton Plaza. You know, the rest stop place they have on the freeway, with the Burger Kings and Starbucks, stuff like that. I went in, filled one out, handed it in, and they told me to sit down, drink some soda, they were going to talk to me in 10 minutes. I was like "Oh my gosh, and interview so quick?? :O "
Two ladies interviewed me. I mentioned my two friends from highschool (Heath and David, they used to work there), they asked me a whole bunch of questions, then started talking about the special shoes I had to buy, how they were going to order me some uniform shirts, how they were going to arrange for me to get a drug testing done. I was like "Does that mean I am hired?" I know, I know, that was the obviouse question of the year, but I was so shocked...and I really didn't want to assume, because, as everyone knows, assuming makes an ASomething Something out of U and ME ^_~
They laughed and agreed, Yeah, I was hired. So now you guys are talking to a Starbucks girl ^_~
Hmmm...lets see what else happend....
I have my eye appointment on Tuesday, I think. I am so incredibly nervouse, as I have to drive for a long bit (about an hour, hour and a half) and drive around in a big big city that I am not familiar with at all, find the hospital (which is huge, and yes, I was never there before) and somehow find my way around inside. Then I get to hear what the doctor thinks my diagnosis is, and that in itself is nerve-wracking. X_+;;; *is afraid she is going to have to have eye surgery* =(
Next Friday, I have to go to Harrisburge, to Central Penn. That is the college I really hope to get into, and I am going there for a tour/interview type thing. Harrisburge is a two and a half/three hour drive one way. I never went there, either (Ah, I am so sheltered! o.o), and I am so nervouse about (trying to) go to these huge cities and make my way around, all by myself. It feels a bit lonely, you know? |
