When I wrote the poem, I didn't think about how everyone would react to it. I wrote it to get out how I was at the time, how I feel. Yeah yeah, somone told me that lots of people feel that way, but somehow, that isn't very comforting =P
I guess I scared people with the poem...I honestly didn't intend that. I am really sorry. *apologizes*
And....I promise to not ever hurt myself again. Honest to goodness.
When I turned off my O, I stayed in bed for a long long time. I felt like I wasn't alive, non existent. That doesn't make sense, huh? I can't really describe how I felt, I doubt I ever can.
But oh well, I am here, and I am almost normal (Wipe that smirk off your face! >:O I know you are probably thinking "What? Aleia was normal at one time?" Silly people =P)
I will talk to everyone later, hopefully ^_^ |